Exposing gay culture part 2: The Meaningful Choices

I eviscerate the plea of normies in the early 10s as to how gays are responsible for their desires and imitations of normalcy, amongst other topics like my friends

Previous. If someone were to read the narratives of my articles (of course, with the gay comics and cartoons culture they get off on encouraging people not to, and to consume their undeserving work rife with perversions instead) it could be noticed that I imply that female creative leaders sometimes intentionally sabotage lgbtq culture in the background of their work.

It was common for non-believers to belittle the segment in the Sodom and Gomorrah narrative where Lot offers his daughters to the men outside instead of letting them rape angels. In fact this was a biblical representation of an impossible choice: a choice where all options are so unthinkable as to require heavenly intercession. The depravity is amplified by the bargaining that was done for the prevention of the destruction, but their acts symbolically spit in the face of that charity while aiming spiritual violation towards the heavens, which is part of gayness.

In fact a spiritual experience helped ipgd make this decision, with Christ. This was in the moment where my teenage efforts were collapsing completely. On IRC she and others questioned what critiques I had made. As I had done before with a girl, I larped as Jesus, taking his name, and as Jesus said “Guy critiqued my father's work once. You should have seen it. This place is so much better now”

My own impossible choice came as my efforts to build a community and income on Tumblr failed and I was in a proto-longhouse but worse; the homestuck community literally trying to form a tenuous connection with me through ipgd and others so I could be nothing more than a creative battery for Homestuck and the wider woke culture it was making. So, I cut myself off from everybody and became completely alone. This was mocked in Homestuck as Caliborn biting off his leg to get rid of Calliope and then later saying he “lost his sister to murder.”

I later decided this was an authentic communication from Jesus through me. My “critique” involving The Underrealm. A timeless event.

For about 8 years I did nothing but look at spiritual visions of the Cosmos and some people online I really wanted to be friends with, in their afterlife forms. Having a dog brain means being separated from people without good cause is ceaseless agony. Not only was it agony within my mind, the pain extended unfelt into the Cosmic level to have later significance.

And so Jesus was saying that she should have seen that I had done this critique, embodied in the Underrealm, but she was blinded by sin. Just as in my previous article about half-life, there's a desynchronous reflection of something I hoped was true during my later spiritual visions, was for her to be born without sin in the retroactive past of The Multiverse.

In the Genesis narrative, the angels defend themselves by striking them blind. This represents an aspect of homosexuality in being blinded to its true nature. Fittingly, since they go against nature they don't get to find out what they're actually doing, they detach from that; becoming a common theme of justice for unnaturalness. Just so, the modern Sodom and Gomorrah involves being completely blind to me as well as the activities I am doing to annihilate lgbtq culture, with my primary target being Los Angeles.

Specifically attacking men are blinded, which actually implies that women are more insightful in this area. Which is also fitting since homosexuality is primarily a male sin. And so ipgd, Rebecca Sugar and others have an intelligent feminine activity of sabotaging lgbtq which evades the powers of the intellect, personal strength, etc. which men have greater share of. It's easy for me to notice it because I have a special masculine identity that easily connects with women.

She could have seen this from certain things such as being a fan of Death Note. In the present, people have acted every time I post a drawing, update my webcomic or send my content like it is the ending of the series where Light tries to use a scrap of paper of the Death Note. This represents the eventually fully realized powers of being able to change reality through the Underrealm by writing, indeed the series will be eternally embodied by a monster named Death Note.

Despite having an abundance of opportunities, and the webcomic homestuck as well as other things like Tumblr memes doing plenty of such things, people never really mocked me for my ruined relationship with ipgd directly. This is so because that completes the real life symbolism of being another Sodom and Gomorrah event, the screaming crowd pressing forth to satisfy their depravity. It was also helped by me waiting long enough to be able to crush them with the consequences of their deeds.

And so this Encounter gave an opportunity for ipgd to decide within her spiritual life the course of her life from then on. Just as the Encounter of the ending of Half-Life 1 gave an opportunity for gamers to set their relationship with the trickster. Gordon Freeman represents myself in a timelessly meaningful event, and so people are inspired to make a meaningful and secret choice in their spiritual life. There are many such secret encounters like this.

An example of people who come out on the wrong side of a secret encounter are those talking about Half-Life 2 being nothing, a “source engine tech demo” they say. People don't experience things in the same way and this is one of the sources of their differing opinions. Meanwhile, when I played Portal 2 I had a secret encounter in a different sense of it being a total mind trip of perfection for my psychology. I never mentioned this to anybody, such decisions set up tricks.

There are also encounters you can come out on the very bad side. This is one of the origins of developing homosexuality. Strictly speaking the desires are not chosen directly, at least in this origin. They had some kind of secret encounter in which they made the wrong choice, and one of the consequences of the wrong choice was homosexual desires.

Lot’s wife forms a potent symbol of those Tumblr women who looked back at things such as the crumbled ruins of my teenage Revolution to find gratification. For some, they have concocted elaborate fantasies that I was some kind of rich man who was triumphantly defeated by social justice (see one of my next articles), pornographic interpretations of a teenager’s life being clobbered into cosmic agony. When they truly find this out, their “feminine insides” will be “turned to salt”, like when the earth is salted to prevent growth.

I know this clearly because I have seen people have secret encounters with myself in my spiritual life. They made the wrong choice regarding myself. Again, this is part of representing Cosmic beings in my role upon the Earth. I can look into their homosexuality and see this history of a spiritual interaction with myself, potentially even the choice that was made. (But, people work to cut me out of people's lives.)

Again, Homestuck always presents an easy example. I have seen a lot of people who do not really regard Caliborn as a villain, to the degree that I couldn't really understand how anybody could. I posted on HSG and anons expressed intense fondness for him, I suspect including some members of the animation industry. But of course, there were the many people who by their choice to sin “correctly” interpreted Caliborn as a villain who represents a Catholic in ultimate determination mode.

Bec Noir wearing Bro’s glasses, the grown up version of Andrew's most direct self-insert, can represent myself using the knowledge of Homestuck to persecute lgbtq, the webcomic trying to defy the future. And so that's another example of a secret encounter, truly believing in that defiance, which involves homosexually violating my life activities.

People live in a sinful world, but that's not the same as living worthless lives. People make decisions of great consequence, decisions which can strongly reverberate in eternity. And for the damned, that's eternal torment. And so, there are those certain decisions made with the spirit which land you in the specific “circle” of hell, and a specific region of it, among specific company, and so forth. You will know that it was no accident that you were a homosexual, a mere victim of fate, you made decisions that led you to your destiny.

When people online declared Metal Gear Solid to be one of the “most gay series”, they disregarded how the psychic resonance of The Boss defines the series, which goes back to before 3 through the inspiration of movies like The Abyss. The explorer vehicle of the film represents a feminine construct, inspiring the settings of the games as well as the Mecha. Instead of exploring the depths of male-female connection the works of creators like James Cameron and Hideo Kojima allow, they intentionally violated that connection.

And so ipgd did indeed seek to please Jesus in the midst of her soul. It was sad to think of her reacting to the unchangability of the situation. You see, I knew that there were decisions I could make to make my life much easier. For some, it would seem to be as simple as doing a certain thing one day online. But if I did that I would not be the person who various people online were fond of. It was an illusory choice, possibly a stub of the Multiverse.

As I looked on my feed thinking about looking up Hideo posts on The Abyss, this appeared. And the time? ipgd's birth numbers. People can decide as they will but the voice of God is clear, and the additional voices like of heavenly darkness as well.

I became set in my path. Homosexuals became set in theirs. If they participated in the online art communities, it would have been impossible not to commit homosexual infractions against me, ranging from spoiling my Revolution for friendship, to corrupting the lives of people who should have been friends with me, to directly involving me with their pleasures of masturbation and sodomy.

On her own, ipgd’s fondness for Davekat - which she directly pushed on the team - seems deranged on multiple levels. But, it can represent both halves of my personality. One part symbolized by the dog, who yells at my opponents online and creates profane monstrous symbolism including constant examples I don't notice, as well as my “normal” self who aims to be creatively cool, make “rap music”, and defeat the reversal of Lord English I was born into, a social-temporal abomination caused by a prehistoric misunderstanding that when I was born I hadn't come up with the Underrealm yet.

And so, the ship was a spiritual mechanism for healing damage to my soul caused by Andrew basing characters on aspects of my identity for malicious ends, as Andrew celebrated on his Tumblr. To literally enjoy Dave and Karkat fucking is not only perverse in being homosexual, it is also violating a symbolic mechanism for the homestuck fanbase to repair some of my psychological damage and ironically strengthen me to arise and destroy Homestuck. Meanwhile, for female shippers the enjoyment can be more psychological and about the meaning of it that they feel. This merger was reflected in Jade, representing ipgd, suddenly having having extra dog parts (this is a normal way of thinking when it comes to her, for me). Mirroring which arises in real life both of the villains of Homestuck, the dog and the determined loner.

So why are they bad? Because their whole lifestyle is about enjoying badness. They also invaded the psychological space of accepting people who enjoy “badness”, like being obsessed with making monsters real. They brew up fake emotions and receive fake sentiments they do not deserve. They can repent, but they cannot say that they were doing good. Homestuck became an LGBTQ icon through things like mocking strong friendship and marriage, like the songs of the films Armageddon and Con Air. That's how the ball got rolling in the first place. They can only apologize to Jesus, the makers of those films, and other people. They saw the start of understanding the Cosmos and spat in its face, which meant directly in my face, as I was made to represent this level of the heavens. For most, those films will have a greater afterlife than they will.

When the time comes, they will have no illusions about having a direct and personal involvement in ruining my life as they enjoyed Tumblr memes and other garbage. These are spiritual mechanisms. They would have no point if they did not have meaningful effects upon the world. Each and every time they reblogged a meme about a “chud”, they were having negative interactions with people like me, and with me most of all, as I have that responsibility. They will see their nightmares, which I enjoyed for 8 years. Next.