[Epic] War of Cartoon Culture: The Spumdonor Subversion, Part 1 - Real Meaning vs Mainstream Meaning
I start analyzing the symbolic identity of the Ren and Stimpy fandom leader as feminist obstinance towards the proper way to run children's media.
Eternal Prelude continues with 5 pages: βAt first they thought they could get away with hiding it, but the nasty secret of ruining ipgd's potential for crappy careers is absolutely everywhere.β
2 months old. I've never drank. This song resonates with me - has lingered in my mind for years - because of metaphors with how I endured losing my life with ipgd, and for other reasons like observing the tranquil beauty to be found in nature people missed out on, an abstract female. The YouTube thumbnail reflects my Still Frame reaction to remembering those losses - not truly forgetting, but moving into a Momento-style state to fight mainstream culture that were the murderers.
The Spumdonor mutuals culture, the CCC, fights to preserve mainstream culture against the inevitably superior alternatives. they don't want people dealing with their emotions through creation of good artwork because that deprives female therapists of money and desexualized alternative to prostitution which often has a similar mental effect to prostitution. And for many other reasons as part of sticking with their culture
Feminism Context
When people quote βnot to judge,β they leave out a very important part of judging people do, which is the social gatekeeping process. It has become greatly expanded over the social media history. This process - especially because of feminism - is primarily feminine. And so none of the people who try to use Christian teaching against Christians are following this passage at all.
Meanwhile they always leave out the part of being judged by your own metric. I was a big fan of that part because I aimed to be a cultural leader. To create cultural fabric which is rational, meritorious, and perfectly functional. Which can always make the correct judgments: about me and everybody else. They intentionally left out such a part of existence - The invention and maintenance of abstract standards - for the sake of allowing feminism to prevent reason and accountability from being in the lives of women, preserving their βautonomy.β
The Spumdonor Plan
This image has massive ipgd energy, including Sai. Spumdonor mutuals are culturally obligated to treat me as a βweirdoβ not allowed in proximity of women, and the real point of that rule is to prevent me from managing the cultural social artistic activity they do. meanwhile part of the key appeal of ipgd to me is that she is like this on the inside, an absolute horror of a strong girl temporarily limited by the failings of this world.
They weaponized βJohn K standardsβ to pretend like I had no concern for the spirit and expression of the work when it comes to quality, just the technical details. To shorn my identity into being an βautistβ, just as grandma tried to force because mainstream didn't want people like me to exist. This is a violation of Jesus's rule not to place stumbling blocks in front of children, and so if they whine about why I am making these articles and sending them around to thousands of Industry people, they are being millstoned. That is the entire reason.
Which brings us back around the year 2009. This is when I was full steam ahead to making my Revolution work regardless of what happened. Any pain, any cost, was not too great, even the cost of my immortal soul. That last part really attracts heavenly attention. They think: βI gotta get to know this guy. How can someone believe in himself enough to not care if he'll be around anymore, just that he will be to others?β
Descending back down to Earth from the Cosmos, people never acknowledged what I was doing. They said the most profane idiotic babble, like βJohn K's standards.β I was following along with him as my mentor, not doing nothing of my own volition. What I was doing of my own volition was to disregard the cultural and social fabric being created by mainstream women as garbage, and so they pulled a To Kill a Mockingbird and made up whatever stories would get rid of me.
Spiritual Corruption
It flowed into my life with the energy of smut fanfics, because that's where the women generated a lot of this activity against me, onanism. They felt anxieties and stresses and hallucinations of men to hate - with details like that he was rich, etc. - and put that energy into their stupid memes, controversies, and sexual fantasies β¦ like about men being gay. The alternative to them being gay is them being friends, or mentors, or other types of relationships. The preference for gayness over those was communicated by their males telling me I βsucked John K's cockβ thousands of times as a minor.
Meanwhile there were also women who had actual conscious awareness of me and their distaste for me. They did things like define the sense of humor of the Ren and Stimpy community, which is passed down to recent months with things like saying βthe worst part about covid is those sexy Japanese girls wearing masks are cringe now,β to make fun of my βfetishes.β
βGamzeeβ symbolizes Hussie and the culture he spoke for in this history, preferring people like me to be a source of cheap enjoyment rather than powerful figures like Renaissance Men. Basically both John K and myself are. And they made cheap jokes of my effort to advance Society on real Renaissance principles, not the cheap βDisney renaissance.β After my Revolution, I basically had a second childhood for my ethnicity and, oh yeah, I'm back to sounding like I was when I was 15. And so I know that there can be bizarre signs of coexisting with Andrew Hussie during this process, but I'm doing everything I can to fix that like by attacking his fucking worldview in every article, and so it's maximally unfair to zoom towards my speed of distinguishing my personality from his; I didn't grill Toby Fox about that
This goes back to my perspective on industry artists that they were filtered by mainstream culture from honest artistic expression. And this wasn't some rational technicality to me, I could actually visualize this like a sort of extra sight. For different individuals. I was basically becoming an abstract surgeon. For enhancing artistic expression with fine, friendly care.
But mainstream women are onanistic, and they didn't get to know me. They knew I had some kind of βsexualβ interest in the way I was critiquing their culture. But the point wasn't to please myself, it was to activate my personal powers. I hated sex except purely for reproduction at puberty, I preferred to keep living like a kid but more powerfully, the heavens granted that personal prayer but at the cost of the tangled, nightmare path of introducing to the world the process of the spiritual development I gained jurisdiction for. I'm the kind of guy who doesn't give a shit about difficulty, and so people back around 2009 exploded with the spiritual magnitude of the random guy they had met online.
Vivzie sabotaged people calling me βschizo, crazy,β etc. through this song, which reflects that despite considering her a 4chan friend a storm of factors scrambles this like her workβs theological significance. Mainstream types have this attitude about it: βno that canβt be it, heβs too sexy and cool if thatβs why heβs βcrazyβ!β
And so they sought to undermine my critiques as about pleasing myself. βNarcissist, asshole, animation expert,β etc. Within my mind I was aiming to become a super advanced billionaire who fights for the people, basically Iron Man but with Batman's abilities. They cannot reconcile the truth with their livejournal fantasies, and so over the years they have been desperate to interpret all signs of my actual philosophies as a normal mainstream, degenerate thing to hide the shame.
Meanwhile there's the βelitistβ part, I was focusing all the abstract surgery on my friends. They were absolutely desperate to thrash around to identify my hypocrisy, and the original source of this desire must have been things like how I would critique the inferiority of nepotism against my merit-based standards. This is where John K's philosophy comes in: real people with interesting character have a lot of complexities that includes seeming contradictions. Like Popeye. I think VivziePop is great, she is also the best new creator artist, both of those facts have turned out to co-exist. It basically provokes humor that I can treat people specially as my friends and they become great skillful artists, stomping all over the memory of true nepotism in proper timelines.
But, this is where sloth comes in: I was becoming so spiritually powerful as an artist that pretty much anything I can do to help people directly would make them more impressive than everybody else with some years of decent effort on their part. This is why I was excoriated for saying my briefly-had friends were βpretty good,β because they were going to watch me use all of the power I had gained from my Revolution to live like artistic royalty.
But it turned out I was so spiritually crushed that never took place.
Then i posted a lot and vividly remember anonymous girls reacting to every little thing I said. They remembered my intensive focus on encouraging proper expression as a generically wonderful thing to women, making my spirit flourish for things like interacting with ipgd and learning from my spiritual visions. But I was dogged by the jealousy and resentment of women who intentionally avoid thinking about what they do, and weaponized my incredibly precarious position in life as when I debated religion in favor of traditionalism and Catholicism with my connections to homestuck, undertale, Steven Universe, and other things, encouraging social assaults upon my mind that left me in a frail state, to the point that I struggled to enjoy posting on /co/.
For a lot of them it wasn't about protecting mainstream values, it was simply their petty interest they were raised to believe they were entitled to. Not having to cater to some random guy with his wild personal antics. Of course that has coalesced into introducing Cosmic theology, Cosmic beings, the cool true nature of Black Identity, Race, and Culture, and many other things to prove I have been a responsible and hard-working - ABSTRACTLY HARD WORKING, which is pretty androgynous at least in the present - man to reciprocate all of the attention I received.
As a person I believe in doing things for people just because that's what you do together, but I know that the fall of Man led to toil and we live in a sinful world. I actively seek to improve the big animation projects VivziePop has made. But until I can Purge the social hives of their nonsense, I will always be haunted by the resentment and hostility of the past which they communicated by falsely characterizing me as if I was not the kind of man to rip social misconduct to shreds like Daffy Duck in Duck Amuck.
After I had written this article, I saw some supportive comments from the better Spumdonor mutuals, which goes to show the social forces going into these articles