Kowai Kawaii

An analysis of my mental body of work proceeding from one drawing.

As a consequence of my personal artistic efforts, my attempted Revolution for comics and cartoons, as well as the internet climate before Woke all being ruined, I never actually made my body of work I had mentally formulated as a teenager and some more in my early twenties, constituting dozens of Major Works, ongoing franchises, licensed universes, a variety of webcomics, some illustrations, and even Aesthetics such as certain color combinations.

Kowai Kawaii would be a major example of the Aesthetic category. This drawing can be considered an example, entitled “Facing your Fears,” without fully being cute or fully being scary it proceeds towards the full aesthetic.

Kowai Kawaii are Japanese words. In my late creatively active period, corresponding fairly closely to the active timespan of John K's blog, I saw people online saying that people were pronouncing “kawaii” as “kowai”. I thought that was fucking good. Presumably if things had happened more properly in the course of all these artistic events, I would have actually said that. Instead I kept it to myself like this Aesthetic.

This Aesthetic builds upon the development of understanding of God's original design for creation I described from my spiritual visions in the Color Nations. Not successfully developing it in my creatively active period with Anomalous Phenomena and other works, and other people not having developed it as well, disqualified the publication of this Aesthetic in art. Building on the two words being similar, it comes from respecting true Japanese culture as God put in place in creation. And thereby if people were unwilling to respect the true Creation, I would not allow them to see this View of Japan which I used mentally often in those days.

And so I was creating an international brand brimming from the American Spirit. Instead of taking this outlook on life, the mainstream world chose Wokeness, which completely disrespects to the Core everything God put in place in the world so that self-alienated individuals may make their own meaning for what they see in the world. Their actions since 2012 come from being awake about God's true design, as I had already been as a teenager in an appreciative way.

And Andrew depicted my own outlook on the world he perceived in my John K comments and /co/ posts in symbolism as cancer in the mainstream world to be eliminated, in an attempt that was unsuccessful in the decade of loneliness after the end of my creatively active period.

Resembling the yin yang symbol or 69, it can represent the perfect balance of true white and black culture which is the basis of my body of artwork, ultimately Symbolized as the Underrealm. Andrew's Soul even sabotaged him by making the pieces of the Tumor resemble the black Trio of sea monsters, crawling creatures and birds - coming out of his spiritual ill-will.

If people were unable to respect God's design, and indeed launch a full scale spiritual assault on God's design and my appreciation of it with Homestuck and other woke things, then they were completely unworthy of actually witnessing my body of work leaving my mind. I have said that people aren't deserving of things many times and thought it many times more. It comes from a serious principle that until people were willing to do what it takes to deserve the good things I can give them, I will not give them. Not even if it would give me much personal gain by allowing me to establish a Wrongful successful art career which Strays from my art landscape. And some people did what they should do by soiling Homestuck's last efforts and working hard to eliminate wokeness, thereby my creative flow resuming.

If I did makes things such as the Kowai Kawaii aesthetic and completely disregard all these considerations with my spirit, then it would have invited an assault on True Japanese culture which my aesthetic Reflects, just as Homestuck is largely an assault on true Black Culture coming from misused inspiration from my online posts as well as other sources like the bad movie Pleasantville.

In the course of my years people have often had extremely Petty attitudes, but I stayed true to taking art extremely seriously, as I have always known that it can lead astray the development of the world as Homestuck did with its couple million fans, hundreds of thousands of which ended up severely mentally ill because they had learned to stay wrongly oriented to God's creation from the comic. An ironic fate as all these spiritual dangers made it very difficult for me to interact with God's creation as well for much of those 10 lonely years, from the interference of their disrespect. Which proceedingly made it artistically difficult to make smaller scale art projects that aren't about the true nature of God's creation like Kowai Kawaii or Anomalous Phenomena. My suffering is reflected in the suffering many more people than me have received years later, allowing personal extremely sharp perception of God's answers to their errors in the corrupted creation we live in today.

The animation Industry's inability to replicate and respect the early days of animation also comes from their Woke lack of respect and self-invention. Animation began with Vivid white and black imagery to start the ball rolling to the discovery of the true meaning of standard forms of animation that have been waiting for people to use them since God's creation of the world. This weakly-drawn anniversary Oswald short plasters smug faces on the characters to encourage people not to take the black and white interspecies relationship too seriously and thereby launch themselves into the true cognitosphere as good and great artists do.