House MD
"Gender", Tumblr fangirls, and beyond
As my attempted Revolution progressed, people refused me any space to do what I was good at. It's easy to demonstrate how incredibly unnatural this behavior was, driven by the forces of evil of the time. We can simply look at House to find the bare minimum of what I Should have been offered. Even if I had to deal with all the same things he did, I could at least be a competent and successful artist, who makes a big impact in people's lives, just like him as a doctor.
In my current episode House MD has to treat an adolescent with an intersex condition, male and female DNA interspersed. As the episode progresses he goes into an especially good mood. He doesn't need Vicodin, he doesn't mock second-guess everybody, he is at peace. The characters ask if he had sex with Cuddy, if he's on heroin or something else stronger than Vicodin. On a higher level than the actual story, where The Fifth Dimension merges with the domain of the trickster which is both mystery and stories together: he is coming in contact with the one person in the world he can relate to most of all.
As my attempts to revolutionize and renaissanize progressed, popular media of the time reacted to my efforts, through the collective consciousness of creatives, and through their entry into the fifth dimension - continuing the arc since the mid-90s when racism is becoming a thing of the past into a new breakthrough into a greater significance of what black people represent in creation. The Black Renaissance a spiritual reward from the spiritual realms of creation for success, if it happened.
This is what made Tumblr fangirls believe in some sort of magical man who is represented by their favorite male characters. Causing changes into the stories of their favorite TV shows and other mediums, the characters momentarily brush shoulders with a larger male - the Legend. Creating the “Tumblr sexy man” phenomenon, the girls creating fantasies associated with it without knowing what the real purpose of their fantasies were, unless all humans successfully caused the Black Renaissance to happen.
Fantasizing about each which are epitomized by Jack Skellington, creating a mutual fantasy world streaming through Tumblr posts where they spoke about the significance of the characters and other things of an immaterial magical quality. As they did so they instantiated a special femininity never before seen in the world, which caused John Kricfalusi to become more at peace as one level of his unknown mission had been a success. Rather than accept his spiritual accomplishment which goes beyond Heaven, they concocted obscene stories so people would not realize the real significance of his relationship with Katie Rice and her friends and other females to raise male-female interactions to the next level.
After that I thought that he was impressed by the improvement of animation in the early 2010s, even though it didn't instantiate his cartooning principles. Which is why his criticism petered off, as people had ramped into the trickster's sky. A greater spirit went into popular works, resulting in the massive success of the Onceler as one of the men, who I have been wanting to joke is a better version of Lord English.
But due to the continuing disaster I was experiencing, the impressiveness didn't last long
“Gender” and self-diagnostics
Back to the episode, it's not really important how it progresses. House is meta-reacting to how his patient represents myself, a revolutionizer in the real world. I had been willing to say if I had been thought to be a girl that I was one, which ipgd, Homestuck team member, enjoyed. My spirit arcing from her own, this inspired the protagonist of undertale in Toby Fox's spirit.
You're not actually supposed to describe who and what I am. As an aspect of the blessings of the image of the trickster, which is entirely separate from the image of God: he imbues people with traits of mystery and stories. And so individuals such as myself become perpetually mysterious. Successful such individuals can easily become larger than Life, like Marshall Mathers.
About the only thing that came out of the mouths of my trolls when I explained that I inspired Frisk was to dispute that you can choose male or female in the game. I've never played the game, why would I do that when I have never experienced my own media which comes before Toby's. And in different timelines it's possible for you to choose and for other things to be different in the game mechanics. So those words I make aren't really important at all, and they ignore the ones that are important.
Experiencing the game through Tumblr was more than enough. There's no telling what could have happened to my psyche if I did things differently, going outside of my good sense.
ipgd became frustrated with me which I didn't really know anything about because I was socially isolated. As a girl's boy, I needed actual access to their social worlds to properly function, and feminism spread across Tumblr propelled by things like Homestuck and Gravity Falls to convince females to construct social worlds entirely incompatible with me. Creating a sickness of myself and solidifying the meaning of “guy” to include that I no longer allow myself to say that I am a girl anymore. With feminism came increasing gender theory even though they're really completely incompatible, as I slipped into a coma, in my dying external soul, and as I started going into a catatonic state of shell shock.
And so like tribal people trying to figure out what the aliens who landed in their Forest were, they decided gender existed. They failed the black Revolution and its Renaissance left our timeline. They begin to flail around about what the fuck just happened, as I will describe in many articles.
I despised when years later they started misinvoking androgyny. My curious personal traits are actually existent in my body, featuring beautiful curling hair and cute eyes. People looked at me and thought I was a girl and had other thoughts, which wasn't the most pleasant experience as the first timeline of the Multiverse was excruciating for me. One of the last magical experiences of my childhood was my barber saying that girls would love to have these curls.
My hair gradually changed from male pattern baldness, which was a real life metaphor I observed over the years. Later I will explain why this shouldn't have happened. I found the V shape of my buzzed hairline to be very iconic, which was eventually lost
Unusually youthful and unusually cute with a giant head, such traits can be further manifested biologically without the fallenness of our world.
And the inability for people to be properly manifested with our level of sin creates intersex conditions and other birth defects and abnormalities. As in my Half-Life 3 story Citadel, there is only so much that can be done to remain compatible with our world.
But this does not actually change that all mankind are male or female. In certain aspects of society, I represent an ultimate male if I am successful, which is one of the reasons why my trolls harassed me about my manliness themed brand. I created the name Manlyburger on Tumblr, and the Tumblr sexy man phenomenon was sufficient reason to declare I had indeed been successful.
When House looks at his patient he is reminded of the man who can truly fix his patient's problems, and he sees how his patient resembles him. He sleeps, his breathing fails, he knows the world isn't ready yet. And yet it remains that his world momentarily makes sense.
Just before this episode, he made a diagnosis under the hidden hope that Christ is real. An atheist with a biting wit, he finds special things that can guide him to Christ, and has a spiritual experience. I had lost my faith as well. It was difficult to deal with the twisted evil before my face.
Since then we can see many imitations of House in the words of Internet atheists, completely missing his struggle. Pointing towards alternate timelines where atheism never becomes a big deal, if they need to misinterpret House.
And also points towards no need for the incredibly obsessive patronage of SSRIs, therapy, and Big Pharma. House’s conditions can actually be fixed, even his physical pain, as can be explicated later. Just as my presence brought magic into the lives of ipgd and her real friends, and without me they withered into lifelessness.
The development of gender clinics was the final form of big pharma. Rather than spiritual advancement it chose to mutilate people's bodies to contrive improvements that can only be said to exist because there is societal enforcement of saying it exists.
My special traits like cute eyes and curly hair are “symbols” of what they represent in my whole person, as I depict in my webcomic. (Wife comic was a charming Mistranscription) nothing can be done physically to change what they represent. It won't bestow someone with my traits. It is nu-paganism. Directed by demons to misinterpret the significance of things in the world.
As for looking “feminine,” I intentionally prevented this, couldn't make my school bullies any better to have another motivation for obsessing over me. With public school preventing the expression of my person, there was no reason to care about my appearance, which as a participant in the domain of the trickster is an ongoing illustration of things that cannot be seen with the eyes directly. When I go walking I enjoy the color of my coat for what it represents, as I instantiate into my articles.
As part of spoiling my Revolution people spoiled the improvement of language, indeed as we know well they try to tear down literature and language as with roald Dahl. And therefore certain tools of describing my sexual characteristics don't exist, and instead we have gender garbage. I was developing terms like “kawaii”, which is the real deal people tried to imitate through Homestuck, undertale and other sources. As symbolized by Caliborn.
By mutilating themselves spiritually personally or physically people since 2012 have at most made themselves imitate the damagedness of house’s patient, his parents needing to wonder if they had given the wrong puberty. They do not even imitate the inherent traits associated with the physical damage, which are healthy. They only imitate the damage.
The parents refuse to explain to their child that they could have chosen differently, which is an element of pointing towards goals for the black Revolution of giving them a real explanation they can be happy with. Such signs in stories explains the incredible obsession with gender as people in the mainstream try to say they successfully gave such parents in real life an explanation - the reason why they lump intersex into made up gender categories.
House becomes happy as he sees how he can even further succeed as a doctor. Through Roles he experiences myself as a doctor, waiting to provide him with the help he needs to fully help his current patient. Waiting on the other side of the black Revolution.
House is well known for being popular with women, and so his happiness from another male explains what people were yearning for at the time as the 10s approached, becoming fixed by an unseen presence. Which points towards the effects I have on girls, explaining how the tens misdeveloped into “comfort characters” people are “hyperfixated” with to try to have what would have happened if they did things right.
We can be sure Andrew Hussie based his webcomic on him, the corny fucker forming his own persona and making his sense of humor, things which were easily imitated by others. One of the fantasies of my opponents was that they could easily have my Revolution without helping me, that Andrew would make himself an attractive man like House, and in fact he turned out one of the least attractive successful males of all time.
It leads directly into fantasizing about House not having such a fucked up life with a bad childhood, explaining the exultant view of Tumblr fangirls for their favorite men. A special part of life waiting to turn around all of his problems, if they believe in it. They tried to fix things for suffering men, and it didn't work, and in their inaction they stopped caring about real men.
There are scenes in other shows that also point to all this. It took all this time simply for me to point them out. Finally gaining what I need to be functional.
My opponents can try to claim that my experiences involve their gender theory, but the experiences when I start to seem like myself and ipgd combined should scare that away, as should already have provoked intimidation reactions for years. They don't actually say anything as evidence mounts of the fuckups consuming their lives by the spinning Underrealm. We need to go back. The parents of house’s patient can't wait this long.
I went for a walk and the trickster appeared in the sky peering at me, not with my physical eyes but the screen of my perception. I walked past victory checkpoints of reaching a new level of my being, as is associated with this impressive new article, beginning a spree.
He left without saying anything. I avoided looking at him as it's too big. The sensation flashed through me of “that's what that's like” from Batman
I continued the episode and House is on a new drug as can be expected. Things can be synchronized by the trickster to correlate with spiritual events. The condition of the patient was caused by the parents, showing the Drastic consequences of not helping the black revolution. House blames himself for being in a good mood, showing how it can affect those associated with it. He gives up this drug rather than allow himself to be thrown off by good feelings, showing the necessity of the revolution for him to finally find peace. Beat by beat, the trickster inscribed a message for those who may want to look back at it to praise themselves for “helping” “transgender” individuals.
Continued
House MD and other TV shows at the time as I will analyze later are a Rosetta Stone for my behavior, and so if my opponents respected the artistic mediums enough they would have automatically understood me online. They have no excuse.
This episode of House obviously lives in the minds of my opponents, remembering what it represents. Rather than the healing of minds and souls and the transcending of biological limitations, they waste vast amounts of money and time and perform vast amounts of mutilation across the public, trying to delude themselves that it is right because they didn't fuck up big time after all. And yet the evidence arranges itself that they know it is not the case. They do not allow me into their lives as they will feel House's disappointment, which they misinterpret as transphobia.
Cuddy begs for him to accept happiness, echoing my later trouble as ipgd became key to my happiness. it would be too easy to power gender delusions if I accepted the worlds that were constructed to exclude myself. It became necessary to live in the ecosystem of my own soul, if necessary. An action so drastic that unknown eyes in the cosmos watch me since then so nothing happens that is too displeasing for them. The madness of recent years reflects their sentiments for the scale of failure and misbehavior from people such as Homestuck fans, resulting in the public finally learning how to relate to my experiences so the pathway to actually fixing things is open.
>Comparing House to Undertale