[Major post] Wish's Humiliating Fantasy: Protestant Identity versus Real Identity: the full story
I explain feminist misinterpretation of my 18yo self led to them torturously struggling with the meaning of my monstrous identity for the 100th anniversary of Disney.
Eternal Prelude continues with the meta-entity Emily: "Emily: you are most definitely in. You will be representing your place The Underrealm! Uhhβ¦ you won't be seeing the other players for a while. But that's fine, you have plenty of other things to do, like programming.β
First article, part 1, part 2, sidestory.
Now with a lot of setup from my recent articles I expose that Wish is about the standard profane sexual fantasy of feminist women.
It comes from the secret undercurrent of reactions to my teenage Revolution that it means some win - like ipgd, Michelle of Ava's Demon, Coelasquid, and Batty, special standout artists in cultures hostile to me - and many lose because they are unworthy and unfriendly to me specifically. Both are objectionable to Protestant psychology: needing to earn what heaven will be, needing to please a human being instead of God. But of course there's nothing necessary in being rewarded by my Cosmic setting The Underrealm - which after the end times will be a heavenly reward for my unique striving and struggles, starting to fully exist - about being a human being. The twist is that they are perfectly right that belief in God is not directly attached to having a friendly relationship with The Underrealm, but starting in about 2009 people started experiencing jealousy and anger about missing out on the benefits of being friendly. This jealousy and anger goes to show that one of the reasons why Hell is eternal is that eternal disputes are already being lived out. Indeed, when the Bible says βthe last will be firstβ one source of this is that people in 2010 decided that I and many people friendly to me or who would be friendly to me would be last in enjoying The Underrealm as it exists in this world. Of course not much of a consolation for them when they have to deal with things like failing dollar value and covid restrictions in the entire time they get to enjoy things due to sin and Satan.
Fractured Recollection
Analyzing the real social environment behind Undertaleβs formation, a display of Birdman power that leaves feminists secretly trembling, hence their protracted and unrealistic campaign to undermine it.
Out of this context Earthly and heavenly feminist and feminist-molded women developed their fantasies. The patriarchy backfiring! Yeah how it backfired in the late 00s was literally feeling my soul immolate and continuing on in my attempted Revolution as I valued it over my own well-being. As if I was constantly on fire in the back of my existence, and meanwhile people called me bitter from what little they understood of what was really going on with me.
Their understanding of what I was introducing to the world became arrested, and continually degraded. But they were aware that I wanted to dismiss them and people in their lives. This fueled cancel culture, cutting anybody with my kind of sensibilities out of the internet and professional careers. When I was alienated on tumblr, I still sincerely believed that racial insults were just fun things to say.
Meanwhile I had essentially invented my own ethnicity. ipgd and others were expected to assimilate, and when they did not do so perfectly they were attacked with things like symbolic remarks that relate to my suffering. (Like βme and V are two great boys who respect womenβ, mocking ipgd after she finally started identifying as trans for secretly identifying as myself, inspired by James Cameron's work for my profound view of women) God's great gifts for real faith were intolerable for these legacy children of Protestantism and the evil pagan cults of non-white ancestry.
The ochre race involves things like identity that directly meshes into fictional identity. Effectively I am Magnifico, because the industry Community processed their emotions about me with him. As they did so they directly responded to my developments online, responding with Savage attacks due to needing to personally relate to outsiders as part of their creative process. When people around the world sympathize with Magnifico, they are sympathizing with me, for my traumas and closely levitating heavenly presence waiting to reward friends.
Shattered Glass
This also lead to generating a bunch of villain characters which landed flat also including Caliborn, Simon and others, a cosmic punishment for what they did
And so as the supreme act of spite enemy women yearned for, they got off on trying to completely break me and my life in eternal darkness, as represented by the finale of Magnifico. There's a major problem here because part of ochre identity is also relating to monstrousness.
People like Amber and Shelby sensed my profound fondness for ipgd and some others - like Michelle who evoked me with her Titan villain, greatly resonating with my emotions - and transmitted this into the social hives of the art Industries. They translated my longing for girls as akin to having a fetish for girlbosses of the mainstream, fantasizing about being transformed into toilet paper if it'll be used to wipe her ass - the sort of fantasy successfully encouraged in young males like Bol, fan of Dead Space who years ago had very similar sensibilities to myself. The symbolism of Dead Spaceβs portrait of girlfriends is them having such a massive impact that you're willing to endure deathly nightmares, and indeed those nightmares can use this attachment to tempt you to their side.
If you read my story Origin of the Underrealm you'll see that some Underbeasts were trapped within Creation at the Beginning to be unleashed during the end times according to heavenly timers. Such Cosmic monstrous life is reflected in my own human personality. Hence strongly reacting to things like homestuck Big Name Fan bana tweeting about βunleashing an ancient evilβ years ago. Feminists rejected monstrousness in men, and so instead of being enamored by that obvious trait as some anonymous girls were, they couldn't process it properly and so interpreted it according to their gratifying fantasies.
The way things like Homestuck made a mockery of outsider artists like ipgd and Michelle made me ill, and one of my worst psychological and social pains is the way friendly /co/ girls and hostile /co/ females went into the same social communities, seeking to create the same social fabric and thereby creating a climate of bizarre FriendEnemy notions. I became deeply traumatized by their coexistence, and so ipgd, Michelle and some others got me to focus on themselves, at the cost of being completely alienated from every social world.
Now in the past few years I have sought to break those hives and I am finally succeeding.
Wishβs Troubles
The way the production of wish reflects all this makes it seem basically alive. The ideas range from creating a perfect Fantasy Life between myself and ipgd, to the most profane feminist interpretations. It displays the unfortunate fact for the feminist mind that being free of accountability and reason meansβ¦.
Making what could have been one of the biggest movies of all time about their grievances about an online minor who could have inherited the abstract and spiritual legacy of Walt Disney by doing things like innovating characters that actually seem alive, and bringing things like magic and horror into real life, but it upset them because they will not be free to make creativity and social life a mechanism of control of the youth, preferring to make their enemies βschizosβ with tactics like mental starvation than seeing things happen that make it seem like cool artwork has entered real life, like all of the songs from the past decade or so that strongly remind me of my dog character.
The process of reversing their perverted status quo means destroying lesbian relationships, speaking honestly and accurately about the abstract mechanisms of social life, disowning the paltry creativity of males like Alex Hirsch, intensively fueled by fan feedback and invention of their own βloreβ and his social climate rather than his actual creative expression; owning up that internet connections are real to the point that female industry artists need to be actively soothed about the absence of friendly anons (hence why I have no issue speaking of Coelasquid all the time, as people are like βoh yeah that sounds like her entire fucking brandβ) and many other such things.
People tried to weaponize their feminist fantasies and other things against me over the past few years but it fell apart as I was willing to do things like actually endure listening to their screaming Zoomer males spastically flail in their Longhouse programming, as well I have returned to introduce Cosmic theology and otherwise be very helpful for the proper structure of society, dispelling things like hatred for police.
Conclusion
The finale of Wish with King Magnifico spitefully getting trapped in the mirror reflects my immature interactions with friendly people as analyzed by feminist minds. The βcleverβ tricks of feminism include extrapolating what a man will be like when he grows up from his life history, earthly spirit, utterances, etc. And so they profaned things like ipgd aggressively clamping down on my expressions.
But they missed the second part; indeed I think I have effectively carried out the second part by saying ipgd instead of i punch gay deer to hide her βtradβ name from the ignorant reading my stuff. Which is stalking around her social circles, the Homestuck community, the Undertale community, the animation industry, and other relevant places (starting now with autism groups) showing that I have dismantled LGBTQ and leftism and the Protestant legacy in my brain, the monster unleashed.
Their abortive mentality tells their egos they can figure out which youths to keep and which youths to throw in the trash. They never figured out that one of the individuals they tried to throw in the trash the most has completely dismantled their world in the midst of what they imagined to be a nightmare fate to gratify themselves.