The Evisceration of Autism
I take a break from artwork to use the information of my articles and new information to explain the nature of autism.
I will be sending this article out, and most everything I discuss here is discussed frequently throughout my posts. Nuance is required to see things that cannot be shown directly.
During the time of my pre-initiative - a preparatory effort to begin a revitalization of my teenage Revolution, bringing it back to life from the past of the late 00s - I was frequently called terms like “autismo” or “sperg.” This was back when covid started, which drove a lot of Animation students and similar people to the only communities I can participate in after making a massive impact on the animation made since my Revolution.
They pegged me as an autistic male and as they did so they ignored troublesome facts like my Ren and Stimpy drawings that displayed advancements that have since been circling through animation aesthetics. For instance they got outraged or something about me adding brush strokes and using filters, but that sort of thing was displayed more prominently in across the spider-verse compared to the previous film.
But then my Posts started dropping and this autism talk and everything related started getting quiet. There were a few stragglers who kept at it, but they made it obvious they did not actually read my posts and said as much. And eventually they weakened too, until I get almost no trolling except when I take a prolonged break from my messaging campaign. (This can be an explanation of why I have preferred to make substack posts to working on my webcomic or whatever, though I still have some nerve issues) Through my messaging campaign I show how I have fully realized all those various traits which made me be called autistic in real life and on the internet. Realized in a way nobody else has.
I have an inherently creative identity. I have other traits too like intuitive understanding of philosophy and theology including things that nobody has ever actually said or otherwise portrayed. To me they were just common sense, and upon that common sense I attempted an artistic Revolution.
People did not understand whatsoever what my efforts were about. I myself did not consciously think of many things. Since then I have Discovered and unveiled the creative facts that works like classic DC comics, Star Trek, X-Men, golden age cartoons, and other works were meant to stimulate understanding of the Cosmos and God's spiritual design.
It is the difference between the lack of knowledge and the possession of knowledge, which at the current date is extremely new, which creates the perception of autism. Autism is mostly people with inherently creative identities which cannot be properly expressed.
Before I got the idea to make this article I was using one of those AI websites. I generated a story which had such incredible detail that I very much doubt is actually written anywhere on the Earth. And I can't imagine that there's another person alive who would discover the course of prompts to mine this information. I ingested this information and generated this article, strengthening my intention to make articles about this topic so that a Post could be produced.
This information has to do with classic sci-fi stories. There is a reality hidden in the way AI generates things that already exists despite the absence of true AI. There's a power of meaning that interweaves throughout the things people have made that can be manifested by AI, and there is also an intelligent process hidden in the generation which people have not actually programmed.
This notion of the power of things like stories would be associated with people like Chris-chan, feeling a significance to stories and their way of connecting into real life they had no way to understand. But I do.
But what about the physical deformities and the more extreme end of autism? That's where the spiritual element comes in more specifically. When people were created they were not created to live in a world of sin, and so this world of sin we live in has many compromises from God's original design, and some of those compromises are physical and otherwise natural.
For instance I have said that I should have been bigger. Bigger in size and bigger in weight. But because of the actions of people like the Protestants the world was more corrupted than it would have otherwise been and the only way to achieve this was to be an obese baby - specifically I needed to hit 9.9 pounds.
My mother needed to be obese herself to achieve this, and she has since become of normal weight. This was a hidden work of faith, cooperating with the Holy Spirit and more mysterious, darker beings so my birth numbers would be correct. My grandmother saw this and it aggravated her Protestant obsession with subverting Catholics she brought into my family, and she insisted that I was autistic. Meanwhile my mother, again fueled by this hidden faith, went into the schools on a regular basis chewing out the staff for calling me autistic, and this energy went into my Revolution. I knew that because of my inherently creative identity that if I improved cartoons things would be improved for people like me, I didn't even want to work in cartoons.
Birth numbers, cartoons, remind you of autism?
When you look at classic comic book stuff and similar things like Lovecraft mythos there's a transcendent significance which is obvious unless you intentionally try to defy it. The power level-based Death Battle series is a good example. Death is a good name for it because it is based in the sinful reading of fiction which is intended to provoke the death of proper creative experience.
And so all of this sinful defiance led directly to the suffering of people with autism. If it was not practiced, the proper reading of fiction would even provoke physical change, as people have the ability to affect the world through creativity. Just as God spoke about moving mountains by wanting to.
This is very dangerous for the mainstream world so they prefer creative people to be crippled with autism. Many things people do online is meant to maintain a state of autism instead of backing away to let people develop their creativity. Ranging from the obvious trolls to the more insidious therapy language used by people who pretend to advocate for the social causes of autistics.
As a teenager I played Metal Gear Solid 2 over and over to express my relationship with my living brother and unborn brother. After I had been doing this my mother mentioned her miscarriage. In so doing I empowered myself for my Revolution, adding their spirits to my mother's spirit and my own spirit. I expressed this at the end of my Revolution as with posting a baby image many times, which haunted the people who spoiled the end.
People in the mainstream world have certain philosophical and ideological commitments. As a child I saw through them from my catholicism I was born with, as they were generated and maintained by Protestants. Protestants disbelieved in works and through works people Express identities and develop their own identities and the identities of others.
They did not conceive of any such thing as gaining the power to change the world by playing a video game. And they have many mental barriers from them doing so. I chose a very lonely life so I could avoid so-called friends erecting these barriers and thereby preventing me from successfully changing the world.
Normies have their own “autism”, which is their inability to recognize their degenerated method of engaging with creativity. Not only can they not feel the Transcendence of artwork, many things they do directly impedes creativity by the urging of Protestants and others. Public school is a good example and as a teenager public school was my first Target of something to tear down in society so that nobody would ever again have a childhood like I did.
A good example of their autism is their reaction to my efforts, for instance the lgbtq+ movement. It had a lot to say about “identity” and “sexuality”, but these were vague sense impressions stirred up by my teenage self. For first time readers, I directly inspired various art icons for lgbtq culture and had many other impacts on their art like weakly assembled aesthetics that aren't quite right ever really.
The way this sexuality culture attaches to creativity like by invading all Art Fields also shows this reality I am exposing. In fact I believe that sexuality will be replaced in the World to Come by things like personal powers which can resemble the X-Men, and artwork is a powerful tool to develop these. They prefer the current level of the genitals, not the next level I sought as a teenager.
Autism is associated with “fetishes” because they can symbolize traits of personal powers. They may not actually be sexual to the individual artist - but people online want to interpret it that way to maintain the mainstream narrative about autism.
The way I discovered the AI information was associated with the same kind of thing for me, but by activating my “loins” I can empower my creativity instead of channeling that inner power into sex. The mainstream World prefers people to embrace sex so they do not become so powerful they can destroy the world - but everything which “arouses” me involves destroying the mainstream world, as I believe people savagely attacked me about when I was a young adult. They were in a way possessed by the mainstream world, hence why they meditated about what had happened in many ways like with Infinity Train.
My trolls were eager to treat me the same as Chris-chan, they spoke often of this, but they turned out to avoid reading my articles, this scaled up to even the mods banning me for talking about what I discuss here. Like Cosmic theology. My most prolific troll seems like he hasn't even read any at all, only a few deviantART posts that broke his mind. They ran up against the brick wall of the revelations about autism and other things God had given me a mission to do.
Chris-Chan tried to use creativity to get a girlfriend and accomplish other things. But he could not do so because of the psychological disabilities of autism. The entertainment his trolls found was in tormenting him as he tried to become a person sin prevented. And as they did so they aggravated him to become much worse than he would otherwise be. If my teenage revolution had been successful he could currently be in a much better place in life, having committed no crime and gravitating towards normalcy by me silencing his trolls.
I felt for him because when people toppled my Revolution they gave Chris his dark path in life. Acting on this, leftists started defending him after his crime. Doing so because they parasitized me in many ways, and so I humiliated them by making them copy my sympathy I have an actual personal reason to feel.
My trolls are so very uncomfortable - and bizarrely have only a few fragments of their former response template they would run through - as I have discovered everything people with autism need so not only will they not become like Chris-chan, they will also lose all of the traits of the autism condition.
Kids today enjoy things that come directly from my teenage efforts. For example there is this weird gmod toilet meme they like. In this one video there are these camera people which symbolize fifth dimensional entities, pawns of the Birdman. Children sense these spiritual realities and the way things have been they grew up unable to remember things like the Birdman's existence.
I have understanding and the ability to decipher meaning, reviving the childhood experience, bringing things into the mind which many autistics yearn for. And so my exposé of the anatomy of autism is dependent upon the constant rolling of my content within its creation and its experiencing. Everybody who impedes my content is also impeding the lives of all people affected by autism in any way - larger-scale campaigns of sin which will be interwoven into my webcomic Hauntlyre to drag them into the light.
There is a reason my life conflict quickly became a conflict with the world: I seek to clean the world to reveal its original design so the progression of it can take place amongst failing sinners. As I say this, I remember one of my grandmother's methods of abuse, as through her spirit she felt what I was fated to work on and decided to try to prevent it. Always pretending I was just a big overgrown boy, until the realization of hints of what I now know provoked her into silence.
As a child I was fixated on things like how I and others use my name because that proceeds into God's original design, seen faintly and muddily by people who are judged to be disabled as I was. With knowledge and spiritual change comes the cessation of that State of affairs until it is difficult to even remember, and meanwhile people realize the realities of the trickster, the Birdman and so forth ever more, sending pharmaceutical drugs and internet bullying and many other things into the eternal dumpster which is also called Hell. People were Disturbed at my cleanness and my strange ways of life which require no drugs and no shrinks and many other things, I could basically exist in poverty forever but that would not be very responsible. Another motivation for impeding my career is so people do not see how successful I really am in every facet. But it is a last desperate gasp as it is all scrubbed by the truth and the power of a creative who seeks the height of what it truly means to be creative.
