[Epic] Being a Boss - War of Cartoon Culture, Part 3, Part 1: 101 Dalmatians, Groomers, Artistic Spirituality, and the Secret Life of Spumdonor - eviscerating symbolic barriers
An eviction special. Using Boss Level, I expose Spumdonor for diverting my teenage life as shown by his recent expressions, and thereby what groomers fear if those they groom aren't groomed.
Eternal Prelude continues: βHe ignites a firestorm into the edge of creation.β
As a teenager in the johnkstuff community, I saw those I acted against as bad guys, and when unrest solidified in 2010 that came from factors like that I hadn't actually identified the bad guys yet, just being a fan of John's blog didn't disqualify, Alex Hirsch learned from it. Now I'm gradually putting together all of the bosses and their grunts, like a real life Metal Gear Solid game, and also the Allies amongst this sneaking simulation.
Previous. When representatives of the animation industry on /co/ refer to my emails βgoing in spam foldersβ, they can't possibly be referring to this literally. I'm sending 100s of emails per day, people check their spam folders for lost emails, they have eye-catching documents and titles attached. Going into spam folders will make a big impact too. Indeed, it basically gives a feeling of discovering a strange treasure.
What they are actually referring to is, as part of copyright culture, characters being based on myself and then people not acknowledging those parts of my personality anymore, which increasingly became everything, not because I ran out of characters to inspire but rather because it's too easy to see that there's a common source between them and that more characters will make me a bigger and bigger deal.
βSpamβ symbolizes something that has been heard before, we've all heard the scams and product sales pitches of spam messages. They've heard of Steven Universe, they've heard of Dave Strider, they've heard of random action Stars who siphoned my character and wit, they've heard of Alastor, they've heard of Bill Cipher, they kind of heard of Magnifico but didn't want to. Characters either directly based on me or heavily influenced by me.
And so as βvengeanceβ, status climbers seek to reverse being βspam folderedβ against me. But as always, they can't dispute that they are an inferior contributor to me.
When I was 15, my Catholic approach to artwork was βtoo smart.β I was called a genius and I was using my genius to help people see the right way to do things in art. I was savagely attacked for this after a couple years, then came the gay furries and resentful manchildren who speak out of the Longhouses, among other types, to try to make people stupid about art and life again. Andrew Hussie weaponized my intelligent compassion by using his own intellect and higher age to fight it.
Childhood woes
In alignment with John K's philosophy, I identified Standard Lines of mediocre people, like for responding that they find something off-putting to divert artists into their tastes with a subtle big impression, and made fun of the regularity of the response. For example, complaining about cartoony artwork they can't make being βoff-modelβ to pathologize greater creativity. And so, I would highlight what they're really talking about, being βon-modelβ with the public school systemβs designs that ruin creativity. I would taunt them about being machined, as my Underbeasts manufacture living jewelry, and I was expressing my unique brand by sarcastically praising them for becoming the Gems of mainstream society, and this became part of the subtle nuanced narratives of Steven Universe that were not properly developed in the show.
I must have scared staff in public school because I just saw through everything. They grew up with Anthony from the Twilight Zone, his guileless eyes, and already the uncanny resonance was spreading into my life. Nothing they had to think about me were βhappy thoughtsβ, aside from the occasional girl teacher who would talk me up to the class, because I was already developing a greater form of education. My grandpa would talk about 101 Dalmatians, I looked at the schools, they wanted to make Cruellaβs coat, merging my contributions seamlessly with many others, instead of letting me run free not only with credit for what I do, but also doing things like having fun in society, showcasing things like movies I inspired to say βI did that.β
Spumdonor, the rival 101 Dalmatians fan, wanted to make his βpuppiesβ erase this profound uniqueness, as in an iconic scene to me with Pongo erasing pawprints with branches. He didn't want that story of a kid in public school feeling like public school wanted to skin him alive, fully immersed in the horrific side of the Disney brand sanitized by Protestant culture - but still fully alive in actual reality, the life of Walt Disney kids sense.
Spumdonor also did not want ipgd, who actually showed me a scary βphotographβ of a skinned dog, opening the horror of my life like a meteor. Sure, it's fucking magical, paranormal, astoundingly accomplished, and a profound development of the Disney brand Spum and others criticized. But now everybody knows what a waste this sinful world is making of people's souls, and that's going to make a lot of people really uncomfortable. So what if Walt Disney actually wants this guy's brand contributions, as shown by how the stories are coming to life in his life? The prots don't, and uhhh who wants skinned dog content for Disney, on second thought let's just not discuss itβ¦.
The series Five Nights at Freddy's - with its wildly inconsistent and undefined lore - has a lot of potential out of my Revolution, but Protestant and Post-Protestant culture seeks to (transcribed as 612; the Homestuck number associated with Trolls associates them with unrealized potential of people, what they βseek toβ) align the narrative against me, meanwhile I seek to order it as about identity death caused by identity starvation in contemporary decades. Their alternative narrative preys upon my disasters and Cosmically-motivated deprivation, that as a teenager I thought that most people were dead inside, the opposite of me, but they actually had inner lifeβ¦ not a very impressive kind. The Spumdonor discourse from the previous entry emits this narrative, that a random one suddenly got really lucid in my eyes and they can be that way with others too, but I'm βtoo autistic to understand.β Against my view that the lucidity is being pressured out of their Collective subconscious, and sounds more lucid because it is collective. My response is for anybody reading this to take a mental look at the people in your life and ask yourself if you think you know people with close to as much inner life as me, unless they are in close proximity to certain individuals like ipgd or Batty.
Here is also an example of what the Spumdonor discourse referenced besides girls sassing me, memes that made me βupsetβ, I actually think it's cool and panoramic of the Tumblr skeleton war meme culture that related to Underbeast activity.
Attacking Online Lives
The pitifulness of the alternatives to my ideals is shown when someone like Spumdonor can directly hate my best friendship, - Kayleigh becoming βCruellaβ obsessed with my inner dog behind my prior βJokerβ personality before my Substack - celebrate βspummingβ my life with perverse masculine dominance - having enough influence as a leader to βmake what he says trueβ, like the BuzzFeed article about John K - and cry out when I strike back.
βIβm so proud of you for getting this farβ¦β I paid attention to the song playing while pasting the link, knowing it would be meaningful.
Back in 2010, he bawled about feeling the dog, my inheritance of the Disney brand by ACTUALLY LOVING IT: the horrific elements, the stern instruction for the youth, the mind-bending magic, dictating the proper way for artists to make art, EVERYTHING. Things never fully established in Disney work due to the weakness of the time. Only someone who felt that spirit beneath the skin of Disney corp branding could possibly deserve the heavenly riches of the real Disney.
βYou were well worth that choiceβ¦β I had an NDE and like them, but never had the part where I was sent back by a loved one, until now
Oh wait they do have something to share: βthere's so much censorship! Zoomers don't understand it!β Well gee you collossal ignoramuses, do you think my emphasis on Catholic tradition and Cosmic theology which pierces all forms of meaning could help with that? I'm sure he has learned some things about that over in Ireland
The worldly-minded among my Ren and Stimpy fan competitors nominated Spum in his alternatives, his βcompassion, dignity, masculinity, responsibilityβ, but still a bawling child who got scared by a 4chan meme horror animal and helped destroy a teenagerβs life rather than let him reshape Disney as people ignorantly wanted.
Conclusion
We've seen Disney in our lives countless times, people have also seen things like John K's blog countless times, the Boss is the person who actually navigates all the hurdles in what we see to become #1.
In reality I wanted to make devastation against the bad parts of society. Yes I do understand there are people responsible for those bad parts - I'm not a stupid kid who doesn't know that people will take action and have their feelings hurt - I viewed it like the TV show Cops, I was fighting bad guys and that was what I was going to do for the rest of my life while making art. Paying attention to my life shows how the Green Lantern Corps is associated with both creativity and policework, and thereby shows the reality of my Thirteen Rings. Oh by the way because of my grandmother I flinch about the color yellow, it's her favorite color. I'll get over it eventually
I wanted to join Disney and John K together, something people could never acknowledge. Blowing open the hidden potential that was never actually on the surface. There in spirit, there in subtlety. Firedogs 1 and 2 symbolized the long, difficult journey of advancing upon the Arts until that potential is realized for the first time. Ralph Bakshi participated, John K participated, I unveiled it. We are the real Dalmatians, and when I'm done βgamingβ I will sweep away the pawprints from the frozen ruin of my enemies.
βThis is so upsetting,β said my elders, and they could never really explain why. I haven't finished eviscerating their actions, and until then I will continue playing my boss levels and enjoying punishing those who continue to harm me in them.
They can refuse to acknowledge my personality, but eventually my personality spreads into so many places they start losing the ability to acknowledge real life, like the CCC having jack shit to say about Hazbin. They wanted to close the book of johnkstuff for the safety of their life experience, βspammingβ their selfish interpretations, but things like Alastor have opened a new chapter - with my own, new philosophy as center stage. And as they rejected my power to see what's inside, I will respect their choice and not look into their unlabeled cans.