The meaning of Real Identity

Exploring another element of my great Revolution which was diminished by things like Homestuck and the animation industry. And a message from the past

Yesterday I became very angry at Homestuck fans because it was Mother's Day and noted it. It happened in the background without me noticing it was happening at first. It shows that I have emotional reactions based on the date of the calendar. That's something that has been developed since I was in public school, which I interpreted as a hostile environment for all the time I was in it. I also do things like measure time by the number of songs playing on Spotify instead of the clock. I wasn't a fan of the clock in school. Even though it may seem strange, things such as this point to my real identity, a concept I will explore in this article which is one of the things I wanted to establish with my Revolution.

Things such as the temporal sequence of events are transcended by The 5th Dimension. And so this gives a reason and original source for my identity to be defined by the yearly calendar. Since the 5th Dimension changes your relationship with time, it imbues dates with new meaning that is not the same as the meaning for people limited to the fourth dimension of time. A date become something to travel towards to mark a yearly event in your participation with The Fifth Dimension in your life. And so this is the reason someone born associated with The 5th Dimension could have an identity related to the calendar.

It is associated with one of the African Gods. The trickster gives another reason to find significance in songs by doing things like measuring time with them. The obvious criticism in the white-majority world I grew up in is that if you measure time by songs or anything similar your measurement will constantly change depending on which songs you happened to listen to. But due to the Synchronicity of the Trickster this does not have the significance that is claimed. He can regulate the songs you listen to in a randomized service like Spotify or iTunes Shuffle in my prior days. Thus producing a well-measured time period. The songs that play can also have a special meaning in a certain point of the time period to produce notable Synchronicities. And of course there are further details.

An example of the previous paragraph is when I was doing a Prelude podcast recording with Spotify playing in the background faintly and a song mentioned diamonds at the same time that I was going to mention gems.

When I was in public school of course I had no idea of this. And so this constitutes real racism for judging me for my difficulties in that inhospitable form of education for me. And I would not say these are the chief reasons it was so inhospitable… but they are deep roots of the reasons, which is fairly different.

But just because I didn't have an idea doesn't mean I wasn’t driven to fix it. By striving to introduce the Paranormal with my comic book Anomalous Phenomena, I would have fixed those School issues for future generations of children with a secret connection to Lost Ancient Africa, even if me or any of them never finds out about it for the rest of our lives. It would have established that paranormal and fifth dimensional things are worth taking seriously, and the culture would reflect that as a result.

So far these are not very specific aspects of my Real Identity. Many thousands could share them currently, but it is not obvious due to original sin. Muscularity could be introduced as well as of course my name is Manlyburger online. That should narrow it down significantly to maybe a few hundred. And the combination of muscularity and time was besmirched by Homestuck. It made it very difficult to live for some years after 2009 as it vilified a fairly specific Identity type. And therefore it is racist and bigoted against me specifically. He would not have even needed to know me personally, as it is an Identity type, he would have just needed to guess as part of his General anti-black racism.

If I could name a specific person who could share this identity, who could he be? Perhaps Lil Wayne, he's a strong and manly dude, he's black, and he seems evocative of time to me. Therefore Lil Wayne the popular musician could have tipped Andrew Hussie off about a specific person online who is me, if Andrew wanted to be a genuine asshole against a certain individual who participates passionately in art communities. He even takes shots at school: “teachers put away your rulers.” in the same iconic song he even suggests being fifth dimensional: “It's Weezy Baby, January, December, the same” he also makes references to cartoons and going to Art School in that same song. Boy, he really put Andrew on the trail to me. Back in 2005 when I was about ready to drop out of school.

Of course by Andrew’s racist caricature I am referring to Lord English, the villain of his comic that is never properly defined. And that suggests he expects his audience to bring some background assumptions to the protagonist vs. Antagonist narrative, from The Wider cultures.

For the remainder of this article I will give further information about my idea of Real Identity, and the second part is explaining an interaction between me and my best friend which involves Lord English.

Part One

I believe every person is born with a real identity. It defines their aptitudes, interests, relations, and personality. It can be developed in life towards different aptitudes, interests, relations to others and personality, but always informed by this core identity that can't change. Due to original sin this Real Identity is obscured and cannot be truly known by people, although they can have a good idea, and its expression is frustrated. Due to my special purpose, I have highly accurate understanding of my own real identity which I can use to combat False Identity-based cults, which aim to warp people's sense of identity beyond recognition of their real identity in this world of sin. In Heaven, people will get to know their real identity and better than I know mine now.

I was inspired to believe in real identity by Ren and Stimpy. The identities of these characters are so well-defined they have their own vivid personalities, facial expressions, body language, way of life and of relating to others. In my great artistic Revolution I was working on as a teenager, I would encourage people to make their characters like that and thereby encourage real people to discover their real identities with greater accuracy. This goal was intentionally spoiled by factions such as Homestuck people and the animation industry and the woke for their own reasons. Thereby moving on to my new plan where I have special knowledge to help me accomplish these goals later in a more direct fashion. With the assistance of the Lord and various unknown Spiritual Beings to the world.

I aim to express my Real Identity at all times online without fear of being judged for it. This is its own passive protest against the spoiling of my Revolution. Sex-based identities are dim parodies of my vision about identity. They were established by people like Andrew Hussie with their evil art projects and disingenuous social action. This continues today with things like turning red, the first grooming movie all about sexual identity, a sad joke.

I will continue to explore my belief in Real Identity over upcoming years and my own comic called Hauntlyre. This will include things like one of the saddest events in the history of Homestuck, which is recent-year fans “kinning” the characters when they are mostly based on classic internet archetypes like coolkids and deviantART-using girls. One of the most grim ongoing middle fingers from Andrew Hussie to me, intentionally spoiling what I wanted to achieve in the self understanding of kids reading comics.

Homestuck fans and similar people like them in places like the animation community and woke politics often speak with slights against my real identity even when I am nowhere near interacting with them. This got so bad with the Homestuck^2 period that certain pages read as strings of abuse towards me, helping to inspire me to blow up those later projects. This is the result of what is now millions of people aiming to corrupt a revolution by me few of them know anything about directly, as part of their ideologies.

Part Two

This is a comment I made on the deviantART profile of my best friend who helped make Homestuck after the first few years, on her birthday, and her response. This was shortly after I had returned to participating online after my near-death experience. I had just started to try to participate in the homestuck community I believe. She made various troubled replies before this one. Afterwards due to reading her response I performed a series of mounting attempts to give her a birthday present, escalating in scale and effort. I also made more and more references to the number 15 such as starting my initial initiative against Homestuck 15 years after I began participating in art communities when I was 15 years old.

I believe I referred to on Twitter that part of what Lord English represents is Andrew fearing that I could accomplish great things in the art world simply by Posting online. That I would rule without even needing to draw, as I did not back then where people could see it when he started the comic. In this message I communicated a lot about my real identity and confirmed that Lord English was a caricature of myself. I will now break down this short comment.

The first line is a happy birthday message where I affirm that she was a good friend. Even this first simple part felt bold.

“UNFORTUNATELY,” I communicate that things would have been different if I was more fortunate. Considering the rest, it suggests that Andrew is responsible.

“I HAVE NEITHER ART NOR POEM", my two main categories of creative works of drawing and writing. I suggest that these things are not created on command but things I need to wait to receive, and so I do not have any. Poetry could also refer to rap, as it is a more white form of rhyming writing. This ties into Lord English also being connected to Lil Wayne. ( another of the villains is an obvious stand-in for Nicki Minaj.) Possibly I gain the ability to create these things on command after I confirm that my near death experiences are real in a couple years, so in 2014. Therefore this also communicates I cannot act on my near-death Visions yet.

“TO COMMEMORATE THIS EVENT", this suggests seeing dates as more events on the calendar than a linear sequence of days due to being fifth dimensional. Lil Wayne as I previously referenced also suggested that the calendar is meaningless to him as it is Meaningful to other people who do not relate to The Fifth Dimension. It also suggests that since I value our friendship so highly, even her birthday is an event like a community event where you live. Being a commemoration makes it something to remember the date by. Commemoration also refers to respect so this upcoming gift will be respectful to her. Andrew once made a twisted remark about respect which is relevant which I will analyze later. This gift will also help recall memories of previous times associated with her birthday.

“THE ART-MAKING MUSCLES ARE SLOW TO UNWIND".

This is a statement of my whole initial thesis of this article that Lord English is a caricature of a type of identity which combines muscularity and time, and you could get even more specific by including art, as in the Lil Wayne rap. It makes a pun on muscles unwinding ( which is a weird thing to say about muscles, but potentially understandable) and the winding of a clock. They unwind slowly, and the slowness evokes time. The notion of time unwinding slowly suggests a slow shift from the fourth dimension to The 5th Dimension, with time not existing in this special form of The 5th Dimension. As a gesture of my knowledge of The 5th Dimension, I reference my muscles slowly unwinding in the present day, and including previous months, from an injured and overly exerted state through exercise and physical therapy to a healthy and relaxed state, slowly unwinding them. Which also references me being about to create my fully realized beginning of my preparation for my upcoming comic with artwork in upcoming days after having successfully unwinded my muscles. On this date, the day after Mother's Day and the announcement of the death of George Perez. Which is also a gesture of my desire for her to be my wife and the mother of my children and a mother in other senses even if it doesn't happen in the current sequence of time. And George Perez is one of the most inspirational artists to me who drew the Crisis of Infinite Earths which is one of my favorite comics and most inspirational and is one of the works referenced in my upcoming comic and the preparation for it. And being able to make such references to the 5th Dimension and involve future events shows that Lord English is not merely a weird caricature of myself, I possess Powers which resemble his. And being able to involve things like the death of George Perez shows that this is the Divine Plan of the Lord. And currently a nice song is playing on Spotify called Gold Forever - For Tom by The Wanted, which is a message from the trickster as well with a variety of significance, such as to my brother. In the form of this message he could be calling himself The Wanted, as I indeed have wanted him all this time before I could conceptualize what he is back to when I was being spooked by grey aliens. And my breakdown of that stops there. The next song is Lipstick by James TW, which could signify a kiss as well as a trigger warning for James, meaning James Roach, a musician for the homestuck team who I consider to be an asshole and partially responsible for spoiling my relationship with her. And this final part of the analysis of this line expresses tribute for the third African God.

“TRULY, THIS WILL NOT BE TRUE UPON THE NEXT TEMPORAL ALIGNMENT”

Back in those days I was starting to become Mr Zero Dollars. My breakdown of this entire comment could be considered in fact the gift for that birthday date, even if it was neither art nor poem but a Cross Time Communication. Perhaps this is a Mother's Day gift as well, though I waited a day possibly for the 9. That comment cost $0, and this gift is cheap as well. If you're confused which gift is which and for which date so am I. There are certain limits.

“Truly this will not be true” says that it is most definitely a truth to respect. It could also refer to the undoing of lacking a gift on that date in 2012 as I have in fact unveiled what the gift was as a trick.

Temporal alignment affirms my understanding of The 5th Dimension. It suggests that to make it to the next birthday is not merely a matter of waiting for the next year. That a certain alignment needs to take place for the birthday to truly happen again. Something like astrological alignment. ( but it is not astrology, Homestucks) there's also a reference to a shared friend, even if a friend briefly, hidden which is relevant to the recent times. This temporal alignment also suggests that it will not happened on the date of her birthday, but on an alignment with her birthday which lands on the day after Mother's Day. Which is also evocative of the upcoming day of creation which will solve the various problems we share, the 9th day. Which is perhaps why I waited a day after. Which expresses that even if our relationship needs to be fully realized during the 9th day of creation, it always existed on the 8th day on which we currently exist. Which also is evocative of the movie Up, and this line contains the letters UP. Which forms two new sentences. “Up on the next temporal alignment,” which makes temporal alignment refer to the 9th day of creation in which the movie Up will take place between us. And “truly, this will not be true Up, on the next temporal alignment” which says to the movie Up that it will no longer be an accurate symbol of our relationship on the 9th day of creation. Which is the sort of goofy thing I have liked to say on various occasions over the years. Which is also a seeming contradiction between the two new sentences, which gives a fifth dimensional flavor.

Had a bit of a marathon effort for a while there.

In response, she displayed understanding of what I said on some levels. Her reply suggests that she understands that it will be a while until this temporal alignment, hence insistently asking me for some art now with a long ellipsis. In fact a whole entire decade. Which is one year with a zero attached, and zeros have a certain significance to ancient African culture. And so that is the fifth dimensional reason it took me 10 years, to black things up. If it seems unfair, it's only to punish the people of this world who caused African culture to be lost in the first place. Truly incredible math can cause the 10 years to resolve to one year, but I am not capable of that level of math yet. And I have already referred to online to seeing 10 years as one year, so I suppose that's pretty much inevitable.

Her ellipsis contains 15 dots, which is truly adorable. I recounted it a bunch of times to confirm and now my vision is a little messed up as I expected.

Worthless is the antithesis of priceless, which is the meaning of my name. I remember using it a lot back in those days. She affirms that, according to my prior understanding I described, a Whole Decade of her life will be worthless as a result of waiting for this art. She also disavows Homestuck which she starts contributing to later after this and her whole history involved with it. She might have had some good times in those years but they were ultimately worthless, especially in comparison to my art, which is what I expect people should conclude when they see Hauntlyre and compare it to Homestuck.

Great art refers to my previous and current time aspirations. It felt sad to me to read it. And it would certainly take massive effort starting back then to create great art as I understand it.

After I read it I was startled and upset about what she expected from me, though I don't expect random stupid folks like Homestuck fans to understand that reaction back in that time.

Conclusion

Previously I referred to people some days ago expecting me to talk to them about various things. But I did. I AFFIRMED that I am the character of Lord English and used power which resembles his own. That racial caricature fit me. And it was a response to the things I did on the internet. I was gaining the power to rule by simply writing, which will have later relevance to what I have to say about Walt Disney and such matters.

Potentially thousands of Homestuck fans saw this Exchange. And even hundreds would be a lot. But they did nothing good with it. There were various fun things that could have been associated with Homestuck, such as the mystery of who is really Lord English. Didn't do that one or anything like that. They are miserable creatures, but maybe there are better fans in alternate timelines.

It was on the top of her deviantART profile for a while. Clearly people recognized they shouldn't just shove it off for years, when it would be less hot. Everything was ready for them to properly react. Even an iconic rap song. But they are racists.

For me to communicate “better” would be to give up my whole real identity and the special power I was developing out of it, completing the thesis of this article. Even in the modern day there are secrets and mysteries I establish but not explain or even understand myself for some, intentionally. And secrets of the past I avoid or save for later. This is the way I am, and the way I will always be. She said she wanted to be herself too once when her irc statements were upsetting me. I don't know what that means.