An Open Letter to the Animation/Art Community on how ruining my best friendship created transgenderism

I seek to make those who abused me uncomfortable by explaining the intimate details of my best friendship that show how to avoid crushing males into transgenderism.

I can trust that when I’m looking for a song to add the ones I keep listening to will have a good one, and this resonates with me reaching the point of hiding nothing about my inner life, like the intimate details of my best friendship. Rare is empowered to make my listening experiences more intelligent and meaningful, and yet I can forget it’s not the same for everyone else. A riches that avoids people attacking my specialness. I like to hear desires - sincere ones, not ones filtered and warped by careerism to amount to the desires of greed speaking louder than the individual person.

An open letter to your peers about the vast error of demeaning my best friendship I will be sending in emails as I feel like. This one is a bit long but it explains a major reason for transgender identity. You are good boys and girls who accepted lgbtq for your jobs years ago correct? If you fail to accept this aid for transgenders you will hold responsibility for not doing what would help them. Just a bit more to do than gatekeeping all Catholics for the sake of obfuscation, for the profit of those who refuse to fix transgender issues without surgical intervention, porn, etc, a refusal they acted on by desolating my life despite that I have the chops to be a person who partially runs society and some of them are personally connected to me as through being Homestuck fans/creatives who grew from being Homestuck fans/their friends and family.

I’m sending you more Pride truth bombs along with it because your people informed me talking to you “would be good for my mental health.” That’s funny - I never wanted to work in animation in the first place. Did your community intentionally fuck up that detail and wait to claim it is “comeuppance” for not listening to people?

This is the most meaningful response to me beginning my previous wave of truth bombs on lgbtq. It felt like dialogue in my spiritual visions to see. My responses to 4chan girls provoke pain as I had very meaningful reasons to behave as I did, but I was starved of the ability to develop the story of my personal behavior. And sure, lgbtq could experience similar things, but my inspection of that was rejected by the whole, so I had only indirect support by individuals.

I’ll tell you where that comes from: Protestants hate human beings for being unique and important because that means they’ll have a big impact when they go to Heaven on their eternity. As shown by their rejection of Saints. Me helping a career field I didn’t even want to work in didn’t count as being “humble” — or charitable! — because my individuality as a teenager was so strong by my intentional decision. I intentionally went against bland, uniform collective identities and was rewarded with the opportunity to invent Cosmic Theology, which has a lot to do with what distinguishes individuals.

After I mentioned in an article that I kept thinking “rape all Zoomers” this gagged that thinking. Aggressively arguing with women eventually unlocked the pleasure of their words and thinking style soothing my brain and shaping it in a friendly way. This sounds like King Savage using his crown to simply embark on adventure. While in the literal reading, the pleasure of being shown how the right wing misdevelops my brain is a gross kink to the mainstream as it undermines politics by emphasizing how it helps or hinders the person, as Millennial women could have done in the first place and chose not to. Thus is why Min Mod is very special despite supporting transgenderism.

My heavenly and earthly rewards meant my specific individuality would get to flourish, and so I was attacked for it on hundreds of different occasions because of Protestant culture. In Protestant culture, nothing I ever do can be “humble” because they wish to annihilate anybody more unique than Joe Rogan.

And so when your animation folk came around gooning at me about not listening to me, that was merely one of the last of 100s of examples of Protestant abuse for being born with an affinity for silence. Because I succeeded in God’s eyes, all my natural and gained affinities - like bitchy women, as in Caliborn’s saga - were to be rewarded. And so they were: the mouthlessness aspect of the Homestuck style is something my best friend ipgd is enthusiastic for, and she drove the development of the Homestuck aesthetic. It is quite funny that I was ostracized from that community for rejecting lgbtq, and yet they are drawing in the kinks of myself and my best friend.

I saw this update from Batty as I was writing the previous paragraph, connecting with my previous article praising her faces through Chloe’s great face, and how her art reflects my sexuality. A metanarrative is formed involving first her dark side being restrained, then she does the same to her light side. Such internal struggle is really satisfying to see illustrated, and that Batty’s soul is so lively. As a child I liked to do things like study silent girls, which is where my scary personality emerged as it was the only time I liked to look directly at faces. I caught myself staring directly at one while I was engrossed in thought, after I separated my mind from the world around me in school as a permanent change to my soul. This showed Rare at work, doing his usual mischief of forcing me to be and look horny despite being so calm and windy. Ultimately this unique sexuality and puberty was starved for the sake of democracy, “all having a voice” even when they have nothing to say besides the opinions of the TV and wanting free money. And so I literally embarked on a crusade to eliminate politics, just as ipgd said in 2013, showing what horniness can do while disregarding sex.

Batty shows a very naturalistic behavior of simply seeking to please me through my various special likes, showing the kind of girl behavior I went apeshit over its absence from the world. Her Pepper being like a non-skinned Rare, this forms the meta-illustration of interacting with my primal nature in a non-skinned way; public school treated creating a skinned state of my primal nature as normal as most would accept feeling their soul dying gradually (as they used to say all the time in daily life) for a career. Protestant culture did not accept someone seeking to have catlike girls purring all over him as just the life he is inclined to live. All aspects of seeking this life path were pathologized - like looking scary to people who don’t share the savagery of me and the girls, and of course constantly insisting that only verbal communication matters - gradually skinning my soul, so I quit society in 2007. Only reentering it once transformed by myself, marked by the sheer mundanity of Batty’s behavior that would be like an alternate reality in 2007.

Indeed I can tell you why I despised lgbtq: their thing of disregarding the input of a “lgbtqphobe” completely desecrates our kinks. One of my things - as you can see - is thinking about the thoughts of people I reject. Lgbtq didn’t do that because they don’t actually care about people.

You see, ipgd is a superfan of Metal Gear Solid, and one aspect of her love is the nonlethal takedowns. She was mortified to see I was crushed by her /ic/ community, the animation community, and other communities in 2011 and screamed at me until I started clinging to her - otherwise I would have simply faded away into some menial job. This distinguishes her from most Millennial women who enjoyed randomly crushing men like by putting texts/photos from their dates on blast to 10s of thousands of followers or their circle of female friends. I consider such Millennial women NPCs (usually), the cost of their disregard for their abuse of male souls is their souls aren’t anything special.

She set about setting up pranks about developing my masculinity, like drawing Kyubey from Madoka Magica with a prominent penis as a symbol of being ‘contracted’ to be personally developed by me/Rare, as the Homestuck artist Xamag was (her art is perfect to my eyes.) As well as the storyboarder Batty, both progressing towards the future of my spiritual visions.

Art that resembles my lightly sketchy webcomic style, in particular the separation of light and shadow on Mars’ hair. Being nerdy about art and other necessary topics like the state of the industry causes frustration that my relational style is so specialized, an ordinary interpersonal problem aggravated in practically every year because - well - random low-status males who linger around the periphery of careers don’t like to see females eager to connect with me. ipgd excels at such social landscapes, hence me identifying her with Nepeta. The freakishness to normies of me imitating Nepeta/Equius is basis of Mars and Achilles. This merely amplified that issue as random girls expressed their frustration with Achilles expecting only painful expressions of love - success as a Nepeta-type comes from making relationships happen regardless of issues like jealousy

These drawings were superreal because they came out of ipgd’s intimacy with my mind. I would yell on Tumblr and she would use these expressions to cocoon me through her mothlike femininity, as when she got me to identify with Tavros and Andrew Hussie found this so extraordinary he said in his book commentary “if you have friends who are cool with you kinning Tavros, hold onto them.”

Politics completely ruined this and we became mutually pissed off at each other. When the women of your community complain I’m not “humble,” they fail to look back on ruining the unique lifestyles of people like myself for the sake of homogenizing communities with politics. ipgd was removing my mouth - internalizing my brutal mind (it was brutal because I eviscerated bad culture with it from 2006-2010 to try to get rich) and cocky identity that came from cosmic anticipation of my future. My brutality and cockiness became part of my characters and their writing, like my Deep Sea Destroyer warship and Deep Sea Guardian Kaiju.

ipgd could do something so strange at the time because she was born with an artistic identity. My soul became mouthless, and I really liked it. Thus the Homestuck style is derived from what my soul “looks” like.

ipgd is a fan of Hannibal and thus she acted on that fandom by muzzling my savagery. She expressed this as by asking all her friends for art of “Tinkerbull changing Tavros’ diaper” as I had referred to my expressions in 2010 as “poop” for being the digestion of my effort to kill bad/Protestant culture. This notion later became familiar during COVID by conservatives referring to masks as “face diapers,” I like to draw myself with a mask.

And so when your Zoomers yelled about me constantly mentioning muzzles, that came from their Millennials ruining my personal life, like ipgd’s pranks on her friends. Without ipgd I do not like to be anything but savage. I do not want to go into some high-status career field where I have to give up my personality as your people demanded. That requires either identity death or very unpleasant ‘muzzling,’ or more accurately a social prison.

That scenario was created because my personal life with ipgd was too transformative on art careers for people to accept without Solid Snake subterfuge. Of course ipgd also loves Solid Snake. I preferred to organically create my own career opportunities as Batty currently enjoys rather than enter a career path made by people who hate me like various creators of cartoon movies and TV shows. But again — it was too “magical” as the Ren and Stimpy community says, and simply too rich for the communists in it.

Emerging from years of stealth, the failures of your community are shown by its lack of understanding of one of my stealth tactics - I am not a Ren and Stimpy superfan. I did not rewatch the show. Hannibal, Transformers, Metal Gear, these are some of my other favorite series I did not mention as they are also part of my intimacy with ipgd and mentioning them would be an opportunity for desecrating it, as gays especially liked to do.

I avoid replacing my lifelong understanding of how things look and function, hence rejecting science as a lens to view life through. Such understanding is basis for my own vehicles, mecha, based in how I think fish are like, and such things. The norm of my lifetime crushes such precious resources of the soul to diminish the capability of an individual to change the world and indeed — invent his own.

That was a persona that was another form of charity to the animation community. ipgd naturally excels at managing the life of my personas. These natural artistic identities were disregarded as they ruin careerism in art by showing how it should naturally function. People refused to investigate the natural abilities of ipgd for art, but at least she led Homestuck, which was very big.

Without her refined abilities and those of other girls like batty, my soul falls apart into psychological gore and dysfunction. Your youths think they can get away with this because Boomers didn’t give a shit about the soul or art because of Protestantism. That won’t help them with their misdeeds against me at all. They won’t be able to say “I didn’t notice you, I was just being edgy against MAGA.”

My attitude towards my dad is that he should have completed helping me get a job and a driver’s license (don’t have yet) when I was 18 years old and he deserved to suffer for 16 more years for refusing to and he didn’t suffer enough. Similarly, ipgd belongs managing my life to an even maternal degree, it’s the only way I could function, and your career fields deserved to suffer for ruining my best friendship for selfish goals in 2011 and 2013. Crying about not having animation job opportunities is just like my dad acting bizarre about being homeless: refusal to do what you should means no sympathy.

Transgenderism

A member of the Spumdonor community stirring up hatred and psychosis against me and others, which doesn’t really work anymore. Apparently Joss was married to a ftm, and of course I gained a “kink” for them as ipgd stopped identifying as male and enjoyed very meaningful relationships with artist girls I also Really like. Her own individuality was to create paradise for me after I impressed her so much, forming the lost Outer Heaven of real life. So screw this guy and his boners for harming the lives of chuds with his big following and incoherent reaction to my actual life and actual attitude towards ftms and whatever else.

And one source of transgenderism is seen in ipgd’s peers who could not handle a wild, cruel, strong, and chuddy individual like me. ipgd’s efforts with me failed for the specific reason of longhouses of women trying to have control of my life in poverty, not because of her own actions.

Her peers had to exclude chuds and similar types because they could not live with them. ipgd and her friends liked to interact with me. Various female artists also developed with me on Homestuck General like the storyboarder Batty. They did not treat my opinions like radioactive waste as the typical Millennial woman did.

For the typical Millennial woman they would only accept chuds and other types of ‘toxic’ males if they underwent identity death. In the past few years I “schizoed out” in the eyes of your community by recognizing identity death techniques y’all were using and avoiding them, such as saying “post your art” after I posted it to get me to disassociate with my current work. I screamed at members of your community to shut the fuck up for their “critiques” as they were all intended to get me to view my previous work as garbage and thus the person I was as garbage, so I would develop a new and artificial personality.

To mute me so my strong and aggressive opinions stayed in my head took deft skill in femininity, and I liked it. Her peers could not handle developing that skill and having that concern for others. That is why ipgd is a super unique special genius as I claim. That’s why parents entrusted their children to her through raising Homestuck and Undertale fans, (Temmie is very similar to her, in a cute way, that shows her savagery as well. I expect she interacted with me on 4chan, as girls like ipgd gravitated to.) as ipgd would not mutilate the souls of their children as the typical Millennial woman would do in her position as a highly influential artist. Indeed, the women of your community interacting with me proved extremely hard that they fucking suck at taking care of my soul and understanding it most of the time. You can’t be in ipgd’s position and say “but if he worked in Los Angeles cartoons for 4 years I’d start to get him,” as millions of children don’t do that, so they are not qualified to help make something like Homestuck or Undertale/Deltarune, generation-changing successes.

Temmie posted this after my megaupdate unveiling Rare, sounding like ipgd. It’s extremely unlikely that any girl would reject a display of total love gestated for a long time as Rare was, the only response from people like the Ren and Stimpy “community” is “well you seem like you could be dangerous.” Well I would prefer to literally never leave my house so people don’t act out over their fears as I value these girls that much. “Rare frame” is an odd phrase that brings to mind Huey’s exoskeleton in MGSV, as I seek to empower girls to be more independent and strong and like a male gamer, etc. friend.

And so, as a girl, ipgd was attracted to a “manly” series like Metal Gear Solid in part because it resonated with her desire to progress members of a community according to their objective quality and according to assistance for their development - while the typical female of her generation simply rejected people who aren’t already ready for what they want to do and moved on with her life.

For an artist, this is like death, as you can’t get assistance in developing as an artist from random Protestant parents or the public school ipgd was in so she dropped out. Etc. And so we became best friends as I believe in bringing people to what is best for their potential - which can even make me seem feminine. And so she was wise to say “MGS is for girls,” but she also sought to turn me into Big Boss in real life, for creativity.

And so this special process of developing someone like me in awful poverty who had the potential to run the fortunes of an increasingly large number of artists is the sort of thing that would help a lot of transgenders if other women imitated it instead of keeping up godawful Protestant behaviors like rejecting men for their height and current income level.

The “help” referred to in Genesis is not help washing laundry (so laundry machines make that almost obsolete.) It is things like helping the souls of men function. When we say “we live in a fallen world,” part of what is fallen is girls not helping guys function as ipgd did for me in 2012, so I felt like I was in Heaven.

Batty uses my Hauntlyre technique of lacking a mouth while Smiledog is emoting. Her use of exclamation points is like mine in 2010, creating a scary sensation of being a clone.

This prank is like my Squirtles in 2010 with a waffle cone instead of a shell; I envisioned them as being blobby amorphous creatures that could chose to leave their shells, so basically blue Dittos. I declared to the art community that my squirtles were landmark and avant garde works, driving them insane for being a symbol of protecting my limitless creativity, Rare being the secret protector drawn out by ipgd.

When a female looks at a male in a bad state, she should consider his natural affinities like through his expressions and likes. She should consider the effects of his upbringing like feeling the need to invent a role model since no man in the family was one. She should consider that being in a low income currently could actually help him since his career journey is best with a woman at his side, and other things like that. She should not crush him for the way he is like by throwing an image of him at her 10s of thousands of followers. The terrorizing some trans have done to women is a natural disaster for all the identity and masculinity death they have inflicted on males using internet connection - indeed, some women like in animation see neutering of masculinity as a PROFESSIONAL REQUIREMENT! And so that’s the sort of thing that breaks minds into familiar babbling from some trans due to feeling trapped in a world they don’t think will change.

Indeed, your young males sought revenge for terrorizing women myself by abusing me with “trans” remarks, etc — oh no, I’m just naturally like this. That’s why my kinks are practically designed to mess with the heads of women by finally mentioning I have them. I love to stare at the aspects of their lives they never speak of.

Conclusion

This is the final result of woke: pathetic childishness that sets up the eschatological Multiverse where I believe their real lives are perfected for Heaven, Hell and Purgatory. They had no nobility of heart, just the shameful greed of being able to “make celebrities do what they want” (and the famous personality they loved disappears.) People like Min Mod and myself take seriously the actual reasons woke was fueled to take off, and so these childish people will not get to say “haha time to make fun cartoons we aren’t all woke anymore!”

And so I do hope I will never see an expectation to give up on my mind and personality again. Those things do not actually go away. Kids are loving FNAF for reflecting the really crazed, psychotic, necrotic transgenders so they know to avoid them. That’s the kind of polite way a manly man video game genius purges the corruption of this world.

I have always been deeply invested in the internal life of the soul, which forms the special sexually-charged nature of my connection to ipgd, our interactions dramatically change the internal life of my soul in a way that actually spawns new characters for my series from the basis of my different personalities, and we do other things like that. I would just like to enjoy my best friendship and other friendships and other aspects of my life thank you. I am extremely capable of contributing to society thank you.

You may think these contributions are gross!! But this is an instance of something that should be genuinely gotten over. God made some people gross. It’s functional and whole disasters happen without it. Without it primarily because of Protestantism. Let’s all agree Protestantism was wrong about humans and Heaven being squeaky clean, or go to hell for continuing to disagree. Let’s see that happen as soon as you’re willing to accept it, with all the future-history of horrible identity pain, etc., forming as you drag your feet. Or don’t.

This is the first real man I have seen since 2011.