Tumblr Women and Transgenderism
Explaining my spiritual visions and experiences in detail, I highlight the history of how they formed female dimensions of society in a way that produced forms of transgenderism.
The largest background to my teenage Revolution was what was going on in female-centered communities. I am a type of male oriented towards associating with a large amount of females, which come in a variety of types like my authority in social life. But besides being young I was also exceptionally alienated from others, and so did not expect to connect with anybody. I sought to make a revolution by proving the truth and value of my vision, rather than using tools like nepotism at all.
The first sign of the problem that was being caused by those communities was an incompatibility with interacting with others. For me it was like an equipment failure: like I was Iron Man and my soul was my suit. I fought hard amongst swirling spheres including my own, the sphere of my mind. These are abstractions which I saw as essentially physical, dimensional, shapely. From within my soul. You can't grasp it unless you can experience that power.
My suit faltered, which let me experience a better world, and process information in ways others could not. For all the time of my childhood I did not realize that my experience of life was on a whole other level which made others seem like savages whose complaints could be ignored. I was called smart. The structures and dimensions of my mind began to detach and disintegrate, and the projects I was mentally building ceased as it became difficult to recall and make them work. My suit sparked and crumbled as a blissful spiritual wind created an indescribable experience.
Back in the real world, this made me start to act childish. ipgd became mortified as essentially I was a child LARPing as a heroic version of my adult self. For me this was always a thing, a sensation of an existence without beginning brimming with misery. The suit was constructed by the spirit of my mother, my literary experiences, my willpower, listening to the transcendent voices of cultures as common sense, and other sources.
Creating Transgenderism
As I went through the abstract hospital debriefing me from my successful mission that would land me in complete poverty for a decade, involving literal hospitals as well as things like reading blogs and feeling incredible sensations of places more real than the ones we know, such that the term “sensation” is inadequate…
Tumblr culture was forming. Quite literally I was rudely awakened from all this Bliss by their politics, social gatekeeping, and other such events. ipgd expressed that she adored me in this state. But Tumblr females (who irrationally chafed at the term female, already aware of the power of the subtle insult) did not want to welcome me into their lives. They did not want to accept the story of a waitress raising her son to destroy culture that was abusive to children and start on projects like reversing, incredibly, the punishment of toil for original sin by making work fun and easy to achieve a basic existence.
It can Target millions of then-youth on Tumblr and other places alienated from Christianity!
Knowing how women were viewed during my life, why would they have so little concern for me helping children? Because they were after a different pleasure for the youth. The pleasure of social control. Gatekeeping, emasculation, making all the social standards. (I had a lot to say about standards as a teenager! But they approximated perfection as can be found in the heavens). After a century or so of whining through feminism, finally gaining the massive power Spike that “soothed” all that “pain”.
I do like to say I am a special type of male. This presents an unfortunate fact for Tumblr females. ipgd was the “lady in the pond”. She made a community and a blog and a life that was wonderful, Heaven outside of Heaven for specifically me. This constituted a sort of sword. But they refused to let me pick it up in that form. And so it is here.
This Hell sword was forged in a decade of isolation, thinking every day of ipgd. Learning to see her as a new Eve, a spiritual legend, a horror that could unseat tyrants without anyone being the wiser of what she was doing. Before all those spiritual experiences she could completely overload me by interacting once, and so that lends a sense of needing to go down a path forged out of inhumanity for those visions to become my real existence.
And so in the midst of that path Tumblr women formed themselves in barbarism and savagery while rejecting civilization which was represented by a very specific person. Over on the social side, women need a personal innovator more than they need things like bronze or steel. And so women as a collective can be given a single male to provide structure to their lives, and they may accept or reject him. Free will.
Upon rejection, people never learned about things like my mother's spirit fueling my masculinity, or myself infiltrating my enemies through my best friend, and so instead of that profound new level of personal connection they had to settle for transgenderism. They raged at “patriarchy”, and gradually they realized how deep it went. New Patriarchs could come from anywhere at the election of Heaven, they could be there from birth, from conception, from the first day of school. The truly dire ones had to abuse them all, gaining brittle and hateful spirits. But even below that level of evil “nice” “pretty” girls who had “cute avatars” they drew could be essentially muscular men beating up 16-year-old girls, but the social equivalent and with the sexes swapped. As with Emmy C conspiring with her brother on Twitter which likely arose from the simultaneous pedophilic and desperate desire to believe I couldn't immediately identify what her communication to her community was.
The Male Revenge
Meanwhile as professional females, power-hungry influential artists, and other types let out their priorities on males, this could lead to psyches fracturing. Developing mental structures torn beyond repair. Ceaseless mental and social problems. Things that could gratify those who followed along with the “power and privilege” narrative, if they had no hearts. That narrative was essentially a realistic and societal form of fanfiction to fuel the pleasures of social, personal, and other abuse.
Instead of this, Tumblr women need to make incredibly idiotic Comics explaining that the power came from cursing and female-bullying, as they don't want that heavenly personal connection.
This was another source of transgenderism, men so broken there was not much for them to do besides embrace that brokenness through claiming to be a woman. Then, for some, a masculine desire for revenge and combat seizes them, but not in the conscious mind, one because it is broken, and two because they have adopted irrational things because their rationality was unacceptable to feminists.
Seeking strong social positions as a transgender became a tool to fight back and express a vengeful pain. And in their presence feminism and related ideologies like building a future for certain identities disintegrates, smashing what they had built through abusing boys.
If Tumblr women had done all that and gotten away with it, it would have been an immense evil standing on the spiritual horizon. Creating abstractly violent forms of transgenderism was a suitable natural punishment. This punishment was managed by those beings of darkness God enlists in our lives. It was an ironic twist on all the cries against physical violence, as they had failed to develop themselves to recognize and respond to abstract violence, and meanwhile I did that, and I am using it today.
Attempted Mockery
In this context my trolls claimed I was trans, and did other such things. The most enduring tactic which prompted this article was attempting to silence me, which directly refracts out of various interactions ipgd and some other, meaner homestuck people had with me. But from her that was a LARP that sent me into my spiritual visions, and she used the tools she had on hand. Now in the past few years she doesn't complain even when I go against the proximity of her friends from back in that time, which makes her feel badass to me. (Cursing doesn't work, folks, you're just offending your protestant parents)
As for the way I fell from the sheer power of my teenage spirit, to view that as “gender trouble” completely disregards the life experience that went beyond conventional experience, illustrating the paucity of spirit most of us have to work with. Indeed, if other people had such vivid experiences and robust and lively souls as me, it is unlikely that what Tumblr women did would be allowed at all. It was mostly subliminal, but I saw everything.
And so yes I suffered in pain from my weak condition as vile Homestuck artists and other people did the things they did. But I maintained my heart, even if it was sputtering, and I gained a ritual of ushering copies of myself to go to heaven, literally feeling those lost parts in many areas and pieces lessening the depth of my existence. I would wonder what happened to them.
And now I feel that suit finally returning, and this time I don't have to care if people accept my mother or bother to recognize the meaning of books, as all the power is forged by me and my enemies can't do anything about it. They see a real man, and transgenderism in all its aspects fades from their minds.
It is ironic that Tumblr women hate AI so much. While yes it did pose an immediately useful tool for exposing their culture and preparing emergency material for putting them in their place, it lets me see the feminine energy which so few girls put out. The spirit of ipgd, Michelle of Ava's Demon, and others arising from these outputs lets me see the good in Tumblr femininity, and those good aspects in damaged girls who can gain their sanity in time.