[Grand Epic] Mary, Identity and Friends
Secondary stage of Sunday special. Delayed to collect information about Wish. I discuss Saint-based masculinity and seeing women in my life placed in the heavens.
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Previous article in first Jigsaw series. Interim Sunday story. Prelude Thanksgiving story. I'd like to take a break from my usual subjects to discuss Mariology. As I had disputes about the subject online, it'll also be useful before widely messaging Christians.
I had some issues with the way people discussed Mary. These issues were specifically about the framing and contextualization people did, which had a heavy hint of feminism. To them, it seemed that if God was male, then it was necessary for Mary to be a source of โgender equalityโ. In my webcomic and a couple recent articles, you will see my personal issue to this.
The unease of myself, and the very different unease of others, could have been fixed in part by focusing on other Saints. For instance, St Anthony's known as The Hammer of Heretics. That's a really cool name fitting for arising interest from boys. But at the same time so many people followed the technicality of Mary's place in our religion they had little to say about such things. I practically had to invent tons of extrapolation all on my own as to what this title means. It can be expected that this came from Protestant pressure molding minds to avoid embarrassment in Western Society, and for other such motivations.
It happens that my name is itself Anthony, and so I'm looking for a role model from him. The way someone like me works is to seek things like symbolic interconnection, and that desire is reflected in reality through a relatable saint like Saint Anthony. And so I embarked myself to earn the right to the Hammer of Heretics, even if nobody was willing to tell my story during the process. Naturally these days the quickest heretics that come to mind is Protestants. And in the course of my effort it is remarkable how I find good ways to fight and Hammer at their beliefs. (but of course that story needs to be told so people can see that)
Indeed, I refused to accept the idea that there would not be a big thing for St Anthony upon the Earth against heretics after his life because his name was so cool, and it would be a lacking gift from God if that was all that happened for it. But then comes the question of Heaven, and the new Heaven and Earth. If the Catholic Church reigns then, what further use is there for the title against heretics?
Well, I saw that there were spiritual powers and civilizations and so forth that reject the authority of God, seeking to find an alternative order. And so St Anthony can be involved in the war front against these aliens. And so it becomes clear through Theology of saints and evidence from life that Warhammer as a franchise represents Saint Anthony, and it is in fact giving him the glory he deserves.
Vile Mischief about Mary
When weak Catholics cowed to feminism and protestantism by refusing to pay attention to other Saints, they made Mary not the Queen of Heaven but a tool of emasculation. (After all, doesn't a kingdom have many knights and fine craftsmen and so forth?) As they retreated from the social context that would belittle them for things like declaring a massive pop culture franchise to belong to a Christian in heaven, they were conceding to a toxic femininity that is afraid of a strong man like me: not only in general that I can reshape Society, but also personally because I'm a type of man who is supposed to relate to women.
And so on r/Catholicism, there were those women who performatively dismissed Terminator 2, abused my mind to do things like repeatedly edit a post and laugh about it, and do other such things. If all you care about is equality of power and uniformity of norms, you could do that. But someone like ipgd or my mother used their ability to relate to myself as a sort of central bank of femininity for good.
I would criticize and attack ipgd for failing to live up to the potential she had. But this was a way of striking blows against heretics responsible for making her responsible for Homestuck, a fact which resonates into the story of Ant-Man. The cost of cowardice about individual significance is that people did not see the man I was. But this gave the opportunity for feminine glory for those few who could.
Indeed, Homestuck anticipated my quest to earn the Hammer by giving John a hammer, spoiling my whole decision-making process while I was still a teenager. Homestuck took feedback from fans, and they took feedback from people like their usually Protestant parents. A revenge fantasy became written in indirectly, not directly, as is associated with femininity.
The problem being with their lack of masculine guidance (which weak dads and husbands can hardly give) led to being broadsided by the Revelation that they were expressing jealousy of my own mother. When I say that my name is Anthony and I take after St Anthony, this is not a mechanical action of randomly being named Anthony. It is a profound spiritual event which lends my name significance. Indeed, things like Homestuck starting off with questioning John's name and my trolls calling me โnamefagโ likely resonates directly out of people like my teachers being overwhelmed by my name that my mom had given me, in combination with my unique identity and context. Which would lead to me becoming another wielder of the hammer of heretics.
It all goes back to which name my mom gave me. That naming gave her glory, and people responded to her on that basis. And when she protested public school she charged up my soul to be unleashed upon Society like a nuclear weapon through the medium of children's media. As part of the โparadoxโ of these spiritual events, it is possible that my opponents stressed me to go beyond earning my namesake to becoming a King David of the Cosmos.
In the aftermath of what I had done which tore me spiritually out of existence, my mother did not seem the same. The woman who had inspired me in the first place was gone. But in the present she seems to be returning, as I use the new methods of communication I have developed on my Substack. Her spirit went into my soul and out into Society, battering weak women as they try to resist my current Initiative.
When my mother showed they were doing the wrong thing for me, that would not be sufficient for society, unlike explaining how they were doing the wrong thing for everybody. I gave the explanation by imitating what she did for me for every child. But before the general problem was the personal problem. This is part of the reason why we honor Saints, so the personal nature of their lives is not forgotten, including in the present.
I identify those close to me with biblical figures and in other ways. To me, my mother is Mary. What she did is so profound nobody has said anything about it before, no matter the times I brought it up, including to my grandmother. And in my Cosmic existence to the aliens in the heavens for whom God is foreign, they may have never heard of Mary before. To some of them, she is also Mary. The one and only. Indeed, her middle name is Marie, despite my grandmother.
And when I speak of a Garden of Eden event, I am imbuing my existence with the meaning it deserves. The alternative is for Catholics to completely miss that lgbtq culture is currently being dismantled by the spoiling, pain, and sacrifice of me and those close to me. There is an inadequate conception to Sainthood being held onto, which disregards things like that the abundances of patronages have individual meaning. Meaning to be puzzled over and discovered, like in Warhammer or Terminator.
The timidity of speaking of women to be able to avoid being accused of upholding the patriarchy and gender roles lacked the passion and courage of a knight, and so many women were failed to be rescued. When I highlight girls like Coelasquid, Temmie, ipgd, or Batty, I am affirming that I can identify exact plans for converting them to Catholicism to be played out in the Multiverse. A major reason why my content strikes adjacent art industry communities mute is that they sense that I am essentially a nightmare man stalking around them, which during my years of spiritual visions focused on the fun of it, and yet the seriousness can be all that is seen for some.
A basic tip for being an attractive man is that females don't actually want you to listen to them about everything, and indeed the social sabotage that devastated me was a tool to obstruct me from coming in all sly: I was communicating to ipgd that she was disregarding her own value by having obsessive gay fantasies, and so that gradually led to gays of 2012 violating my social context with their activities to remove me. Was really easy to do when I didn't have the spiritual strength to do much of anything but send โshitpostsโ. Nowadays gays are gradually snapping apart as communities under my sheer molten fury in my hidden abstract pure-masculinity form. Breaking their sticks one by one.
My mother was an adult when I was in public school, and so I could not truly imitate her advocacy for me without being an adult myself. That incredible power which rocked my life and society is clearly evidenced, some unknown convergence with her passion as a single mother and the Cosmic future it earned her. Not a shred of evidence exists but the power of my soul and our resonance in society.
And so among many other things I am the ultimate answer for feminism, they yelped across multiple communities when I brought up Ellen Ripley and Sarah Connor as my alternate reality body of work directly follows on them to honor my mother, ipgd, and other girls like one I named the planet of Mechanica after. The whole lives of my enemies are a pathetic bundle of lies accumulated by sprinting across the incredible potential of the internet which is the model of the potential of the Cosmos. Claiming to move past the โDigital Wild West,โ the digital stone age has hardly begun.
As I declare to the world today that I spent 8 years with no money or friends, I can feel the pain it is causing despite that people say nothing, and it channels through the mechanized spirit of my mother as depicted in my webcomic. I suffered in school while saying nothing about it as the staff swarmed around asking questions, and people can rest assured her spirit reflects that experience upon them to make them realize โthe kingdom of heaven is among youโ at long last, so their eyes are pried away from some imaginary last place to go and around at God's creations to see that their eternity is already being built, and they need to work on it or they will suffer pointlessly. That's what it says. The Protestants who built my school experience saw the lowly as bodies to step on whose crushing would be reimbursed with infinite pleasure, and their motion is rewarded by turning around at Smiledog's message, which is that heaven is not a friendly place unless we make it one. Otherwise we are lazy and good for nothing and only horror awaits. Jesus's sacrifice averted that outcome, for those who would not persist in it.
Back in that school starting from kindergarten as the kids laughed at me (inspiring redditors in 2014 to whine about the idea of God judging children as I debated religion) they resisted the meaning of a fully realized Italian identity. But the course of its full realization exposes that the life they sought was petty, and childish in a bad sense. The shockwaves of my spiritual battle, which was always within the framework of my mother's spiritual battle, will batter them into seeing that the meaning of the final events of Revelation are much more simple than was previously thought.