How one of my deviantART poems commented on things

I've been thinking for a while it would be a good series to take some of my older work and perform analysis in light of the things I discuss on my sub stack. Especially since it is difficult to draw a lot and make other work right now.

The first is entitled simply 'Poetry’.

My butt is big

out from it comes poops

As I previously referred to in the mechanics of plagiarism, I called artistic series which plagiarized my artistic Revolution “my poos". I did not have direct knowledge of these series, but was aware of them by intuition and gut instinct.

Since they were important and financially successful series, at least at first, like Homestuck; it indicates that my “butt" is quite large indeed, with this Anatomy being meant in an artistic sense. And as we don't choose to poop, perhaps it indicates resigning myself to other, bad artists making my “craps" for some time.

I am manly

my muscles are large

In comparison to bad artists who are relegated to merely making my craps, I imply that I have big artistic muscles ready to make real artistic works which do not resemble waste products. These muscles are presumably also ready to deal with the existence of things like Homestuck eventually.

Things such as muscles were crudely parodied with Andrew's Equius, indicating a 5th dimensional violation in the form of anticipating my own answer to his evil. Presumably I would have boldly asserted my artistic musculature regardless of what my plagiarists would have said about muscle men. And therefore this points to an original state of affairs Andrew was trying to 5th Dimensionally subvert through the course of his life.

who is the big man

This is a very bold statement. It says that through the course of Trials such as Homestuck, I remain towering above it all as a real manly artist whose hard work created what they stole.

The big man features in sbahj, which I had read at the time but I hadn't read Homestuck. It was a conscious reference to him, questioning who he could be. Later I made a deviantART Journal with simply this phrase “who is the big man” and a girl who was also a sbahj reader and had highly emotional reactions to my internet posts said it was me and interactions from me confirmed her conviction. The absence of a question mark can convey I already know the answer.

I am out and about when I see a man

the man sees me he says

hello

I am a man

Possibly this can refer to any of my plagiarists across the Multiverse I have called Charlies, and my confusion when I see them that they are a man like myself. They proceed, with uniformity, to assert that they are indeed one, which is not a clever trick as they may think.

Possibly it refers to, after establishing myself as the big man, men seeing me and calling themselves a regular man.

In my previous article I referred to identifying people. This can indicate men making a large impression on me as to who they are when I see them. And when my works are established they will assert their identity to me.

who is a man? what is a man but a fellow?

these are the questions that haunt my days

Now there are question marks. I also imply they are real questions in the next line.

I assert that all men are fellows. As previously this indicates they are fallen down stairs and hurting. They can also be said to be fallen into oh's. Meanwhile some people fall under the category of teary fellows.

Possibly I only count true men and not unmasculine males. I also continue the theme of identifying people.

I also emphasize the spooky interpretation of words like fellow with the term haunt. My use of words like fellow is itself something to haunt you as my exposition of further events associated with the word will show.

we are all unwise in our contentment

Here are clear meaningful statements as opposed to obscure and personalized references to butts and muscle.

Various forms of satisfaction are warned against as you can find reference in from the Bible.

Most of all, as an artist, I warn against being content in being a fan of sbahj, Homestuck, Rick Riordan, and such things and artists. Later real wisdom will show just how unwise it was. I am myself unwise, especially since I was mentally damaged by the mere existence of such things back then.

only once you have known a man may you know a man

A seeming tautology, it states that only real knowledge of things like a man's identity can properly contextualize the knowledge you have of him.

In regards to the Charlies, I convey that I do not know of who they appear to be until I truly know them, as I did with Andrew a year or two ago.

It is also a general statement to learn from for various Notions of coming to know a man

the light of the sky is bright by it I see myself

I see that I am myself

This can refer to looking out on the Multiverse with things such as the Charlies and seeing who I am by what I see.

It can convey that looking out into the heavens of God's creation can tell you who you truly are, with enough time.

The sky can be considered an artistic sky oh, and I look out into it starting back around then and see myself, thus seeing that I am an Inspirational artist who is a “big man” among other things. An interpretation echoed by lolip back then, sometime later.

anime sucks

This solves the mystery of why I said anime sucks oh, a very controversial statement by me. When Western artists blindly copy anime they become entirely derivative. They should instead discover their identities and express them through their work and be inspired by me to create original artwork that puts yourself out into the world.

However this interpretation was spoiled by Andrew and such people and so people did not see I used sucks as a synonym for derivative.

Considering the manly-kawaii dichotomy I referred to frequently at the time, additionally anime can refer to “kawaii” girls as I saw became highly interested in Homestuck in large numbers a couple years later. Whether Michelle of Ava's demon or a variety of others who interested me both significantly artistic and small, they were drawn to the webcomic perhaps because of its spoiled relation to my artistic Revolution. And thereby they “sucked in” things from work such as Homestuck instead of something better such as Michelle's own later work. This allows this use of anime in this instance, along with the Manliness associated with Equius, to convert to “Nepetas suck.”

In the description I put a trademark sign, conveying that all this is mine and it is my intellectual property which my plagiarists steal.

The formatting also conveys things.

ipgd made a comment who is known for being closely involved with Homestuck after the first couple years. Back then she hadn't read it either.

This seems to be a 5th dimensional response to my musing about things such as Homestuck hidden in the poem. As previously, when I suggested that Homestuck was one of “my poos” after she had read it she seems to have called it beautiful in spite of its low origin.

This time, which is before that previous interaction, she suggests that the cool kawaii group, which is a group I had made, is a group for nepetas. My own fifth dimensional statements threaten to ruin their upcoming experience with Homestuck which introduced ”nepetas” as a general type of person. Presumably, with my focus on manliness, I would not have introduced my own version of this type of real person. Possibly for my whole lifetime. And so a ”Nepeta” is an example of a good coming out of the evil of Homestuck she did not want me to interfere with. As for ”cool kawaii”, Andrew later introduced Davepeta, who can somewhat represent this, but that is from the later period of the comic which is much more worthy of completely disregarding. Especially considering something I will talk about later.

On another level, with the existence of Nepetas assumed, an artistic and feral type; she is urging me to not ruin things for Nepetas such as herself by making such fifth dimensional or normal statements which will frighten the nepetas. She is telling me to accept the course of things which will lead to Michelle becoming quite potent as well as others such as one of the only redeemable and skilled animation industry artists. Despite all the things that will happen she is affirming that it is the best decision. Leading to a later interaction I already discussed where I talked about my artistic muscles and time on her profile. How upset she seems in that interaction goes to show that I can make terrible statements indeed.

On another level she typoed ruining as ruing. Rue is defined online as bitterly regret (something one has done or allowed to happen). She is telling me not to regret accepting this course of life as I did for a myriad of factors back then. Typos featured later in Homestuck in the Roxy character, but it was associated with her being drunk. Suggesting that they are a defect to be fixed. Which shows that what there is to see in Homestuck got progressively worse every year.

As well she displays measuring the artistic qualities of my piece, following on my general Notions about measurement I transmitted online in those days.

Nepeta is associated with LARPing, and this comment can represent breaking the ”LARP” OF REAL LIFE 5th dimensionally as according to my previous levels of analysis.

I later made a manly group but I was the only one who participated. The cool kawaii group was popular.

She seems to display great writing power of her own. Even if it does not rise to the heights of Lord English’s true abilities, she has her own way of doing things. Considering normal sexual complementarity, having incredible artistic power is not enough. Being coaxed to use the power properly is important too.

The existence of Homestuck is not necessary for this poem and comment interaction, but it is useful for the concept of nepetas.