In part 1, I mentioned the Tumblr maniac who was one of the biggest parties of ruining my attempts to live a normal young adulthood back in 2012. The thing he got angriest about was โbondageโ, and he was actually being formed as a character for my upcoming webcomic Hauntlyre, though I didn't think about that back then. โBondageโ was the metaphor for this process he was being subjected to. Becoming the โmentally ill internet personโ, who is one member of the cast of evil spirits who are one faction of the villains.
His extreme misbehavior against me much resembles this character, but the character exists on a grander scale and has his own special arc through eventually experiencing eternal damnation. The Rings serve God throughout the events of the end times, through things such as tormenting evil spirits, and as a necessary consequence those real life humans who represent that particular evil.
Ever since I hit puberty I had a very complex relationship to the topic of sex. On the one hand, I wanted to go back to childhood. On the other, I eventually wanted to be horny in ways not seen on this planet. And so on and so forth
My key issue was the idea of having sex for pleasure. It is defined within doctrine as having a unitive and procreative purpose. To me the process of becoming obsessed with the pleasure of sex is the end of life. It comes to a halt, and then you've got your career and you've got some weak entertainment and then you're just kind of waiting to go to heaven if you're pious enough for that.
I much prefer discovering an evil of the lower cosmos which plagued me in life years earlier, explaining the ridiculously unfair encounter while I was simply trying to live a life as an artist out of Tumblr. That is life to me. The journey, the story, the process of making this character not meaningful only to me, who personally encountered an anonymous asshole who much resembled him, but to anybody who reads my webcomic.
The epic real life hidden arc of this include such things as exposing hidden evils of the internet, the ways evil is written throughout various communities and various people and various things online. Through this effort by me as with these articles I make the โMILPโ scary, as people start to see how such Evils are in fact real.
It is true that the sort of reproductive functions, what I vaguely think of in a nonverbal way as โthe anatomy that makes you an adultโ, is not intended exclusively for reproduction and marriage. But these other faculties were damaged by original sin, such as because they proceed into the cosmos and original sin caused problems for humans connecting with the cosmos. The absence of these faculties from all humans is symbolized by circumcision, and this symbol has a long story arc within the Bible and in real life.
These faculties include powers for combating evil, and so that connects this topic to superheroes. Kids can feel that instinctual love of superheroes and the desire for their power because the undamaged powers of an actualized adult can resemble superpowers, at least in our world. That's the sort of adulthood they want, and they don't really know about sex at all because it is a compromise of adulthood that came from original sin. Hence what God says to Adam and Eve, multiplying pain in childbirth etc
Tumblr corrupted the process I have felt such instinctual love for in many ways, as with offense. They demanded that when some POC was offended, everyone should be offended on their behalf. This is completely wrong. People shouldn't join together in legitimate offense because that undermines the whole importance of the feeling.
Instead people should see the significance of the offense felt by the aggrieved, empathizing and deciding they've gone through something serious. This is a proper way to resolve disputes.
As with my narrative I am concentrating here. The Tumblr sexuality offended me in many ways, I was a natural cartoonist and I preferred to avoid the topic completely. Because I'm a guy kids should love, and This stance is especially important in our world, even more important in our type of timeline. Furthermore, back in 2012 they were skipping past the playfulness of the topic in my proximity. Instead I must let the Rings clang: yes I am associated with โbondage,โ like the world processes that keep masks and social distancing attached to people. For ironic punishment
Through the Tumblr sexuality obsessions they surfaced elements of my mere existence in the wrong way, greatly crippling my efforts to stay connected to society, by making many things that are normal for me awkward and weird when I instead wanted them to be cool and fun.
This suffering is a special tool of my service to God, as when people misuse sexuality that proceeds directly into the lower Cosmos. Again, these absent adult functions are meant to connect with the cosmos, and the cosmos is populated by many figures, and so sexual misuse has a negative impact on their lives. One of those big epic spoilers about why masturbation is wrong beyond moral theology God allowed me to unveil
This is a special interaction which felt like a reward. I have been explaining that there are certain things I intend to do which can be viewed as โwrongโ like stalking past versions of multiversal friends. But that would happen outside of our jurisdictions, and the mere premise that it is possible would greatly legitimize that activity. I also said that I accepted severe punishments from mainstream Society with no concern as I did nothing actually wrong.
Out of this I inspired some dude to admit to an intention of an actual crime. Being an influential man who sets standards for other males even if he is not actually known allows him to have this effect. And so this is how we can compel bad candidates to reveal themselves. And beyond the abstract interaction there's also the personal interaction of protecting a vtuber I follow, in a real story to be told at another time
On the flip side John K's haters continue to say things about him which are much much more appropriate as things said about me, which is their main tool for preventing me from getting established in society they have used for 15 years.
I prefer to plan out the most massively elaborate life with ipgd that mainly exists in the afterlife than anything else conventional of our world. For example there's a โking of ghostsโ character in my DOTAlike SABA, alongside a faction of ghosts. Called Butigaze, who resembles the pair from Beetlejuice alongside a young girl in black. He wants the ghosts to stop being violent and evil and go back to being fun, which is an echo of my attitude about conventional sexuality. (There's an ironic twist to it as ghostly stuff is echoing sex stuff instead of sex stuff echoing supernatural stuff)
Essentially the sexuality madness is a constant psychological assault upon my efforts to emphasize life. When people do non procreative sex, that is not actually benign, they cause perverted effects out of those acts. Like when they go around social media raging and finding perverse gratification from humiliating others. And this scales up to the lower cosmic level of participating in a spiritual battle about the revitalization of God's design.
By choosing sex, they are choosing not to live life. They are choosing not to experience the things I experience, which I give people glimpses of by putting screenshots in my articles and stuff. I hope to convince people that life is indeed better as they slowly begin to read these.
As I referred to previously, my โworst trollโ fits the mold of a sort of brother for the MILP, who has harassed me for years, developing this epic real life story arc. Having the traits that I saw in visions like being incapable of meaningful speech. This deals with the criticism of it being convenient that one of my villains is much like someone who spoiled my life online, as to anticipate such a โbrotherโ naturally would require supergenius anyway, a no less extraordinary explanation.
Because of the masses choosing to become sex obsessed, I had to live a life that could be perceived by them as humiliating. But as I continue to tell these stories from real life or my comics I expect that the jealousy will flare up again and again until the status quo they built goes away. Eventually even having your time wasted by about the worst idiot imaginable will be seen as cool by random people. Now let's see that expectation play out in the course of life