
At the time, I fantasized about tossing boiling oil from a pan on a home invader, and so my intense remarks were an abstract analogue for that, tossing the societal-cultural information I was cooking with, also connecting to claiming I was a Squirtle, causing their frantic hysteria over these “blue bubbles” pregnant with danger; I could not fix this, my symbolism was fully conveying they should just leave me alone, which would have been a big relief, a relief I’m now feeling with Batty
I propagated the legacy of classic franchises like the Addams family by speaking of things being “horrible” that included my own associated things, like writing. This soothed the intensity of my biggest critiques, a strategy I already used without needing to be longhoused. The art world Longhouses loved “gender” except when it came to a wholly independent person who approaches being able to function by himself, having his own feminine center to the internal systems of his person.

Hauntlyre is an example of the horrors of my writing, as by reading it you become haunted by seeing its story in real life, And you feed the meta-entity Hauntlyre, an abstract spider monster. My impact on society and other things, like my retroactive existence, powers up my abilities to affect people with this horror. And so “platforming culture” was always a primitive superstition: in the state of poverty, my writing has power from the first reader. Enabling rags to riches. This only fails to work because of communism as well as people with “platforms” brutishly using thousands of people to abuse me and my interests in various ways. At rest, doing nothing, they would simply watch me rise.


Society’s Prison
Ironically despite becoming known for weird preoccupations with dominance as with Homestuck’s Equius - my best friend loving the character - I did not have the overbearing poise of the standard internet male, looking to bash into other “platforms” to increase his metrics. The sweatiness of the character relates to me watching girls forming fantasies about me and doing nothing about it, letting them grow while exhibiting signs of watching them. Meanwhile the prisonbrained, like the wave of Zoomers, screech from the confines of public school, choosing a career they estimate will be most materially successful for them, and other such things outside of one’s nature. They co-opted “gigachad vs soyjack” by making a gigachad mentality about having no natural reactions, having a perfectly functional FNAF suit to navigate their careers while their inner child seeks out its pleasures.


Meanwhile when I saw gigachad first become popular I was surprised to see a meme character who doesn’t care at all about social hysterics. That was me as a teen, moving through the animation community, the atheist community, the philosophical communities, random discussions about the challenging matters of life and so forth, set on what I considered right regardless of reactions. These reactions being most generally “no, that is not our way!” a paganistic cry. Not ignoring the sincere emotions of others, that is the opposite of what I did and is just being an asshole.

The prisonbrained sought to put me on trial in 2010 for using words like “horrible,” as my criticisms would damage careers for merit-based reasons. Their prison becomes shown in their cartoons, the infamous bean smile a symbol of iron bars of gayness and false happiness in general. They interpreted me according to their own control freak tendencies, while in 2010 I myself was reaching out a hand saying “no, that’s a bad path to take,” sometimes making embarrassingly sincere statements like “they’re too far gone.” At work, I have an Equius brain, the chambering of machinery clattering sounds having their own deep significance, a significance that varies on a daily basis, which only the most sensitive of minds can draw on for his artwork. See the machinery, the combat, in my ongoing stories and you see the writing I can do because I am free, and my mind analyzes the most minute sounds with its natural perception.
It’s funny that I am getting increasingly close to fully embarking on exploring “new dimensions of sexuality” from a Catholic perspective, dimensions which the Internet lets people see easily. Dimensions that myself and ipgd loved, but the earthly comedy and humility was insufferable to overwrought careerists going into their lgbtq-branded careers, who I can now grab by the nuts instantly by hinting I can see their sexuality in their expressions. Beyond mere “fetishes,” but rather whole personalities oversexualized. And there is sexuality to an adult personality - I’m not a fan of blocking puberty - but no one was willing to acknowledge my actual warning that came naturally to me of subliminally telling people they were getting into a situation I would find arousing, so they should stop. Batty exhibits the opposite of control by benefiting from my artistic brand. Despite me languishing, she uses terms like “horrible” as if I never did; first fruits of multiversal consciousness, and flourishing spirit.

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