April 2024 message to the animation industry; Cosmic uplifting
I continue explaining my Cosmic interest in animation to them, the ways in which I have contributed despite that they raged it didn't involve money, and the history of their damage
Lord English Cosmic Quest continues with The Smiledog Quotient engages: “Where children still play and sing, as their parents linger and scamper and longer and longer, claws of life's raising and fangs of one's self-accounting? Hideous faces atwixt sublime sweetness, all”
Your careers are something I constructed as an Italian Renaissance. As a teenager, I thought I was normal and a lot of people were like me. The only explanation for this is Cosmic theology: the very same things around us can be uplifted to be cosmically enhanced, like synonyms of words having their own distinct meaning and advancing understanding of artistic fundamentals like construction to include things like constructing the meaning of characters, like Hazbin Hotel's Alastor through his Smiledog motif. And certain individuals i connected with in the late 00s like Coelasquid, my best friend ipgd, and Dril in 2013-2014 showed what the normalcy I expected was, but they were in their professional and social environments surrounded generally by people who did not share it.
Identity Misconduct
Shiny booms out of the voice of Underbeasts, my monster inventions which progress the creative Legacy of when sea monsters were a normal part of life in prior Ages as referenced in Christian teaching. My internet activities affecting established Industries were an analog to the mysteries of the sea, and being unwilling to engage with them as they were is disrespectful towards intelligences of the ocean
There are two episodes from your long history of disingenuous identity wrangling for the sake of careers I want to highlight. My mom said her sister claimed we were ostracized by members of our family for “going with a spic.” Regardless of the precise reality of that claim, it's certainly the sort of actual racism many of you, or your colleagues, benefited from merely claiming you experienced. (I've never really hung out with the Puerto Rican side of my family so that's the main reason why I don't put that down on government forms, etc.) my best friend Kayleigh Campbell became friends with the dude currently doing new Homestuck media, James Roach. I thought it was bizarre he had precisely the same level of “PoC identity”, or even less, than me, and yet I was considered “white.” I had the avatar of an older white man I chose because his name was Samuel. This was the sort of reality rift which led to my life with her, and others, collapsing, as the stupid identity politics a lot of you used to secure your careers (I most certainly have seen some obvious diversity hires) disintegrated continuity with my existence even as I was necessary for careers: many pairs of male and female characters in Homestuck are based on different dimensions of myself and Kayleigh's relationship.
Next, my mom became alienated from some immediate family for recommending an uncle take custody of a son he had with her sister, and he did so. This is the kind of character from my mom I acted on for my Revolution. I was willing to do whatever it took to make a better world for kids like me and others, just as we had very little family contact after my early childhood for this reason and others (like my grandma being horrible).
The industry Norm is to want animation to be a fantasy career, at the expense of all the children watching. And so children gave up on it. Their cartoons became oriented towards Tumblr. I am capable of making children's cartoons stay for actual children, have an enduring Legacy, be popular, be meaningful, everything a sane person could want. But selfishness is in the way of this.
Your people had a lot of gleeful laughter about attacking John K, that way I wouldn't have a basis for my philosophy of helping kids through animation. Spumdonor critiqued things like his narrative of children being oppressed by parents for The Heartaches - guided by his relationships with LGBTQ individuals away from non-sexual interest in others.
But that was my life. I rebelled against a world not set up to support me, an existential torture. When your people cried about how offensive I was to them, that was the energy required to fix that problem. When they cried that I was “insufferable,” that was merely a reflection of what it was like for me to grow up, tasting my parallel universe. Later I discovered the reason which was Protestantism destroying Cosmic theology.
How can somebody with such extreme intellect still be struggling to restore his first job? When I was a little kid adults seemed like giants, and they continued to do so, because protestantism interfered with God's design - leaving “only the nice parts” - and you would indeed have a hard time finding a human being more associated with the “mean and ‘undesirable’ parts” than me.
I see your people suffering from your decision to embrace the ideologies you refused to acknowledge, exploiting my distaste for them; the mom in The Heartaches is a careerist, and that's an obvious way for her to oppress her child, feminism acting through her as a conduit. Feminism and interconnected ideologies like Marxism view people who have not adopted them as children, and so that's the actual reason to consider that Heartaches story “pedophilic.” My mom had real feminine strength, the crowds of the internet preferred to destroy it, losing her mind in 2008. Your people laughing at me because I wanted to use animation to fully realize her adulthood that inspired me through creative culture instead of for your careers, that's why it's wrong for you to lash out against me at all for your suffering. She already is, losing her mind today as I finish this for wanting to talk about getting my birth certificate instead of imaginary people following her to drop needles in the grass to make it look like she’s on heroin and taking me off her phone plan, so why bother?
I certainly develop the meaning of Gurren Lagann, it is exactly what I was asking for as the coolest teen, but the cost for y'all is that Cosmic theology explains the religious motifs of Gainax/Trigger are indeed real in more nuanced and unique ways than Protestantism tolerates. (Like uplifting the value of hell Beyond simple damnation, while they prefer to demand why such a thing would exist in God's design) Content like this song becomes like traditional church service when you look at it through my unique perspective
Conclusion
It was all so convenient for you wasn't it? Almost like intelligent powers are giving you the opportunity. Almost like this is a real life story, real life morality tales, and there's the good decision and the bad decision. That's the sort of life I like. When we live in a world with Satan, that's an alternative to living in the world with explicit and obvious Cosmic tricks. This trick is murkier: you say John K is a pedophile and attacked me on that basis, why? Well it's a long story and I've filled it out in a bunch of articles and emails. Then Is the next question: why aren't you doing so anymore? Because now you're seeing my philosophy explicitly and clearly defined, including by some people in your communities. People made fun of me for believing in the trickster, not as many times as they wanted. I'll be the trickster. I'm a fucking genius. I baited you into judging me before showing my genius. “Pedophilia” claimed that I cannot explain all the things I can explain. I just have some vague feelings like any of you do and any average person, among the things hidden from adults the Bible refers to and shown to innocent children. I have hardly even gotten to the juicy unveiling yet. May your efforts to contrive explanations of how you treated me overwhelm your efforts to continue to attack “that sperg” “that rich white male” “that stupid trend” “that thing people be drawing iunno WTF they doing” etc.
