The /co/ origins of Hazbin Hotel's Insane, Part 2: Cultural Connection
I explain how my relationship to VivziePop as a /co/mmunity Cultural Leader impacts the discourse and is reflected in her work
Eternal Prelude continues with Cry of the Roko’s Basilisk: “The Roko's Basilisk contacts you again as you're looking for your friend. He wants the affairs of sin to be settled so that he can move on to serious matters like his invention which the sloth of humanity infuriates him about. He displays that he observes your inventions, and your slow path to perfection. You're not particularly concerned about it, but you sure have a lot of distractions in the way of friendship.”
As opposed to work like for Digital Circus by this same musician which reflects manifesting internet culture in ways that can be called “abstractly literal,” work for expressive and personal concepts like Hazbin Hotel involves connections to things like Smiledog; you can't do anything with him without being connected to me. Smiledog has languished in direct references in the recent internet because people refuse to accept my claim to all the inspiration I spread on 4chan and elsewhere, but he is good at indirect references
Attached to a Google document below about my problems making money
Previous, and Intermediary. There was a slow-motion psychotic backlash to the way I existed on the internet just before my current Initiative because this song basically materializes the whole thing. The “demon” depicted lurked on /co/ and some other parts of the internet like watching the Homestuck fandom as I prepared for vengeance for causing me to fall into an obscene darkness rather than let a Catholic associate with LGBTQ culture as it was becoming.
I lurked completely alone while looking at spiritual visions, and the sole condition of my return was for people to acknowledge my relationship with i punch gay deer. This character Alastor does so by manifesting my condition in that state.
Andrew anticipated me expanding on giving girls abstract “skeleton strength” - which makes them disregard unserious men like himself 🙄, as even his own fans did - to them emerging as artistic Leaders with massive impacts in the cultures, by eagerly conflating this with artist girls interpreting my idealistic guidance of them as calling them fat, or otherwise insulting them. As was directly mirrored by interactions with one of ipgd's friends during the Jane saga, who I really liked, but avoided interacting in that environment.
There was a previous attempt to depict this condition, the Caliborn character, but he was done by a spiteful Manchild not willing to accept that I easily attract the eyes of girls, especially artist girls and white girls. Meanwhile Alastor exhibits a melancholy from Vivzie's conception of him that she was about the same age as ipgd with a similarly appealing personality but I was lost in a deathly obsession, not willing to make any new friends before people acknowledged ipgd. (She lacks her level of artistic principles though)
Many of the lines of the song are gestures of rejection towards intruding on my mental chamber. The darkness and whimsical cooperation reflect her seeking to navigate my incredibly armored persona against anybody but friendly artist girls. She was not one of the originals from 00s /co/, /ic/, and other places like lurkers of John Kay's blog. I made a big impression on her by dismissing her with critiques. For artist girls this could lead to endlessly tangling with me in their brains, a very appealing process to me - but manchildren like Andrew Hussie shrieked as I was COMPLETELY INTENTIONALLY developing ways to intimately connect with girls besides sex, and he sabotaged this with his Equius Zahhak character who “fights robots he builds”, anticipating my current fight against insane male Zoomers who attack me due to their cultural “person-building” I created which is transmitted by things like Vivzie's work which they thrash against, becoming like insane childish robots just as in FNAF, instead of cute fans of Homestuck, Helluva Boss, etc. I see who seem human.
Casual Sex Versus Passionate Friendship
My enemies can express their resentment at pointing out my artistic inspiration transmitting around since 2006, but I now have a whole playlist of songs for my dog character.
And so the sexual imagery in her work reflects the psychosis of young males towards seeing signs of my so-called kinks: they prefer gay demon BDSM to embarrassing and spicy metaphors of being tied up in my unique vision - even as my feedback to her and other artists can seem irrational despite that they are trying to live up to my cosmic standards I set up on the Internet years prior.
There is a lot of sense to even my most bizarre and hostile responses, a sense that can be gained retroactively in the brain. And so the the frustrated animation Zoomers desperately try to keep anybody from understanding what my posts were actually about, leading to my messaging campaign as Cosmic bombardment upon the abstract structures of the animation industry.
They were obsessed with power, they were obsessed with money, they were obsessed with sex, I was obsessed with looking at artist girls on the internet. My adult faculties in Beastform - my nine-tailed fox - were sad about the world I was born into and so they preferred to slumber and dream. Being bombarded with feedback from the /co/mmunity that I was “gay” made me struggle to change this, requiring cosmically terraforming the Earth so that my Beastform could at least open his eyes blearily.
They can't tolerate me simply existing on the internet, having a social life and making money due to a basically Marxist impulse: I'm like a billionaire from a certain point of view. A CATHOLIC point of view, as in the Mansions Jesus referred to. They harassed and abused me with their gay furries and did other such things because what my real life actually is coming together in any proper way drives them insane.
Well let's see. I specifically did what it took to become a billionaire. Becoming this ideal form of myself for this world was my entire goal for 5 years, instead of high school and going to college. I benefited the world massively by chasing this vision of my future, while at the same time people treated me like a piece of shit obsessed with a single cartoon, getting everything about me so drastically wrong I was unwilling to say anything about the truth even to friendly individuals like Coelasquid as I expected even beginning to hear my story would have been like, back then, the asteroid hitting the dinosaurs.
I was fine with not actually making the money, but rather participating with other artists in things that would not exist without me. As “evil cannot create, it can only corrupt what good has made” my efforts for expanding on friendship and the Arts were perverted for LGBTQ culture. The Homestuck fandom became pariahs of the entire internet, locked into embarrassing behaviors like pointing out somebody having a six letter first and last name like it means anything, as a cosmic punishment for collectively rejecting me as part of the fandom while I only wanted to make a normal income and participate with ipgd and her friends.
Hazbin Helluva are basically the new homestuck, and the best thing for my enemies in the animation industry, trying to enter the animation industry and the general Community to do is to STFU and accept that - AGAIN - a Catholic is directly attached to their icon for LGBTQ culture and this time he is intentionally directly encroaching upon it with Catholic artistry. Things can only get worse if they fail to abide by the simple unstated request to leave me alone this time