The Reasonable Discourse: The Spumdonor Subversion part 4 part 1
Grilling Gravity Falls, I refute the notion that anybody has ever responded in reasonable disagreement with my revolutionary efforts, showing that it's all about heavenly life and social drama
Oil-Worlds continues: “Astral enemies congregated at the border The Underrealm protected.”
I used to see things like this all the time but I didn't include them in articles. There's a reason that “people” eventually started trying to drive me to suicide before my initiative slapped them back. Also this is why I stopped looking at media unless it was by a friendly girl
Having finished this article, I'm currently hyperventilating about thinking of saying “I love Batty” in a Hello from Halo Head /co/thread. For all the time they tried to be ‘reasonable’ foreign people simultaneously ignored and took advantage of having a hard time dealing with friendly people being nice to me, to the point that they needed to gaslight me somewhat to account for praise sounding fake to me and other things. I'm gradually getting over compound fractures of relational trauma that go back to the fucking Games seasons of Ren and Stimpy spoiling me basing my model of friendship on the show, then my attempt to gain a best friend in school.
Previous. Oh yes what a surprrrrise… back in the johnkstuff days I was a teenager and I hadn't thought out all of the things of adult life yet. I was trying to make artist friends, buy some art supplies and start some webcomics and stuff. (My grandmother didn't listen to me when I said I specifically wanted a standalone scanner not a combined scanner and printer because in her mind I'm not allowed to want what I want, just what Society tells me I want like through advertisements. She would sabotage me fixing my own problems, like ranting about me doing nothing on the phone while I worked out to fix my nerve pain, so I buy services to fix them instead so I'm “fueling the economy”. Because apparently I didn't invent something better in thousands of art careers that wouldn't exist without me) Of course the Spumdonor CCC have since explained that they decided they preferred to get a cartoon series out of Alex Hirsch than help me.
Alex Hirsch is a Manchild, who tantrums about things like Disney making lots of money off of his work. You could have gone indie instead dude, like ipgd who has a massive amount of influence from getting involved in Homestuck and Undertale. It's just that what she got centers around people and the condition of society, he wants what he gets from his art to be about his big beaming baby face, he will never be satisfied because nobody wants to get involved in something just for somebody's ego, which people weaponized Against me by refusing to let it be understood that I was intentionally inspiring the creativity of other artists including by getting characters based on me. People cleaned up Alex's image by dumping all of his character flaws on me to feel better about ruining Anomalous Phenomena with its Cosmic importance, no matter how little that made sense. And the Spumdonors did a lot for this.
Material Soul
One of the most real responses I received from people like Spumdonors was simply literalizing how personal I wanted the artistic process to be, as if because I would be willing to say “the rings of Sonic the Hedgehog relate to the rings of my Underrealm, and you better accept that or sonic fans are going to be incredibly autistic after you tear down my Revolution” means that when people play Sonic the Hedgehog I want them to think of my face, think of my deviantART account, when really I am provoking consciousness that I am more than just a human being.
And what is a human being? They operated out of a protestantized model that does not see actual life in eternal life. To Protestants people can't gain godly power, or have vibrant personalities, or interact with people on spiritual planes and treat it on a Substack like it's perfectly normal, because that seems like Heaven is going to be a lot more complicated than they wanted to be. For example it seems like in heaven i, Guy, will be a creative authority, people will be making art and I will be calling the shots in my influence.
Evidence of this is clearly shown by how the simple term “influence” drove them so completely crazy. “Everybody plagiarizes you” “you want to make a lawsuit about everything you talk about” these are schizophrenic interpretations of their feelings about The Underrealm. Schizophrenics make symbolism about the information streaming through their brains. They refuse to acknowledge The Underrealm for reasons like that Alex Hirsch intentionally tore it down so he could make Gravity Falls as with support it would quickly grow out of my mind to make it impossible for people to take things like Gravity Falls seriously, and that makes it seem like our culture has been run by self-serving assholes, and it was.
One of my special powers is being able to understand what girls actually mean. “You don't have to change a thing the world can change its heart”, instead of giving up on what makes you special force people to acclimate to it on the small scale or large scale, like by getting your art series made. But that removes a lot of ability to manipulate and grift, like for social justice people to tell youths “change your heart” for their garbage.
Part of this self-serving nonsense created by Alex and others is all the fucking idiotic code talk. It comes from sources like Alex angrily interacting with me on /co/. He noticed that my words weren't literal, there was some kind of meaning to them, but he wasn't going to allow his mind to put it together that I was introducing a cosmic horror brand by doing things like identifying the horror of real life. That's so much better than what he can do, a mediocre person.
So instead he attacked my reputation as if I was just elaborately disqualifying him for not being an acceptable candidate for my material brand. As a manchild, this made him laugh because as a Heavenly Person, I am indeed bringing people into my part of reality associated with things like the Twilight Zone, identifying them for their compatibility, as if it is as casual as sending emails to God saying “hey cool, I just inspired a new project, now I'm going to listen to some music and reflect on the heavenly significance”. Then later there was the social justice cacophony from factors like people missing out on Cosmic theology which explains what being a white or black person is about, amongst other things.
More personally for Alex he started thirsting for more money. But myself with my interest in the paranormal, I actually care about seeing paranormal things real. That's the focus of Anomalous Phenomena, seeing how the Paranormal makes sense as a part of real life. And so if I discover evidence of a real paranormal creature, that is a return on me making my projects. Alex, with the Muppets and The Simpsons flowing through his blood, only engaged with the Paranormal on a superficial level for his gratification, and so he can't get the sort of satisfaction I can even if I don't make any money for my work whatsoever.
Various aspects of this video is simply the way I experienced life when I was younger. Birdman power makes real life more cinematic, and as a teenager I was trying to sell my experiences of real life as part of my paranormal branding, the Paranormal can be identified around us like by for example myself and others identifying how my experience of Life differs from everybody else. When I traveled down highways with my mom, that provoked this sort of Birdman consciousness. People got outraged at me from the Marxist impulse that life was already better to me then what they've known for their entire lives - the impulse applied to my spirituality rather than my material gains.
The danger!
Furthermore, it relates to suicide as identity death. My incredible willpower and defiance fueled things like being strong girls, and so they would fall apart without me despite not publicly associating with me
Furthermore, “pro nouns” as a misspelling conveys that being a normal art professional known for his name and projects would also be upsetting to them, refuting the lingering stain of people falsely implying I want to be perceived as a single literal identity; my identity morphs in the eyes of Gigidigi, Batty, ipgd, and other related artists, defining their individual identities
And here is where the Spumdonors come in. They followed along with John K's critiques, they understood that people like Alex Hirsch or TV's Kyle are not accomplished artists fitting to lead society's culture like Bob Clampett or Chuck Jones. But if they got out of the way of Alex Hirsch instead of me, that would be “safe.”
Their “safety” was for the safety of mainstream culture. I myself had to hide my artistic identity to protect a lot of artists who connected with me in some way, so they were not attacked by social justice types and others. As well, dril got a lot of barbs from Spumdonors. (talking about dril on Valentine's Day again) as far as I consider there are two groups of people here. The first group looks down on dril more for being so prominent as a cartoonist while not acknowledging his roots in things like reading my posts in the Johnkstuff community. The second group more is bitter and resentful that someone like dril, obviously influenced by me a random person on the internet and a superstar from the true meaningful work amongst that community, exists.
Conclusion
The problem with their desperate attempts over all these years to look reasonable is that they subconsciously participated in plans to abuse me, and are constantly dragged away by the chains of mainstream culture away from actually thinking. They completely disregarded all the philosophy, all the spiritual subjects, all the metaphysical science of trying to figure out things like how aesthetics actually works. They were intimidated by my Catholic creativity and participated in anticipating the grim inevitability of their punishment for not accepting it, communicated by Homestuck and other things like the personalities of Gravity Falls fans and the discourse.
They also routed communication from females like Emmy Cicierega about things like their outrage about me wanting to participate in society while only interacting with friendly girls. They have yet to have an actual discussion, it actually takes a lot to manifest all these interactions with them in my article posts, hence why it took so long. There will be a second part and I request for them to get out of the fucking way of a genius who doesn't need decades to think of all this stuff properly, and people in our communities have taunted me about anticipating being willing to discuss these things when I'm like 40 as I will discuss in the next article.