First Three Minutes of Knights of Guinevere

Cosmic Quest continues. “YOU PRACTICALLY MURDERED ME BUT DIDN’T ACTUALLY BECAUSE I’M A SKELETON AND STRONG AND CAN’T DIE.”

Hauntlyre continues. “This [blue] look with the collar and all is very embarrassing but you let her turn you into it, it makes her happier and thereby increases the quality of your artistic experiences.”

I never minded B.o.B.’s politics as he obviously embraces a paranormal, “schizo” view of life I actually believe is fundamental to black identity itself. People avoided such things for their pride, but Science-first living has degenerated into mental illness and obsessive physical metaphors that even random anons are starting to mock, like Howling Mutant months ago speaking of what I have long known a lot of trans seek: the honest perspective of a boy, with its cosmic significance, that public school grinds down and mummifies. His politics points towards cosmic thinking, more than anything, hence never quite explaining the revelation he hypes up, which is a black thing to do. Another paper route is a route of comics and fifth-dimensionally linked images and text.

The sexual fantasy is inspired by my meat grinder brain hunting out Dana’s female peers and processing their horrible femininity that tormented my innocence by replacing my kinky 2012 life with ipgd manifested in Batty’s webcomic with their horrible unloving misinterpretations of my masculinity. Dana and batty being almost the only mentions shows the presence of my brand and its foreboding threat towards those who get in my way.

another example of a psychological fracture in the animation community is their psychosis over the concept of “sucking dick” towards me. The blogger Ran Prieur wrote a satiric story about the corporate world being full of the expectation to metaphorically suck dick I loved as a teenager - but I never actually spoke about it to others. That was an example of the shadowy side of online discussions: they abused me for having the worldview of someone who loves that metaphor, but I never abused them for perceiving them as “sucking dick,” so they forced me into situations where my dominant personality looked awful so they could make me look like I was abusing them about it.

In fact that was impossible because I perceived them as being in industrial limitations instead. My love of restraint creates a kinder and gentler approach for having people obey the parameters of my artistic brand. I desexualized my experience of life to make this ability possible. And so work like Knights of Guniviere exhibits my masculinity like the confinement theme.

This composition combines my passion for blanking the mouth and nose with the amusement animatronic Guinevere to convey the artificiality of entertainment life. Hence the derangement of anonymous artists harassing me over the years and their explosive celebration of the John K accusations, which 1st met the problem that I was always in poverty and they reveal the intense frustration they had with Dana Terrace wanting to be friends with me in 2010, which would have spread the parameters of my “dick” into their jobs as an escape from poverty, so they tried and failed to keep it at bay with destroying my life. 2nd, I have an innocent perspective on life like how a kid sees the world of Walt Disney, and people trying to get me to see life differently was received by me like brain damage. The parameters of my “dick” arise my supervillain character Rare. I made dick jokes about him, but they were actually jokes - careerists erupting in prideful rage to see hints of my upcoming fun entertaining girls with my sexy villain meta-character broke common ground of comedy between factions like the left and the right, so the right takes things too seriously and the left makes “jokes” to express hate and perform abstract violence. Hence why Catholics like comic book fan Edward Feser call Republicans the stupid party and Democrats the evil party. I preferred people to be stupid about the significance of my posts to the sadistic glee of 2013 leftists, who later lost awareness of their meaning. I had a variety of reasons to give up on life with progressives… although ipgd was hypnotized with her phone over her face just right at the end, she stayed aligned with me behind her Tumblr facade.

Speaking of /co/ girls going trans without me led to a thread harrowing me about the creator of She-Ra PoP. The commenters may be ignorant of the meaning of their posts, but society interacted with me about her and my podcast with them as its mechanisms. I posted about straitjackets and cages as they are a solution to her psychological distress (when applied by specifically me), so society ingests my solution no matter how weird people find it — having a solution outweighs feelings when it comes to society’s ranking of you. The intense pain and sensation of the thread is itself proof of how objectively important I am in society - hence Batty’s fans celebrating Achilles’ pain passion. The thread - as a single mind - feels very appealingly submissive, connecting to my need for more submission in society.

Min Mod shames the Undertale community for the “everyone” meme that excludes outsiders - most notably me, whose suffering was celebrated by some Undertale fans - the leftist lgbtq types - and had their sadism unobserved by excluding me from ‘everyone’ to much psychological pain - which shows her following after my observations that some trans arise from dispersing identity online through politics. Toby course-corrected on appeasing his deranged leftist fans most of all - contrary to the claim that there was never an issue with these Americans - due to my pressure, but that leaves the Undertale community a deranged echo of the “everyone” egregore to me, not friendly people who can support my life and my Underrealm, unlike Min Mod’s followers, hence liking being a small artist.

An Equius Zahhak type has weird obsessions that later have vast significance, like for forming Lord English, which matches increasing the power of the meaning of my words in real life. ipgd was necessary for entertaining my penis, mask, gag, etc obsessions - the funny part being that they are much more innocent and advanced than the bdsm imagery that can be brought to mind. As with masks connecting to Metal Gear Solid and becoming Big Boss, whose identity is supreme, and affects artists beneath me.

ipgd, batty, and others preserve the innocent humor and without girls like them my entire life and mind disintegrates into brokenness and things which seem disgusting to talk about to others. Indeed love itself is processed as a restraint by my brain because I exist to create monsters and shadowy constructions. It is a grievous sin by the animation community to destroy my personal life, and playing with the guts of an animatronic echoes how intolerable and inhuman of an existence I could have had in the 2010s trying to work on cartoons. People could have profited big, but the horrible wounds left on all our souls would have made them regret the money later. The awful regrets are 1 subject of Hauntlyre.

Yes I did think of my lost cat Samantha while making this. Avoiding drawing a sliced Mechan cat because “it makes people feel pain” would mean constipation of my creativity, and indeed rejecting my most meaningful emotions as waste. And so I was like a dysfunctional broken down machine in the 2010s, as the industrial mindset… industrially tore apart my mindset, also inspiring FNAF. People trying to “help” me agitated or introduced what felt like hard implements in my mind, the mental shape of the abortive mentality; my high-octane life had no fellowship with the liberal-minded, who could at-best wait for girls like ipgd and batty and min mod to bridge the differences between us.

The most meaningful feedback after my previous podcast. My elite identity itself becomes a tool of showing what it has always yearned for since before people had any idea of what it wanted to contribute to the world, through creativity.

The healthiness of art communities towards me can be measured by progression towards ceasing to speak of “platforms” completely, as Equius Zahhak beating up robots he builds manifests the only way zoomers who perpetuate “platforms” can relate to me as a constructor of creativity, whether “on my side” or otherwise. People always knew my real issues in a sinful world - that’s what upsets me, the deliberate reactions towards my Equius traits and other traits, not “conspiracy”, those are foreign mainstream terms