Part 1 of Wish's Humiliating Fantasy: Protestant Identity versus Real Identity: Spumco Context Prelude
Set up for the real article: about masturbation, Spumco, Spumdonor's community, and the heavenly life of a real cartoonist.
Eternal Prelude continues: βYou unlocked the Hauntlyre playlist. β¦ Sometimes you feel bad about your relation to this dome of friendship, but reasons to seem to be missing.β

As I look at what is in this film from anons on /co/, it is a transcription of the mental tapestry of the animation industry in the form of a fake cartoon. βFake cartoonsβ were a concept that John K discussed which made people very frustrated as they pretended he was merely speaking of The Simpsons not having high quality drawings. In fact some animated entertainment is not entertainment at all, as became obvious to people when they saw all the therapy in 2010s cartoons. And this fakeness can involve things besides emotional venting. It can involve things like communal masturbatory fantasy.

Back in the time of my teenage Revolution and Young adult period people pretended it was unthinkable for masturbation to be a serious sin, but in our masturbation-filled time naturally the confirmatory evidence that it is has arisen. There's an actual psychological and spiritual process behind masturbation, it's not just a magical fun faucet which the founder of Kellogg's cereals did not want people to use. When people relieve their stress in that way, what they are stressed out about is actually being processed inside of them. It's only logical.

This involves the development of personal powers which increases potency of the body and soul. And so, from sensations you can identify potencies being employed to resolve things of concern. For instance, I am currently feeling congruences of indescribable sensations that rather feel like spirit protoplasmic anatomy within my abdomen, telling me my activities against various worldly powers are currently sufficient and I do not need to take action like by avenues of confronting the animation industry.
In order to develop such activities of your person you need to give up on things like masturbation. Indeed, it makes things like masturbation as well as mindless Rage or avoiding uncomfortable truths simply humiliating, as you can see that those falterings of the spirit and flesh were completely obstructing you from enjoying a more advanced status quo of your existence as a human being. When we sin, there's only so much we can get away with, as can be clearly seen in the twistedness of the most unrepentant of human beings. And so someone like me emerging into a community like the animation community provoked insanity and incoherent jealousy, especially from those who will be damned.

But, eventually the madness and incoherence resolves and they start to see that they were obstructing a major spiritual event that is a Prelude to the end times. I don't know when the end times will take place but obviously, my content is going full speed ahead to that time. Within the tapestry of their stupid pleasures and obsessive neuroticism was simply hatred for myself and ipgd. They could not say anything about her besides a few statements from Spumdonor mutuals, and a couple Homestuck people who confirmed they remember what I'm talking about, because every time I bring her up the skeleton of their bizarre animation content that pleased so few is brought forth.
The cosmic nature of Wishβs failings

When I emerged into the animation community I had the primary motivations of making it serve people like myself as well as insisting that cartoons need to be good for the sake of the condition of generations of children. I didn't think so much about what kind of person I was myself, but in retrospect it became clear that it is easily categorized as a dark type. Indeed, dark as a specific type would be one I would easily fall under. although I never explained it, my content was in the genre of horror.
And so, those of the community who are mostly spoiled children arose the parenting of their mostly Protestant parents. They began to act on the implicit orders they were given directly by individuals as well as by the cultures they grew up in. These orders completely disregarded the dark human beings as a sort of refuse of God's creations, to get in line as disabled, creeps, weirdos, fuck ups, and those of pure utility not to be celebrated or focused on. A good example is those of the Spumdonor Community I actually like, instead of all the pretentious Gen X types who pit their interest in some of the enjoyable aspects of rent and Stimpy against the demands of safety and βnormalcy,β a purely sanitized infusion of spumco influence, cleansed βspumβ to liven up things like The Ghost and Molly McGee. If that show was a little bit better, then people like Spumdonor would be satisfied.

As they seek their satisfaction they simply ignore the dysfunction of the members I find likable, the dysfunction that was created by people like SD doing nothing to help my Revolution, only undermine it for the sake of this sanitization process. Rest assured that the time will come when people will see what SD did as worse than the John K accusations if they were all in fact actually true.
Revu
As I write this article I put the energy of this song into my writing, which is simultaneously intuitive, astounding for our current year, and satisfies those things people look for outside of Christian culture like the βwitchcraftβ of the Owl House. But, it amounts to using writing as a form of combat, a concept so profound and profoundly repellent for some it helped inspire vilifying me as Lord English. The Lord is the βWordβ, and so this/me is a concise symbol of a dispute about Christians being warriors and crusaders.
What turned me against SDβs Community was the real nature of his attachment to the BuzzFeed article: it was a symbol of turning John K's power of βpostingβ against him. In the late 00s, every single blogpost of Johnkstuff was an event, people discussed every article, and they were so meaningful that a major reason people thought I was John must have been that they simply did not keep up with his blog as I did every day like it was High School or he was my mentor or dad. It wasn't just a mistake, they were jealous of John because his philosophy and experience was so meaningful that every single post had that impact, it made that contribution to my discourse and other parts of the internet, and thereby Society.
SD eventually became resentful of how this posting power could impact his children and in other ways. It wasn't necessary for him to be all riled up about it on his own: as a leader of the βSpumco loyalistβ faction of the community, he represents the interests of those he leads even if it may seem like he is just a microcelebrity, as how someone like John impacts children through his influence is really important regardless of whether people acknowledge it.

When I saw this I became immediately pissed off like I did many times as a teenager, but this time I had the power to do something about it by posting. I made my article and it electrocuted his microcommunity. They all cut themselves off from me eventually, Kusi Costanza making it his main bit to make fun of my βfetishesβ in the shape of his jokes, having previously been my favorite account. As that is how the sides of life people refuse to acknowledge work, they relish using it to abuse, but this is where Jesusβs teaching glares: everything they did in secret will be exposed, and that exposure is getting closer and closer at my command.

What I did is what they feared, and those for whom they represent. Obviously, cartoons are a niche interest. Also obviously, but disregarded, what the few who understand what goes on with cartoons do impacts millions of people especially when they are children or teenagers. I represent people, and so do others. It's kind of like a senate.
And so, their part of the βsenateβ does its best to villify my darkness, but it all amounts to incoherent babble, their most coherent statements showed they know there is much more going on than they acknowledge.
The Paradox of Dark Power
In our time of superhero media, anime, and other modern entertainment that involves power levels, there comes the need for Cosmic theology to contextualize how Jesus wields omnipotent power here. First, things such as wind and water can be Living Symbols of heavenly interactions. Second, βwindβ and βwaterβ are symbols for two of the spiritual domains of the Earth, associated with other spiritual dimensions that converge with Godβs in friendship. Third, incredible Cosmic powers like the Underrealm can take these forms; the Horrorterrors create the wind of the HorrorStorm, and there are very deep water places like the UnderDark associated with the abyss; Cosmic aliens could say these exact English words about the winds and water of the Underrealm. Powers and resources created by monsters, they disregard Cosmic authorities but faith obstructs the devastation they cause
It's true that what I do remains ajar from conventional Christian life. And yet that proximity enables me to do things that those who relish βSatanismβ, witchcraft, and other non-Christian darkness cannot. The profundity is a glimpse of the new stage beyond the end times.
Protestantism disregarded that within the development of saints, works and traditions was the development of darkness as in Lord of the Rings. They fight, use a dark artifact to survive, and ultimately succumb to it. This is a glimpse of what I am now making clear through my Rings that darkness is not temporary, as is only logical: some of the Underbeasts are born out of evil creatures, and they have eternal life, a derivation of my soul. Angels can be like wizards, the problem with witchcraft is that it seeks to exploit Creation as Sauron did.

One of the most charming aspects of Tumblr culture was becoming intensely attracted to characters like Pennywise, in a sincere way. Their love reconciles such a dark figure into the world of light, and in fact purifies the good within what Pennywise represents from the true evil. Their love separates the wheat from the chaff, and although it is not a formal Christian process it gives a hint of aspects of life females will enjoy much more thoroughly when they are done atoning for the sin of Eve.
That sincerity was what prevented the agony of my time in isolation and joyless revolutionary activity from being as bad to experience as it objectively is, Cosmic. Pennywise is the most direct model of an Underbeast, I was willing to rebel against public school simply because they did not let me read Stephen King books and other books in school. When one of the girls who were always talking to me called me a βsexy beastβ, that is what public school prevented me from enjoying, as the way I engaged with fiction is simply the life I am supposed to live, now properly conveyed in my articles.

I don't think that SD and members of the animation community in his model lack concern for children, but it arises the realization that there will be divides amongst the faithful, and it will not be as easy as people had expected especially right after the end times. It was very cruel to make me distressed about explaining my Multiverse idea after people had enjoyed the concept of the Multiverse for a decade in popular entertainment. At the same time this prevented people from truly disputing my idea, as there was so much excitement for that sort of thing. When I think of this it is riding into the New Earth upon the βshipβ of a vast disintegration of what currently is happening, where things will happen as they should have happened, not so distracted by cowardice, the process of grappling with salvation, the desire for false normalcy, and other things. And so it seems clear to me that much of purgatory will in fact involve the purging Christians clashing with the Christians already purged or not needing to be purged.
On top of that there's the teaching that reward will be unequal in heaven. This leads to uncomfortable realizations for me, but discomfort is something that I am greatly acclimated to. To enjoy things like animation, to make decisions for it, and as a proxy impact generations of children is one of those things that will be unequal. And by βthe last will be firstβ, it can be expected that this will be one of the most glamorous duties in heaven; which reminds me of a cartoon posted in the days of Johnkstuff, walking down the boulevard flanked by girls: βMake way for a cartoonist!β They said that's the cartoonistβs dream. The dream can be a reality, but people like SD it seems clear will be walking away from the realization of it, and this will be very personal for me.

The significance of the way literal and metaphorical masturbation has become entrenched in the animation community is out of seething resentment that simultaneously it should properly be about serving millions, and also through that service live an incredibly fulfilling life when the served generations grow up. Which was intentionally spoiled for John, and didn't really come together for Bob Clampett or Chuck Jones. For Walt Disney it mainly came together in spirit, not what he lived. This is where the pettiness of sin is seen.
My opponents are obsessed with having child psychology, and βhaving your cake and eating it tooβ is part of it as it can happen for a few, and kids are deciding where to aim their dreams. In heaven, Bob Clampett and Chuck Jones may be regarded with βmake way for a cartoonist!β. Those few like them could be like Abraham or King David, the greatest of lives of the world we know.
And so Magnifico is a sort of last hurrah of resentment for such greatness, which released into humiliation and incredibly mixed sentiments even without this article series I'm making. He represents God, Walt Disney and me. And I suppose any of these men who may live in heaven as I described.
In Moana Shiny symbolizes a conflict between myself and the artistic expanse of the Disney company as a meta-entity; I tried to use my artistic powers but they did not work, and so I just made silly posts. The Hawk is one of the main animal powers of my brother in my webcomic, and my powers are associated with armor. It reflects on people being attracted to the βshininessβ of Disney product even as it secretly wars against me who is the third human to give it cosmic life, after Walt and John.
In the days of Johnkstuff, they would whine and cry about the βstylesβ, about disregarding people's work and opinions, and other things along those lines which live loudly in the background of my memories. And so despite that they spoke so strongly about the BuzzFeed accusations, this film directly reflects John too. It regards him as being in the model of a king, and they enwrapped his image in my own. So contextualized, they are basically just tantruming and acting out and enjoying themselves as much as they can until he goes to heaven, and I do, and others. The logic simply snaps together. The funny part is that I can't conceptualize John like that, as I prefer to think of him as living a humble life fighting hard to make cartoons good, with me assisting him. There's an incredible romance to that, which can play out in the Multiverse.
Indeed, my fondness for John's vision evidently made anonymous animation females jealous that I was capable of engaging with his content like that. But I was born into a culture which regarded that very passionate βsexy beastβ remark as a classmate making fun of me, not strong validation of my efforts since kindergarten which came to mind many times. I became lost in studies as my way of interacting with women, like becoming a monster terrorizing the countryside to impress them, was totally verboten. The mere existence of their jealousy was a tool of my Revolution, which drove men insane from having such a non-sexual interaction with feminine interest, screaming at me. I didn't live in a time that could accept my life. I simply wanted to show what John's philosophy, as well as my own that I was inventing which is always featured implicitly in my curious arrangements, was capable of actualizing so that people could live the meaningful lives they should live, even if their lives are very unequal in the slate of lives. Which is a good thing. And a real King loves to see the very small and very great. Next part when it's made
