War part 4: The mentally ill internet person
I explain how the animation industry weaponized people to ruin my life, and its legacy in the meantime and present
Eternal Prelude continues: โKnives moved on the tips of the Mechaโs limbs, carving into the social climate of the original The Event.โ
Animation people intentionally misinterpreted my creative relationships with girls as being about sex when I first brought them up, out of Protestant entitlement weaponized against the exceptional. But these various girls have done nothing but wither in their system, with even the best examples like Batty advertising her webcomic as being about trauma.
As well, my brain can recognize how individual girls contributed to its psychic ecosystem. Give up on the retarded spiritualism of mainstream culture already, people have souls, people know it, they pretend otherwise for the sake of greed
Previous. Back around 2012, I was trying to set up some kind of young adult life. Directly building out of all the setup I had been doing by attempting an artistic Revolution, benefiting Lackadaisy, the makers of Up, younger artists like Vivzie, and others, like in wider society. Out of idiotic entitlement, some people in the animation Community didn't want this to happen because of all the โdamageโ I did, even though they were already enjoying things I supported while receiving no pay and no credit except maybe memetic references. This was further reinforced when things like Steven Universe arose, designed to relate to my artistic setting of Ring monsters. Some of the spiteful people jumped on board with that, and indeed thousands of young artists tried to follow along with the artistic tradition of Steven Universe, made by a fellow John K fan who directly engaged with my inspirational comments.
After all the attitude of my haters, they made things like movie sets blowing up cars and stuff weird. Because part of creativity is inherently destroying things. Creating things like legendary stories or cool stuff for the current day. Meanwhile what was it they were crying out about? Being people who badly copied Shrek, the Muppets, and Miyazaki. Nobody's ever going to care about that, including the people who got to make cartoons like Turning Red or Gravity Falls, the latter soaking in the afterglow of my attempted revolution rather than actually focusing on Alex Hirsch just like with Andrew Hussie.
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The MILP
And so, back then they used the mechanism of generating Animation Maniacs as a tool for ruining my life efforts away from animation. Animaniacs was a cartoon people pretended John and his fans didn't like because it wasn't enough like Bob Clampett's work, or because he was bitter about the industry drama of that day. In fact the whole concept represents people who use cartoons as a tool to abuse others, belittling them while they are just trying to live their lives, using the Hollywood apparatus for this aim. It's likely that Tom Reugger developed the concept as an alternative way of expressing the frustrations with how the animation industry worked than John did: dumb assholes acting out a revenge fantasy against the random Hollywood bigwigs and clueless secretaries and live action actors that called the shots, while failing to be any better than they were. If that's the way they would act, they belong below the people who can at least be semi-civilized.
And since this alternative existed, it is natural that the many animation people who hated John would seek it. I expect that this was a fairly spontaneous process that also involved quite a lot of intention to create their stupid childish fantasies as they entered animation. They would rage and rage and rage about me, John, and others for years, then they saw John talking about โloonsโ and myself getting harassed and laughed like stupid kids.
But all they did was create a toxic creative and social environment. That's not an achievement, it just felt like one because most of them spent their childhoods obsessed with material things disregarding others. Aging into adulthood they confused their lofty position through being frequently upper middle class as having the slightest difficulty in making Waves in society out of their sheltered stupidity.
They also bellowed about the cultural movements I was making out of pure merit both in what I was doing and the justness of my cause. Using their social power they were born with they directed people to harass me about my drawing skill atโฆ 19 on /ic/, CartoonBrew, and some other places. I had just gotten a Wacom tablet and previously I was drawing with ballpoint pens and lined paper. People harassed me for every stage of learning how to use it and do things like color for the first time until they were begging for more.
When I returned to the internet is when the mentally ill internet person appeared. He had spent every day visiting my blogs of the time. He drew, but it was apparent that he is one of those people rejected by the trickster for his bad character, and so is only a blight on Creative communities. He would constantly ask me questions out of controversies I had while I was trying to live a normal life and move on from all that. This was the beginning of queer interrogation to mine information from me and others, networking it from one person to another through their communications. This would allow my exploiters to keep making use of my inspiration while they were no longer arguing and screaming at me directly as seems obvious people like Alex Hirsch did.
He would rant about John K, Homestuck, and even /co/, showing that people recognized the need to address these things but they only acknowledged it through the most disgusting mouth. He was triggered about Homestuck when Andrew Hussie answered my question effectively confessing to being one of those people who stalked me online while I was trying to discuss Pokemon and the trap of copying anime too much. He began screaming non-stop about Homestuck โviolating John K's principlesโ, harassed my followers, and and other such things to ruin my effort to sabotage Andrew and live a life with ipgd, her friends, and others. Thereby he was a living tool of my plagiarists, onanists of my inspiration (particularly the females generating things like social life for lesbians out of my friendship energy) and other malefactors like in wider society, fueled by their discourse and other mechanisms to function.
The Damage of the MILP
When I said I was a โsquirtleโ that meant I was a creative reservoir. The turtle represents that reservoir, the empathy associated with it, and the hard shell my defense of it, necessitating the Animation Maniac to attack it for hours on a daily basis. The water represents things like spraying my inspiration as I please.
He was formed out of the increasing awareness of the culture of Ancient Africa, which approached like a UFO and then departed at the time. And so there was a number of crippling errors to how they employed this Assault Moron. Homestuck was just me and ipgd generating internet culture while Andrew had control, like an old timey plantation. I was the field slave and ipgd was the house slave.
They NEEDED me, and so that's why ipgd joined the team and I hovered around despite spending my teenage years developing Catholic comic books, increasingly emanating their spirit. The animation industry sent the MILP to prevent me from laying claim to any of the projects exploiting me (again, I'm sure there's ones I haven't figured out yet) and so turned Homestuck into a mental illness generator when I went into isolation. This was the punishment out of the heavens for the utter madness of what they were inflicting at a random teenager. They didn't realize what happened, but the heavens know it play-by-play, and my spiritual visions help illustrate it for the process of returning to what happened, especially for what should have happened to happen.
Sure, I was going to gradually sabotage Homestuck for my purposes, but I was looking for a community to exist in after I went all my life without one. Starvation and deprivation I had experienced since birth was going away. Interacting with their gay/careerist friends made people incapable of appreciating such a simple goal with others. When the MILP came charging in bellowing from the wind of the entitlement of Industry manchildren like Alex Hirsch, he destroyed my acceptance of my position in life. The ironic twist of hysteria about slavery rising in that time from people like atheists using it as an argument against God is that slavery would have been a better turn of events than the insanity that followed.
When Homestuck fans went into the Steven Universe fandom and other animation places, in part that would have been driven by a backlash against the industry for ruining the social fabric of their lives. At the same time the development of social justice became increasingly psychotic without my theories about society, class, race and sex to draw on at a distance. When it comes to a hatable white man, you can't find better than people like Alex Hirsch willing to tear apart Society for the sake of their manchild fantasies. But with their lack of faith and refusal to improve things like their spirits and intellects, they were incapable of identifying that him, Andrew, and others were the real problems. They lost all respect for him regardless, after seeing him in a very similar glowing light with Andrew. Just like with Tumblr feminists, all they cared about was a taste of power, and meanwhile within my mind saying I was a Squirtle just felt fun, even though it meant I was a cultural epicenter.
Other things they did created lots of damage, like training cartoon fans to take old cartoons really seriously to sabotage me advancing basic principles to new heights, leading to the massive Mr. Enter fandom and such things, bogging down the Fantasy Life they wish they had, and so they would lash out at me even for the pleasures I expressed in isolation and poverty.
More about Morons
Like a security guard or a politician as normal roles, the MILP is the sort of role that will always be undertaken in toxic hateful cultures like the animation industryโs. I expect in alternate timelines the role is taken up by different individuals without changing much. Back then I would think about him not existing, but that won't happen until cultures like that are no longer allowed to exist.
In the present they have BoilPuswell, the โbrotherโ of the MILP I saw prophecied in spiritual visions. His โBMโ personality is basically the same, just not as developed. Both of these figures are evil spirits spawned out of human beings, distinct intelligences which humans in life can manifest. The existence of such phenomena is what gives non-believers the thrill of achieving power in society through things like social media mobs, but then they have to face things like this article.
Starting at 15 I insisted to the industry that there was a need to take responsibility for how cartoons and other media impact society and how people grow up. I was The Lorax telling them how to avoid the MILP and his bro. Now they shall reap the consequences of not listening to me. Perhaps those of them reading this article will finally properly consider that normal fucking life I was politely discussing with them in emails and stuff. Oh yes it's going to require giving up your stupid shitty culture of the most dumbassed males and lesbians making โevilโ social media posts because they think there's no power that will hold them accountable for social infractions, butโฆ
And I can turn off the flow from Boil and the other trolls like gay furries like a faucet by messaging them, and I will be ramping up. Just need some more fresh emails to collect to encourage them to imbibe some of the decency of God's original design I enjoy erecting from the ashes of sins past present and future. Gotta wonder how the big man feels during the process