The Internal Voice
I explain how my unique ability to hear uniqueness in expression led to my Revolution, the resentment of my enemies, and establishing relationships with Cosmic beings.
Oil-Worlds continues with Chapter 12, Birdman: βHe swung into the surrounding black, and chattered with the stars. Momentarily the lights clamored of the suns, establishing their original connecctions to surrounding dimensions severed amongst the snakely mishap.β
This new song expresses my inner voice as I get evicted - more clearly than I experience it in my own mind. The key detail of spreading my wings to the Heavens while people abandoned my creative leadership to associate with sex minority culture and leftism over my Catholicism and friendship focus. I was mocked in the animation community for my tributes to John after everything he did for me since I was 4 years old - films like Demolition Man he inspired being an experience of actual life to me - and meanwhile my real life rolls on with leading artists doing the same thing for me even though I was never established at all.
When I first heard Katie Rice's voice i preferred the voice I read her posts in. Being cuter, this tied into the convoluted fabric of the John K Accusations, and yet I was a minor. Meanwhile when people asked what voice they read comics and stuff in I got confused, as I read them in the voice of the writers and artists and characters. This was part of the beginning of the widespread internet that should have happened, exploring the differences between people's lives, but this was suppressed by Protestants so people would not realize the great diversity of spiritual life (they prefer βfeeling God's love in their heartsβ, Jesus as their lover, God-as-Barney), and so people freaked out about realizing that I engaged with content in a much more advanced way.
When it comes to βfeeling God in my heartβ, I would struggle to ever qualify as a Christian in Protestant America, as I simply didn't. However I was excellent at feeling others from classic and current artwork and expression in my mind and heart. Again, they manufacture disabilities out of refusing to accept human biodiversity. I thrilled when Jesus appeared randomly in things like Penny Arcade, and so they forced crises of faith to live in their thrill-free world.
It also reflects things like discussing her on my Substack without being asked. The early 10s generation of βgood boysβ like Andrew and Alex did everything upfront, becoming tools of their communities. Meanwhile I stayed true to my personal masculine vision. My vision embodying the internal voice of Homestuck and Gravity Falls overall.
Art minus Art
Being capable of reading the inner qualities of artists, I guided their creativity with this strongly, not needing to actually post my own work. And not doing so encouraged their uniqueness in a world where everything was encouraging them not to in the mainstream. And here came the frustration of mediocre people: they have no inner voice. They gave it up early in life to have an easy path through the mainstream world, and so typically their uniqueness amounted to psychological stubs. They began screaming increasingly frequently so as to interfere with my development of artists with increasing uniqueness.
When I began my Initiative I called the main harasser βBoilβ which conveyed (although I determined it was his βreal nameβ from his username, part of the course of the trickster's tricks) that all of his unique artistry he was selfishly crying out for amounted to such a stub. Hence becoming disturbed by blemishes at least since beginning my Revolution. And that was true for everyone he can properly represent as he attacked me for them for years.
The βboilβ on a purely uncreative person determined to participate in art communities, despite his artistic career being inevitably doomed, is a mechanism of psychological disturbance from the freakish state of his personal development. One of the ways people have been fighting against my Revolution since 2009, producing intentional failed participants just to bother everybody who wants to live properly according to my Revolution.
You can imagine it as like artists friendly to me having an inner self distinct from their physical forms in every way, while my harassers, and enemy artists, have a little screaming voice inside them as they were not willing to do what was necessary to gain this inner self, which includes connecting to my heavenly Kingdom of the Underrealm. Their voices make life very unpleasant to me everywhere they touch as they are abominable, hence preferring to stay βshelledβ inside my turtly brain for 8 years. And yet they give me tons of information as unlike friendly artists, they don't have things like βinternal internal voicesβ that I can't read. Part of the development of NPCs as a mass trend is that I simply cause them.
They align with robotic mentalities, I lock them into them directly and indirectly and supernaturally. Becoming the individuals they choose to be, almost identical to each other. That way, I can start to participate in society and encourage those willing to be unique to be unique.
This is part of the narrative of this song, as I encourage people who choose to be bad to solidify into their willful choice. It serves an important purpose for structuring society amongst serious imperfection. Then VivziePop and other individuals tried to interact with me βhappilyβ, but I preferred to keep any happiness in my brain, which included Vivzie's artistic brand before she put it together in her animated series.
Protestantism has no reason to have a voice and so as the religion gradually solidified in its true nature over the centuries it increasingly adopted stilted, lifeless culture that anyone can perform. Thus created obsession with βgender performanceβ and other broken notions around 2012. Meanwhile to me all of my actions follow from my internal sensibilities, and if social rules forbid them they forbid my participation, I'm not going to adopt the rules. Gradually social norms and personal trends adapted and developed until my personal brain fantasies became the popular thing as with Hazbin Hotel.
My enemies have been extremely irrational which has basically been constant evidence of my stories as they can't get anything out that sounds remotely level-headed with a few exceptions every week. This is so because to adjust to my stories is to start hearing my voice and reflections of My voice everywhere, just as random anons expressed to me in the early 10s as if it was normal life. One begins to return to how the late 00s should have happened, the uncanny energy that can be associated with characters like Superboy Prime and Anthony from The Twilight Zone just being there in real life.
The cruelty of my enemies was to weaponize my friendliness and compassion, an idiot Zoomer yesterday doing so towards my reflection on internet interconnection by pushing his childish judgment of me, those queer tactics bug-gobbled by tearing down my life so my fifth dimensional philosophy, Cosmic illumination of things like Spider-Man whose real non-Spiderverse principles compelled me to become homeless, and advancement of artistic co-development would not quicky remove their ability to manipulate with them. They do have a place in my social life, which is to be laughed at and shown to be on the path to Hell. A threat they sweat over, after all these years of trying to waste my youth so hostile voices wouldnβt be torn down through being firmly established in the art industries. And again they have a reason not to read me and learn about me for the first time, as I have been long-established amongst creative voices, itβs only amongst corporate voices that I have nothing, as I desire. Gradually adherents of Mammon feeling my power shifting around their lives, so that my artistry will be heard, and they realize they have only been generating noise, hence the failing profits and especially cultural legacy. Making works following political rules, then no one enjoys watching them, as artistry involves the expression of those we are gaining eternal friendships with, and temporal profits must be aligned with this unlimited future for decent living to exist for us all.