The Bowels of Public School
The Backrooms, my public school experiences and how I experienced them, and how they led to the covid anomalies
When I was a little kid I perceived Public School as its own Hell dimension. This was an aspect of my African soul, and so I saw what other people could not. It proceeded into a dismal crackling light carried through voided corridors. Rather similar to The Backrooms, and of course being a public school kid gives a reason to resonate with this setting without being able to perceive the dimension it quite accurately represents. And this setting came from 4chan, where I made a portion of its culture. And so it is likely the idea was originally inspired by me striving against what I saw in my public school experiences.
This already set me on the path to combating Satan, as I could see into his world. This involves getting into certain situations to allow for a changing of eyes. To me it is all very intuitive and normal, as such phenomena were in ancient Africa.
Satan being parasitic upon the black domain, he had such things as living abstractions. Public School, itself, was involved in arranging the many endlessly complaining School staff, which I remember proceeding into impossibility. Too many, the conflict with my mother too arcane. Progressing back into the state of childhood for a more dramatic separation from the adult world than others experienced.
This is how I saw who was the bad guys: Public School was a dominion of the evil lord of this world, and so anybody who took its side or accepted being molded by it was bad. This perception was proven by how people acted when I acted upon it, as when I entered the animation community and people on the side of the industry almost immediately began screaming and trying to defend from my, at first mild and inquisitive, criticism. Public school, the animation community of Los Angeles, and other things all fit together into an evil expanse of childhood crafted by Satan and other evil beings. And so to take on the animation industry was the same as taking on public school, because they all are metaphysically interconnected.
Not only that but this evil lord was trying to bring it to life, to invade the world of good things. I must keep it at Bay, I decided, or all kinds of nightmares I pictured in my mind would happen to humans. I could not mention these things out loud or the bad guys could desire to make them real. In fact the best thing was to not think about all this, at all, so I didn't. My virile and potent black side thought about this while I simply experienced things without conscious thought.
This is why I took so easily to Lord of the Rings. In fact when I read Lord of the Rings it didn't make much of an impression upon me and I only read the first two books without caring that much about missing the third. This is because for me it was just life. When I became an adult I became capable of appreciating the significance of lotr to this world, which is evoking the context of a prior Age. (Of course this is why it was incredibly unreasonable for animation industry people to get upset when I was 15 and unimpressed by things, including actually good things like Samurai Jack.)
I rationally undertook the process of improving the world because it wasn't good enough, this conflict between good, evil and other factions underpinning that effort. Almost as if it was just something to do, not even worth thinking about really. Like somewhere out in reality is such a being as the kind who is born on a planet, decides it needs to be improved, and dedicates himself to that for life. That sort of casualness.
Of course public school was not willing to receive this. Important to this effort was reading books as my articles demonstrate. I listened to the teacher and read the books and was perfectly capable of both. But Public school just didn't like that. One of my most memorable moments in school was going around reading Cujo. This was part of the beginning of my Dog mythos. Expressing my blackself picturing public school as a person in a car, as well as its faithful pupils who can represent the son, and I'm a dog on the outside. Getting rabid. I remember the part near the end where the boy runs out of water.
This is one of the reasons why people yelled at me for being “psycho”, as of course this Cujo experience helped generate the Dog meme, and the dog meme incorporates all its various pieces like my school experiences. A holistic, growing memetic organism. But to me I was just reading a Stephen King book. I didn't think about this. Like how a dog doesn't think about things.
In fact since public school is not an actual organism, I wasn't literally intending to do any physical harm on any level of my being. And since the Son character in this real life metaphor is the son of an abstraction, it's not an organism either. Even though it represents millions of people. This is because what I am aiming for is their public school identities, seeking first to ruin then erase them without having any actual effect on the human, only the effects of public school upon the human. This is one of the origins for the psychosis about non-physical “Violence” that began in 2013, as after my crumbled Revolution people started defending their fake mainstream identities as if they are just as valuable as identities created by God. Not always with much influence from their actual decisions.
(And if it's wrong for a kid to plan to destroy an abstraction, I want to see that law and the book it's written in)
Over all these years people accused me of being “hostile” because I sought to destroy the societal things they chose to interwove with their soul. No matter that I was discussing cartoons and making silly jokes. They avoided getting to know me in any way so this perception of “hostility” would remain, having nothing to do with my actual identity but only my relationship to mainstream Society.
Things such as these are part of what causes the condition of being burnt alive upon death, as when Jesus speaks of “escaping through the flames” on the far edge of salvation. It is in fact the greatest kindness to remove this kindling while someone is alive, if you are someone capable of doing so. But accepting this version of kindness involves accepting the kind of person who chooses to become an antagonist of mainstream Society, and accepting the supposed “Old Testament God” is part of this too.
Public School created a sanitized view of life where people simply exist within the confines of mainstream Society without trying to disrupt anything. When someone does choose to disrupt that causes a variety of disturbances because these abstract things have only the appearance of normal things like a real school. The bizarre freakouts of both my online opponents as well as Public School staff (which were more sedate as after all I was a little boy who didn't say anything to them) show the real nature of public school, explaining why bystanders never have a natural response. They're accustomed to the Bizarre nature of public school which I drive to the surface like the worms from the beginning of American Godzilla.
Both my opponents as well as various cultures in general became obsessed with shit in part because my view of public school basically pictures them as bowels, eating away at the world so it can grow more anatomy. It doesn't seek to uplift kids to become their greatest adult selves, it instead wears them down as if coated in digestive fluid. A fully realized individual is so dangerous to the mere existence of the abstraction.
Crying “dogshit” over and over really summed up the pitiful nature of Animation Zoomers, trying to make an Epic comeback to my efforts but only having numbers to back up literally describing my Dog abstraction turning public school to its feces. And that advantage eventually dissipated as they merely powered up my ability to address communities.
Goes without saying this is one of the sources for the Bec Noir character of Homestuck, Andrew pretending to be edgy while serving Society. The fantasy of people who strongly identify with Society is that homestuck never existed because it was a temporary immune system response to defend the body of public school from me, and after winning they could dissipate their identities as Homestuck fans. Of course this is not at all the reality
LGBTQ and the rest of the clown show sought to provide an alternative to actual, real authentic identity, and they can be very on point in pretending to offer this. But a group identity is not an actual identity, regardless of how much it is dressed up. In order to properly defeat it, people must emphasize the traits no other human shares instead of merely affirming that men and women exist, defending from the battlements of the castle without winning the war. Lgbtq cannot offer unique individuality.
Spoiling my efforts meant insane attempts to search for the great significance of my final defeat over Public School. The whole of society seized up with identity obsessions, utterly gripped, as out of their selfish sins they had interrupted this youthful plan for 10 years. Protestantism was opposed to the other spiritual dimensions and created Public School, childhood is associated with the Trickster, and so Public School was necessarily the first stop in my revolutionary plan. The howling, beating energy of this situation among Society is what inspires all those Zoomers and alphas to be obsessed with the scary monsters in the back rooms.
Eventually one of those Public School nightmares did form with the covid hysteria, a symbolic disease. Something was off about it though. Within the bulk of the ways it manifests in society is an infestation by my personal things. Like my Dog. From my efforts since kindergarten I had prevented a nightmare to form without being corrupted from its own, silent perspective. A mass scale Anomaly, I ordered it according to the contemporeous reckoning of heaven's forces.
This Dog increases his power while detached from my human limits. It is quite poetic the often spoken-of muzzle imagery to lend a note of a dog's scornful design. Which sometimes is more emphasized. I find it very satisfying to see such sights as the covid believers are humiliated by their critics. Technically I could affect this dog's judgment, but everything feels on rails as I am detached from society by the conscious intention of people such as in the animation industry and Homestuck fans. (A reminder that my worst troll became my worst troll when I made fun of them for suffering from covid restrictions)
It also explains the objection from early in the covid narrative that it was taking place around much of the world. This Anomaly may not have been limited to America but if I was unobstructed from defeating Public School in America that would have defeated it and prevented it from everywhere in the world, as it is an abstraction that does not exist in time or space.
As a result of this covid phenomenon, I needed to stay in my home to avoid waking the Beast. Not only was merely going outside once a hyperstimulus, progressive exposure would have caused spiritual change that unleashed the overwhelming power of it. It was its own special Battle of Chastity which I was very resentful during. I expressed this resentment by unintentionally injuring myself, depriving the world of the artwork I was putting together. They caused my artistic efforts to be delayed again, and I accepted it.
This injury manifested the Lore of my comic book anomalous phenomena that trying to draw the Underbeasts breaks your hands. The world had brought the power of one into the world, and I met this first encounter with the things of my own creation appropriately. A towering victory for proving what humans are capable of when they are not limited by shitty education.
Oh yeah, and the only things I've eaten so far today are my peanut butter, dark chocolate and banana sandwich, and lightly cheesed eggs. It means something