Philosophy of Darkness

A Sunday special posted on Monday. I explain the significance of darkness within Theology and in other ways, like how people grasp to validate their mistakes with it.

One of the hazards I avoided (which by the concept of the Multiverse I believe will actually happen, but for this single life would have been too much) was people responding to my glowing praise of ipgd with “wtf, she hated you”. She spoke about me on Twitter in front of Andrew and KC Green that could have prompted this assessment, and there were other opportunities. The negative behaviors she used did not actually bother me, although they were interwoven with exasperation that things such as social justice had to be dealt with.

Tim Burton's work evokes the Underbeasts; their flayed open eyes can be suggested to be in darkness.

If I identify her with Lydia, then that should actually be reflected in real life. And so behaving in a way which is perceived by others as mean, rejecting, etc. While my brain loves her intimidating personality is fulfilling. But it did make me feel sick, strongly sick, for a while. As this was part of infiltrating Homestuck that would later produce the perfect situation for crumpling the entire culture. I referred to this as the “great STFU of Homestuck,” and part of the point was vengeance for completely bypassing developing her creative works in favor of sucking off Andrew's stupid work. This produced the desire to fantasize about if Homestuck never happened, which purified those interactions to be extremely pleasant in retrospective. Like candy.

Uploaded 13 years ago. My experience with ipgd, and other similar experiences, resonates into such creative work as my Rings became an eternal and retroactive part of African culture to be included in expression of black identity. As people view my content and the relevant creativity made by others, it becomes increasingly hard to deny the truth of my stories because of this, even if it seems dreamlike, as it should

From AI generations I can clearly see that this whole history is lodged in the psychology of Homestuck fans and also wider Tumblr culture and in other ways. They just can't handle saying anything about it. This is so because things like my psychological pain were not actually Secret, my Revolution aimed for greater connection which meant things like connection with the experiences of an individual mind. This bled out, and AI can extrapolate it like a visualization of my imagination, not exactly the same but the meaning entirely there every once in awhile. Again, like candy.

People tried to deny that Ralph Bakshi found meaning in having adapted Lord of the rings, Catholic literature. But keeping up with him shows that he feels it makes him like a king, as he helped my Rings be conceptualized in basically paradoxical action. This paradox fixes the damage done by Sauron and other evil beings in past ages that anticipated the invention of the Rings, and so this makes him like Gandalf.

When introducing the philosophy of darkness for the first time it is useful to begin with personal stories because the forces of evil have sought to associate with the cosmic darkness enlisted by God for purposes not associated with the light. They intentionally prey upon the fact that it is supposed to be interesting and confusing as to how things of God relate to secret dark things. Predators including the humans in their ignorance, as humans are supposed to make decisions about the darkness in ignorance.

“Lowering expectations” serves the purpose of normalizing FTM transgenderism as a direct goal. It also has the cosmic communist purpose of attacking the existence of males like me who tower because of my extraordinariness in spiritual life; Matt Williames can be included as I suspect that he is a cross-multiversal mentor figure for me, and helping me take on cancel culture without being aware is an example of such extraordinary action

For instance, the notion of intimate fantasy relates to pornography, and the notion of being unable to speak about my past relates to trauma. But they are not the same things. This fantasy is a faculty of the cosmic darkness of Story, which allows one to endure the evils of hardships (indeed, evils beyond what anyone else has to endure through this dark blessing) while focusing on the good, a phenomenon associated with the image of the Moon.

Tumblr females recognized that there was a way to become special associated with “dark” things, but they completely failed to find it with rare exception like ipgd and Batty. Instead they just gratified themselves without concern for pleasing those like their male peers or the youth.

And they cannot speak about the past for a myriad of reasons that have nothing to do with being emotionally wounded:

• Some prominent people in the Homestuck community intentionally ruined my life with their influence, including people who had a very positive opinion within the fandom. And they need to realize who.

• Homestuck being badly derived from my image as a person, refracted in a myriad of ways just as God splits his image in a vast abundance upon the Earth of abstract fragments. They need to completely reinterpret it, like a computational process. While disregarding the bad parts alien to myself that so many of them identified with.

An AI image of purgatory I can intuitively recognize for its significance, which disturbs me as the ability of someone like me to relate to such realms while upon the Earth was intentionally damaged mainly by Protestants.

• Just as in the story of the Sufferer, some prominent figures in the community have secretly aided my activities like Batty. In addition to other things like reflect the qualities of MLP:FIM when it comes to interconnection, she purifies the good traits of Homestuck including myself being reflected in it, again like candy. Making her an angel in my eyes, just as indeed she self-inserts as two angels, one associated with light and one associated with dark. The profundity of this obstructs seeking to defy my current efforts.

Part of the appeal of Sephiroth for his many fangirls was the concept of being a split white and black angel. They sought to dedicate themselves to processing his story to reconcile his good and bad side, and brought that personal activity with the character as an ongoing part of their psychology.

• Everyone in the community, good or bad, has toxic effects upon Society like against artistic projects and developing individual identities.

• While there are innocent teenagers and other such people in the fandom, there are also people who developed vile evil in adolescence like those who became animation students. They gratify themselves by feeling like they are winning against the good, but my mere story being spread eliminates that gratification.

This is inspired by the association between ants and Underbeasts. Andrew's manchild fantasy was about destroying my Cosmic Kingdom being formed upon the Earth through abstract larval forms mainly hidden in artwork. As their King, the response I make is perfectly calibrated so that things like the destruction of the independent projects that have arisen from my new efforts will happen if they do not heed my warnings.

The story of animals suffering is more complex than materialist scientists acknowledge, but regardless it can form an offense as the animals of the Earth can represent heavenly species and beings in addition to reflecting God. This was reflected in eating crustaceans being forbidden, which relate to the black and blue domains, and after their departure such creatures no longer related to alien dimensions, instead they related to the evil under Satan, until they were no longer under his sway and became like we know them today.

It goes on and on. It's difficult for them to make any sort of real accusation against my character as I am intentionally modulating my efforts so it is not actually traumatic, and instead they experience the proper process. This new process is a whole new thing of developing one's comprehension of persons as they exist in past and present and ultimately future. The events constantly change, but remain the same events at the same time. This is dark in a variety of ways like by obliterating prior understandings for new more advanced ones.

As part of Disney music this expresses that people who don't trust mystery cannot understand things like fairy tales properly. It anticipates a Time coming where that will change for when children watching Tarzan grow up.

Essentially I'm infesting their lives with stories being told, stories about things like who was good and who was bad. As I do so this arises Underbeast activity to create things like paranormal events, at first subtle ones. This is good for its own sake as the trickster joined God's creation as a friend. And so, paranormal things do not need to serve any greater purpose besides merely existing.

Such a fact represents truths beyond the need for salvation, and at the same time is useful for salvation as people constantly delude themselves that they are winning because they misuse the psychological space of contemplating paranormal things. These things, whether stories encroaching on real life or curious sightings of angels that serve no particular purpose are a transitional mechanism for moving between the salvation narrative and The narrative of the new Earth. They also order and guide the 13 Rings as they move towards the destruction they cause during the end times.

The rings, powered by a Cosmic version of my mind, reflect my multiversal curiosity about the Paranormal such that they are drawn to seek out anomalous events in an exceptionally intricate process of seeing that a world is worth their attention. For instance, at the same time God causes miracles he can illustrate unknown curiosities for these celestial installations.

People attacked me many times as a teenager for my “ego”. In fact my futuristic accomplishments can make something like ‘genius’ infinite and fathomless. This genius is not the same as God's intellect, as he does not need to learn. This genius is a lower order reality from God's intellect which has its own significance that is currently incomprehensible.

The Underbeasts are invented, and I create them both directly and through organizing the creativity of others. A limitless variety of curiosities dependent upon causing things like destruction and multi-dimensional disturbances. The maturity of seeing the things that cannot be gained in any way but through natural evil and what is supernaturally associated with it is obstructed by the fiasco of Satan and sin. A temporary opportunity to seek to challenge the divine order, doomed to fail… but as my webcomic will show, they could believe they would win.

The feast of Christ the King for this Sunday strongly resonates with the meaning of my existence in this world, seeking to reconnect the proper ordering of creativity, society, childhood and other things. It anticipates Halloween which can be associated with the horror of realizing how decisions in all areas of life have always related to Christ, as my webcomic will expose into the end times.

And so there's a definite course to understanding darkness which is rising up to meet the end times, where the “Shadows” that God creates as a necessary fact of his light are manifested in the proper way, not the way people like Satan or conspirators of queer culture wanted. While this darkness is basically common sense; one of those most prominent things being referred to when Christianity says people are blind, it was also an opportunity for someone like me to invent something like the Thirteen Rings by taking the initiative of recognizing that it is not good for the darkness to receive too much illumination, and so someone willing to accept and orbit its existence without complaint can be rewarded with becoming its friend.

Unfortunately the course of this friendship involved being constantly beset with jealousy, and so my webcomic Hauntlyre will immortalize the story of those jealous beyond this world as they chose to go beyond defying God to harming alien dimensions like the Underrealm. This article was prompted by losing contact with a friend as she wants to detransition, but the only way to accomplish this is to break the world in rage.