Edward Feser
Expanding upon this Catholic theologian's importance to my body of work and my personal life
My previous articles suggest that there is some sort of context in the Heavens which has prevented me from living a normal life all my life. Even my own Protestant grandmother became utterly obsessed with destroying my identity, perceiving that she had the approval of society. It is only through strenuous effort beginning in kindergarten that I could effect my own change in the world to see glimmers here and there of a normal life for me to lead, which I only really felt during the ending of the TV show The Owl House in past days, which was made by another fan of a legendary animator who followed his blog as I did.
To go with this sort of existence is a current Catholic theologian whose work suggests that it is most fit for myself specifically. This would be useful after the Life I lived which started out feeling like a rollercoaster ride from hell where the highs existed only to make the lows feel worse. One of the reasons why people quickly started panicking when I started my artistic efforts at the age of 15 is that it could have been easily apparent that I was used to a life unlike anybody else lived, where I could not expect love, or acceptance, or understanding. I expect this is developed more in alternate timelines that all have more concern for me than this one because they are posterior to this timeline.
Naturally all this was incredibly alienating and I became an atheist when I was about 13. Edward Feser was also an atheist whose outlook I feel already sympathetic to. On top of that is the fifth dimensional interaction I have been outlining where the culture I was born into was full of animosity for what I loved the most, communicating many symbols of what I represent and how the general public should feel about my various affinities. Some of these symbols are very obvious, to the degree that to not see them involves denying my existence beyond my most superficial; anonymous level.
Edward Feser is a fan of comic books and other classic pop culture which has gone out of the public limelight due to The madness of wokeness: to accept wokeness in any way is to accept the messaging to ignore pop culture classics like classic comic books. This generally manifests itself as people avoiding anything before 2012 or a little earlier, including the first MCU movie and stuff.
On the spiritual level through his blog, comments, books, and other interactions he has been directly responding to these worldly symbols used to represent what I represent. After the years of my teenage Revolution, this process of mainstream culture bugged out madly to produce things such as Caliborn, an isolated teenager who loves to destroy the weak and struggles to make friends and is driven wild by friendship and mourns his sister who is almost the same person as him.
These problematic elements of myself and those cultural symbols aligned with myself are destructiveness, the desire to expand on people's inherent identities, the decoupling of artwork and other creativity from worldly gain, the measured love of oneself for my accomplishments and drive, separating from society into my own personal world out of what I have contributed to it, and rebuffing their belief that niceness is the crowning Jewel of liberalized civilization, among others.
Ed explains the philosophy of Thomas Aquinas for the current time in a way I found very convincing, and so I became a Catholic after being born one but being led astray by my grandma and a non-believer dad to have no real life participation after infancy. Being especially oriented to me in specific makes sense when you consider the parable of the 99 and 1 sheep. Reconciling me to God after the unexplained and unexplainable horrors I was subjected to, but not to people. I could only slowly, very slowly try to do that myself. Finally feeling hints of human connection every once in awhile. Really that's my present.
Through Ed's spiritual power he set forth to address the world, against the barrage of symbolism with an unknown purpose revolving around myself. He did this in a very congenial and natural way, and I adapted my style of addressing such spiritual problems from his own. His fifth dimensional existence is especially oriented towards this project.
Through my perceptual apprehension I build upon the course of the United States culture that should have been because of God's intentional design and the accomplishments of various people. I can see in Walt Disney a great vision which was pearls before swine of the many Protestants in the United States, who cannot grapple with a man seeking to achieve such greatness, who was subverted by Communists in his company and other ways.
The monsters I believe in can be proven to exist simply through how I can warp this alternate United States into reality. A terrifying process which provokes many horrors. The symbols of 20th century culture map to something great, and as things bent towards the end of it they shifted and swirled around into a chaotic state which needs to be analyzed over time.
Then came my revolution in 2006 and things became actively evil. No millennial has ever given a direct response to my stories about homestuck, the animation industry and whatnot because they remember the climate even if they have no direct knowledge of those individual things. I say my story has a lot to do with the recent history of racial relations? Well they can just remember how things got good for a decade before 2006, then started changing towards the end of the decade, and then around 2012 things got crazy. It maps.
In that decade every sight of the trickster made me excited, and eventually I embarked on a long path to developing knowledge of a “God” of Darkness. The savage, yet civilized rhetoric of Ed was very good setup for this. Ed's apologist power is famous in Catholic communities, proceeding from various reasons like that atheists, as he once was, primarily participate as a Collective in an evil project of undermining knowledge of the trickster.
A timely philosopher who scores timely victories. His work was essential for inspiring my theological projects, and giving me the confidence to broach such a massive topic of God's Cosmic fellows and how they fit within Catholic systems of knowledge. Not only was I converted by him, he was also the bedrock of properly understanding the philosophy of the black domain and other cosmic things.
Ed's Cosmic utility is symbolized in his own name: Feser is pronounced like phaser. This will gain more importance when you see my article on the Lord of Shadows.
When I was a teenager and earlier I could not understand the context of my life, with Ed's help this changed. Mostly because of his blogspot, a great significance also shared by John Kricfalusi's blogspot. John's Grandpa was an orthodox priest, helping inspire his writing style, and also giving utility to the schism from the Catholic Church, and their different rules.
His intensive activities while also being employed in a University and raising a family must be quite a toll, so it is nice that they serve such a useful purpose from his public life. His approach to Aristotelianism helps revive a proper philosophy which was part of the Good Sense which existed among pagans, preserving things that should have been without sin amongst the flaws in need of refinement. This is necessary for understanding my various projects in a time where Zoomers will go “What?” to the most basic things, like that I was old enough to be a teenager in 2006. Totally brain broken, as is again intended to be directed against me.
My projects include fifth dimensional science and the philosophy of inventing AI, the next steps of major bodies of science which the general public has stalled out on as they refuse to accept God's existence. The question of whether or not God exists must be put to rest for good in order for an improvement to society to exist amongst evil. Constructing the kingdom of heaven with great intentionality, as its earthly opponents begin to embrace The evil within them.
It will take quite some time before they can even handle myself at my weakest, and that is at my current level of power. With great civility I seek to get people to embrace destruction, God's things flowing through the world, and other things. Ed is important to this project as he is in alternate timelines where he joins my big societal company. Why wouldn't he?
His interest in comic books among other things represents the importance of good things to enjoy which Protestants resisted. Going to his blog http://edwardfeser.blogspot.com/ and how he uses comic book panels shows part of the inspiration for the construction of my substack which will also feature in my webcomic.
Ed is a microcosm of how things should have been, how they are in alternate timelines - sure some people are evil, but why can't we have fun and interact with them in a reasonable way while focusing mostly on our own lives? His work on wokeness is on point, directly inspiring many of my own thoughts with a few sentences. Seeking to transcend the political divide to the metaphysical questions which are what really matter. The upcoming Multiverse is one where there is no ignorance of evil's presence as part of its dark purpose, where we can enjoy those accomplished few who give the best guidance through that darkness. His work also has memes to with great finality put an end to the notion that there wasn't a conflict about myself before I was even born - so slowly working up to the biggest examples like the Anti-Monitor, as it's better to look at them from the ground. As I have referred to many times I was only successful at touching the hearts of women, and it's nice to have a model of a man I can relate to and interact with as well. - John is too close to just simply being me to be that.
Perhaps the most personally gratifying thing he did was the way he blasts off at commenters and other figures in the philosophical and religious communities, as I was terrorized by the demand to be “nice” from an early age, and meanwhile I think being mean is a nice thing to do. The trickster is good at reversing things like that. Presently I'm going to do very bombastic stuff for what I call the imperial blockade, as we return to the place of “meanness” in God's green earth - many stupid things have been said about God's actions in the Old Testament, but it is certainly true that it provides context to a more visceral time from prior eras mostly lost to history. It makes me excited. But not only that, the place of creativity in those narratives as well, and about creatures such as Giants, and so on and so forth - we need more of those things these days