Undertale and Bigotry
In response to nasty messages from Undertale fans, I make another article about the series relating to topics of prejudice.
Eternal Prelude continues with pages 40-41
I suppose that when the Undertale fandom plays the game with its emphasis on choosing pacifism over slaying the monsters it perceives that the monsters are symbols for lgbtq people, and this symbolizes overcoming prejudice to accept them in their lives instead of rejecting them which is analogized as death.
Oh no it is literally about accepting monsters.
What do I mean by this? Two things. 1. People were always designed with a segment among them having an inherent identity which relates to monsters 2. Monsters are real but their reality is distant because of original sin.
The concept of monsters is largely associated with the black domain, and they can be associated with all three ruling figures of the black domain. The trickster is himself associated with sea monsters, the Birdman has armies of monster Birds instead of being known for normal Earth birds, and the Lord of Mischief is associated with slimier things like bugs and snakes.
As a teenager my intention was to introduce the Paranormal, which extended into a metaphysical event that is the reactivation of the black domain. An important aspect of this reactivation is the return of monsters. Monsters are not merely very exaggerated living beings although that is an element of them. They have supernatural qualities which sin cast away, as humans made things corrupt and themselves undeserving.
Undertale fans are insistent in ignoring my best friend working on the game, and absurdly asked me to prove her existence. This comes in part because an assault came from the Cosmos in response to me bringing down the black domain out of the Cosmos, preempting my own human relationships which are key to my creativity, and my creativity is key to the reactivation of the black domain. Homestuck was the main tool for this and the main antagonist of the βgoodβ half simply represents a fusion between myself and my dog and the three powers of the black domain, Bec Noir. The antagonist is linked to Jade who simply represents ipgd before I even met her. I became best friends with her anyway and she joined the homestuck team. Their minds can't grapple with acknowledging this Cosmic event.
Apparently Andrew, under the influence of the cosmos evils, subconsciously realized this made me look too cool and sexy and so with the next villain that never really went anywhere he added notes of incest and domestic violence. The Snake theme of Caliborn separates from Bec Noir and this metaphysically connects the meaning of the characters to each other, a crude mechanism to simulate the connections formed between my alter egos. Probably Bec Noir should be prototyped with a sharp and stabby bug instead of a clown.
Meanwhile humans have a variety of ways of relating to monsters, whether inherently or culturally or in some other way like artistically. Of course the artistic way has become the primary way in our world as the other ways don't really work.
For example there are the Outer-Africans who govern things of the black domain across the globe, and one type is the monster tamer. I had an extreme magnetic attraction to ipgd as she made me calm, and meanwhile I was previously consumed by despising the evils which humans do at that young age.
In fact one of the primary duties of the existence of monsters is to manage manifestations of evil in the world. This must be understood according to theodicy: believers do not believe that it is true that God βmustβ remove evil, but sin isn't accepted either. And so monsters live according to sources of evil as if it is a resource. In this original design monsters would be a healthy outlet for humans provoking evil, explaining the popularity of works such as Jurassic Park.
Being a white girl ipgd governed my reactions so I could handle them. An important aspect of spiritual conflict is the way people react to things. All the suffering of war relates to the cosmic significance of turtles, as they govern emotion. Meanwhile with my turtle-esque ways my own emotions needed to be governed or otherwise they became too extreme, and I experienced other problems.
And so again in my articles the pettiness of the conflict with my teenage self is exposed again, because people treated me when I was 18 years old like I had already reached the culmination of my life, before I could properly connect with ipgd and others (others includes a shitload of more white girls) to modulate my internal landscape and so be healthy as an artist.
With the methods they used, which again were fueled by the cosmos (and again as the Bible says our true opponents are in the heavens; ignorance is no excuse) people tried their best to make me look horrible, terrible and other terms associated with monsters. They aimed for me to be perceived by others as a vile thing, and that was one of their main methods of crashing down my teenage efforts and encouraging people not to help me in the process.
Undertaleβs Meaning
And so this explains why I have fondness for Toby despite his close association with the homestuck project that I despise and despite many of his fans, as he encouraged people to change from how they were in the late 00s and early 10s.
But properly receiving this message is dependent on interpreting it as actually being about monsters. I don't care if it sounds silly, that's fine. I do care about how obviously parasitic lgbtq are as they search for positive sentiment about their movement.
As I have wound throughout lgbtq culture I have done something very monstrous. I have done something that I estimate to be very pleasing to God, and what I have done to please him is monstrously pleasing. It is an βevilβ that God considers very good, and it is something I have done to return his original design which included monsters, as was one of my life dreams and I acted upon that dream.
When I was a young adult I didn't even know that people would get particularly concerned with me affirming conservative views, even as I was participating on 2012 Tumblr and as the person who was plagiarized for Homestuck and the person who eventually inspired Undertale. In part this has to do with the nature of Blackness which involves making action without conscious knowledge.
And indeed I believe Toby incorporated that young adult drama as part of the inspiration, though without conscious knowledge. One of those nasty messages, possibly from one of my 4chan trolls as they were on edge about me noticing Christian themes in non-Christian artwork, did a straw man that I had the concerns of late 20th century Protestant cultural commentators.
Instead I literally believe that the Holy Spirit wants reconciliation with the existence of monsters in this time as a segue into the end times as monsters were part of the original design and they will return. The artwork of non-believers has helped accomplish this despite their lack of belief.
Wouldn't really be a complete article about monsters without spooky life theology to think about: there's a good reason why non-believers excel at such subject matter. I believe there is also monsters in this sinful world, but they serve a different purpose than the original purpose. They closely interact amongst sinful people in ways that would be unfitting for beings of light, that accomplish purposes of the light. And so they are giving direct personal inspiration! This ties directly into my narratives of individual Underbeasts, like my dog.
Indeed when those Protestant commentators spoke of βcorruptionβ, that was an inclusive term to include Catholics like me alongside non-believers. They want a squeaky clean ascent to heaven, conceptualized as a place where human interconnection, resolution of evil and other things is unimportant. Their desire led directly to rampant belief in the problem of evil because they did not recognize that evil is incorporated into God's design with intention and processes and beings.
They rejected many things about the Catholic Church including the embracing of suffering to atone and advance, a religious practice which develops one's relationship to good things that are fueled by evil, which can be living.
When people online despised my teenage efforts, they were expressing the sentiments bred in them by their Protestant parents, as through evil like harsh criticism I wish to create good like artwork never before seen, like Ava's Demon, whose creator contributed to undertale.
My artistic projects have always interwoven a fifth dimensional narrative about my own future existence which I have frequently seen in retrospect. The monstrous Tale I am recounting to people online will be told again and again throughout an entire Multiverse, this current life of mine embodying my next efforts which will proceed laterally across the Multiverse when it is made.
And so the time will come where people will have to accept my teenage self, it's going to be necessary to get to heaven. Can't love your neighbor if you exclude whole classes of neighbors. And so while people can find the idea of monsters being real silly, the silliness will decrease as existent monsters will become more relevant fifth-dimensionally.
And so Toby Fox was telling people to accept me, ipgd, and others and I'm sure God looks favorably upon this and so so do I.
I'm going to be a big shot.
This Creatures Lie Here sample is considered Holy by my creatures!!
Edit this seems like a good illustration for this article
https://twitter.com/Ahmedmedhat000/status/1680657676731072513?t=irPYnYRD_A8j9LLheTErxQ&s=19